12.10.2020 // another super old bujo spread, this one’s from senior year of hs! talk about a throwback…
i quite literally have zero idea, probably a bit too much, but i’ve been on this hellsite for 8 years now and any sense of the passage of time on here is long gone
공부할게 산더미. 문법 복습하는 건 너무 오랜만이라서 밀린 일이 많긴 하네요... (위에 있는 공책들은 2017-2020 쓴 공책이다. 글씨 몇 년 내내 많이 달라졌구나!!)
ig: studylustre
hi! so I’ve had this 2019 planner that I bought for absolutely no reason and I just couldn’t stand that it was empty so I made it into a moodboards/scrapbook/brain dump journal inspired by hf Twitter #justforfun
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22 november 2020
I turn 23 in a couple of days. a lot of thoughts and not quite enough words to go about how my 22nd year went. I think it was a year fortified - maybe guarded - by a deep, drawn out silence, and a lot of ways to try and edge voice out again. a lot of changes. but still a lot of gratitude for everything so knitted, weaved into the thread of grace (that holds me so delicately. a skein away from pitfall and a skein apart from glory), all the people who came and held my hands gently.
I would have needed this year to get on with the next - this of the timeliness of God I only know.
Working From Home
The ups and downs of working from a (very small) rented home: an under-the-stairs ‘office’. I’ve been trying to commit to working here every day instead of being tempted to the sofa or a cushion on the rug… Last week I asked you for your best working-from-home advice over on instagram, and I’ve compiled them with some of my own recommendations and thoughts.
tuesday, nov 17 • stills from an october diary
a collection of many small moments to comprise of my october diary. last month had a lot of happy moments scattered throughout, but also it was the month where my anxiety hit the peak(!) yoikes ;u; it just really felt like things (that i’m particularly happy about) are always changing and happening to me, and i have to “accept” them. but, at least i think this month i’ve finally stopped resisting as much, which has a helped a lil’ bit! maybe next month i’ll start feeling good about the changes?? haha baby steps u know (´・ω・`)
obsessed with my new dorm room <3
21.11.20 / this penguin parallel text: short stories in japanese is probably my first japanese book purchase so many years ago. thought i would revisit it since today is a “reading day” for me. how’s your saturday so far? happy weekend ♡
10.09.20
I can’t believe I’m 18 now; how have we been in quarantine for this long? 😷 it’s strange becoming an adult in this time… I feel like I’ve done quite a bit of growing up these past several months, but in many ways I still feel like a child.
despite life being very turbulent at the moment, I’m grateful to be here. there’s so much left to be done and I’m so glad I can vote this year!
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october 25th 2020, 9:00am
good morning everyone!! thought i’d share a few room pics to switch things up 📚 yes my bookshelf is slowly becoming a jungle and what about it? anyway, i hope everyone is doing well! i just started my reading week so i have a bit more time on my hands
listening to: golden - harry styles
friday, nov 20
so thankful my work is giving me the entire week off for thanksgiving because i was definitely steadily moving towards burn out. not exactly sure what i’ll spend my “free week” doing, but !! i hope i can keep myself busy enough to be content, but free enough to get a little more relaxed hehe. also, i’ve been playing around with makeup for the first time in my life and wow !! what a journey LOL
Mean everything. Mean the things you feel. Mean the things you say. Mean your subtleties. Mean your paradoxes. Mean your actions. Mean what you don’t mean. Mean your promises to yourself and your promises to others. Mean the true basis of your life. Be freely and audaciously deliberate.
Practice paintings in my a4 sketchbook