thinking about Tessa hearing slipping through my fingers by abba for the first time. like that song is emotionally devastating for people who didn't watch their baby girl die of old age I cannot imagine what it's like for her :(
#screaming crying throwing up#Lucie being born in 1887 abba releasing this song in 1981. yeah.#like in Lucie died at 80 that would mean she would have been dead for 14 years when that song can out#to put it into perspective#Tessa's stronger than me tbh because that would have been my final straw actually#bella talks#haven't made a post in a minute so you're getting them all now sorry#tsc#the shadowhunter chronicles#tessa gray#tessa herondale#lucie herondale#james herondale#mina carstairs#the infernal devices#the last hours#tid#tlh