with the way you've been talking, every word gets you a step closer to hell

Someone posted that they wanted Seb as a self harmer a while ago; I saw it in the tag but can’t remember who said it. Anyways, this was supposed to be for the fighting prompt of the Kurtbastian Week, but it kind of… I don’t know. I don’t like how it came out.

PG, or PG-13 because of the topic. Too lazy to open a word counter.

It’s about control. About being in control, pretending to be. About convincing himself he is in control. It’s about the cramps in his forearms and the burnt in the muscles of his shoulders as he holds tight to that last string of sanity. But then he can’t hold anymore and the rope bites his skin as it escapes from his grip. It wounds, it scars.

#things i shouldn't actually read but i still do #aNDREA #it's actually good i feel ya sebastian #kurtbastian #otp: into places #tw: self harm