it’s my birthday on monday so i wrote a little payneland treat for myself and all of you lovely ppl. enjoy 🥰
wakes up after 4 hours of sleep to make this post. come and get y’all juice
greetings loved ones. i said i was writing charlesedwin, i wrote charlesedwin, and i did so while wildly sick and taking copious meds. here is the nonsense, from me to u 💌
can u pls do something with rafebarry jealousy like either way or both ways 😍😍
now posted to my ao3! hope u enjoy beloved <3
I’ve missed doing big fic rec lists and, since I’ve been reading Steddie fic nonstop since the end of May, I thought it’d be a good time to try them again!
This is a list for fandom staples aka fics I’ve read, loved, and seen recced everywhere because fandom loves them so much. Personal favorites are marked with a 💜
sub-culture by palmviolet | @palmviolet (13/13 | 60,702 | Teen)
“Is he whining about Eddie being mean to him again?” Robin is leaning in the doorway, eating a leftover slice that’s probably cold by now. “You talk about him more than you talk about girls, Steve, it’s getting concerning. Anyone would think you had a crush.”
or, steve is pretty convinced eddie now hates him. turns out eddie has the opposite problem.
the affliction of the feeling by nondz (pinkjook) (2/2 | 27,204 | Explicit)
“Hold on,” Robin interrupts. “Hold on, is this— are you, like. Do you know what masochism is?”
“I know I act like it sometimes, Robin, but I’m not actually fucking twelve,” Steve says.
OR: Eddie has a black hanky in his back pocket.
💜 Steve Harrington’s Guide to Touch by how_about_no (4/4 | 18,863 | Mature)
Eddie won’t stop touching anyone and everyone, except for Steve. He has a plan to change that.
*
“You can touch me.” That was not how Steve intended for it to come out. He opened his mouth and closed it a few times.
Eddie had frozen with his fingers halfway to his mouth. Smoke curled from his cigarette between them. He raised his eyebrows, then frowned, then bit his lip.
“I can-” Eddie said slowly, his face still rolling through several emotions without landing on one- “touch you?”
Keep it Steady, Eddie by outofmygourd (16/16 | 104,812 | Explicit)
Eddie Munson doesn’t mind working at the Family Video Store. It’s a nice sense of normalcy (not to mention money) and he gets to see Robin more because of it. However, between working together and sharing the same best friend, he’s also been seeing a lot more of Steve Harrington.
He wants nothing more than to enjoy mindless fun with his friends now that everything with Vecna is over, but Eddie’s finding it hard to move on from what happened. Even if the strangest thing in his life right now was simply the fact he and Steve Harrington might actually be friends.
Not So Bad by outofmygourd (9/9 | 43,409 | Mature)
Vecna is dead. It’s the summer after the party’s freshman year. Steve Harrington spends it in the Family Video Store, and Eddie Munson is spending post-graduate life bothering him. And maybe Steve isn’t as bothered as he used to be.
💜 Space Age Love Song by bicetea | @b-icetea (12/12 | 126,459 | Explicit)
In the dark space of the boat house, dust motes twirling around her, she asked time a question. And time said yes.
Or: Steve Harrington is given a chance to save Eddie months before all the shit with Vecna goes down.
birds of a feather flock together by Bundibird | @bundibird (1/1 | 1,988 | Gen)
“You know,” Robin tells Mike, her voice low and calm and soothing. “You can like both girls and boys.”
Steve jerks in his seat like someone slapped him.
“What!?” he splutters, and it comes out as something halfway between a yelp and a squawk.
open up your lovin’ arms (i want some, want some) by oaseas | @metaldeads (1/1 | 7,312 | Gen)
Dustin’s concerned Steve’s going to die alone. Steve’s concerned Dustin won’t ever understand the concept of boundaries.
Or: Dustin attempts to save Steve’s love-life.
💜 this is your home. these are your people. by oaseas | @metaldeads (1/1 | 21,479 | Teen)
“Your heart’s racing,” Steve noted, quietly.
Eddie laughed. It was more of a shaky exhale, lashes fluttering as he struggled to keep his composure. “Stevie,” he whispered, fingers cradling Steve’s side like he was precious. “Yeah, no fucking shit.”
OR: Ma Henderson & Wayne Munson get cosy, Dustin makes an off-hand remark, and Steve spirals. It works out in the end.
we’re just kids in the dark by FagurFiskur | @perlukafarinn (2/2 | 8,714 | Teen) - #1 in the kids in the dark series
“Just relax.” Eddie runs his fingers through Steve’s hair and okay, that actually feels kind of nice. “This is happening, so you might as well enjoy it.”
Robin laughs. “You’re gonna look so pretty, Steve.”
“I’m gonna kill all of you,” Steve mutters but he sits still and lets Eddie muss up his hair probably beyond all recognition. “Seriously, none of this better leave this room.”
Lovesick in Loch Nora by red0aktree | @red-0ak-tree (11/11 | 62,603 | Mature)
Even though Eddie’s name has been cleared legally, he’s still very much on trial in the court of public opinion. Dealing drugs isn’t a lucrative occupation anymore, and getting a legitimate job in a town who still considers him a killer isn’t much of an option, either. Eddie is beginning to think skipping town and starting over somewhere no one knows his name is the only chance he has left. Steve has another idea.
AKA: Steve gets Eddie a job as an anonymous columnist at a local newspaper.
💜 The Prettiest Boy in Hawkins, Indiana by AidaRonan | @aidaronan (4/4 | 19,480 | Explicit) - #1 in the The Prettiest Universe series
It’s been six years since Eddie died. Steve manages a sporting goods store at the mall, and everyone else has moved on and left town. He’s twenty-five and he’s tired and alone.
But the Upside Down is shut away and he’s alive and that’s what really matters.
Until Eleven calls and says she feels something. Something in Hawkins.
And then Something shows up in Steve’s living room and flashes sharp teeth.
💜 Critical Hit by AidaRonan | @aidaronan (1/1 | 7,102 | Explicit)
Steve shows up to play DnD.
Eddie decides Steve can stay. IF ‘King Steve’ recognizes the real lord and master of Hellfire.
Date me instead by Zhuletta (5/5 | 43,744 | Explicit)
Every date Steve has gone to lately has been horrible. It’s impossible that there’s something wrong with the entire female population of Hawkins, so surely there must be something wrong with him.
“Why don’t you take me on a date then?”
“Wh— what?”
“Take me on a date, pretend, of course, and then I’ll tell you if there’s something wrong with you or not.”
Or: Eddie proposes a crazy idea to see if there’s something wrong with him, Steve finds the fact that it works is even crazier.
It struck me deep (it brought me to my knees) by Gorgeousgreymatter | @gorgeousgreymatter-x (6/6 | 14,869 | Explicit) - #1 in the There Is a Light That Never Goes Out series
It’s not even the nightmares most of the time. At this point, Steve would totally settle for some up close and personal time in his brainpan with the Upside Down if it meant he could actually fucking sleep.
💜 We Should Just Kiss (Like Real People Do) by OonionChiver (3/3 | 88,428 | Explicit)
‘Please?’
Eddie stops him again, this time by holding his face. Steve feels Eddie’s thumb moving over his cheek, he feels the cool metal of his rings. He feels everything except what he needs.
‘I’ve never loved anything the way I love you, Steve Harrington,’ Eddie says, dark brown eyes moving between Steve’s own. ‘This isn’t the moment, sweetheart.’
It’s not a rejection, but it’s not a kiss. Steve quietly cries, insides cut up on the broken shards of his stupid little heart and Eddie holds him, he holds him all night until they fall asleep together.
To Be Loved For No Reason At All by beetlesandstars | @beetlesandstarss (10/10 | 27,101 | Explicit)
It all starts with Steve finding Eddie Munson in Alison Brown’s bathtub. Or, how one night leads to a conversation, leads to shotgunning, leads to confessions, leads to The Rocky Horror Picture Show. Steve’s just along for the ride.
and here we are in heaven, for you are mine at last by obsceme | @hartigays (1/1 | 6,169 | Mature)
Taking advantage of the distraction, Steve leans over and snags the flannel Eddie had been wearing out from behind him, shrugging it on quickly before Eddie realizes what he’s doing.
Annoyingly enough, it takes several minutes for Eddie to notice.
“No, not the flannel,” Eddie warns when he finally glances over, closing his notebook slowly and putting it to the side. “You’re holding half my wardrobe hostage already!”
Steve snickers, standing up and backing away a few feet.
“I guess you’re just going to have to come get it, then.”
(Or: 5 times Steve steals Eddie’s clothes, and one time Eddie returns the favor.)
💜 ink you up by Adure | @toburnup (1/1 | 4,560 | Explicit) - #1 in the mark my skin, use your teeth series
“It looks good.” Steve takes in the fine black lines, notes how the skin is raised and red. Figures it must be new. “When did you get it?”
“Oh, I did it last night.”
Steve looks back up to Eddie in surprise. “You did it? Like to yourself?”
He laughs, tosses his empty into the sink. “Hell yeah. Why not?”
Steve drains his own and leans back. “I could never.”
“I could ink you up.” Eddie looks at him like he’s assessing, eyes trailing from fingertips back up to shoulders and then up to his eyes. “Would be a good look for you.”
(Eddie does his own tattoos. Steve would look hot with some ink.)
💜 a map of everyone who loves you by phonemicengineer (1/1 | 7,177 | Teen)
Soul flowers aren’t a ticket to true love, he knows that well enough, but they do mean importance, significance, permanence. And so far no one has ever loved Steve significantly or permanently enough to leave some. Maybe that means he’s broken. Maybe that’s why he can’t leave any for her.
So Steve lets Jonathan take Nancy home that night, and tries not to feel too bitter about the matching bracelet of roses on Jonathan’s hand.
i know you said you're not going to give details yet but i'm dying to know more about your new steveddie fic! if you're comfortable sharing of course!
(this isn’t finished but i love sharing excerpts so enjoy the snippet below 🥰 if anyone wants to be tagged when the full fic is finished and posted, interact w this post and i’ll tag you!)
“do you think this’ll even work?” robin whispers, peeking over steve’s shoulder as he hunches over the ouija board.
steve scrunches his brows, concentrating on looping the string lights around the board so they’re evenly spaced at each letter.
“considering how long it took to make this, it better work,” steve says when he’s finished, proudly presenting the final product.
the ouija board still has some weed on it from where they’d rolled their joint, but the lights loop around nicely, glowing evenly around every letter.
steve stands up from where he’d been kneeling over the board, finding the nearest outlet and plugging the lights in.
nothing happens.
i know you said you're not going to give details yet but i'm dying to know more about your new steveddie fic! if you're comfortable sharing of course!
(this isn’t finished but i love sharing excerpts so enjoy the snippet below 🥰 if anyone wants to be tagged when the full fic is finished and posted, interact w this post and i’ll tag you!)
“do you think this’ll even work?” robin whispers, peeking over steve’s shoulder as he hunches over the ouija board.
steve scrunches his brows, concentrating on looping the string lights around the board so they’re evenly spaced at each letter.
“considering how long it took to make this, it better work,” steve says when he’s finished, proudly presenting the final product.
the ouija board still has some weed on it from where they’d rolled their joint, but the lights loop around nicely, glowing evenly around every letter.
steve stands up from where he’d been kneeling over the board, finding the nearest outlet and plugging the lights in.
nothing happens.
harringrove fic rec pt. 1
what's the common theme among these 5 fics or series? beautifully painful with chef's kiss endings
in the locust wind by HowCleverOfYou
I have a fic idea for you!!! no worries if you don’t feel it or aren’t inspired by it, I just saw this post and was like I want this fic and I of course thought of you bc I love your fics.
a get-together fix-it fic where Steve straight up refuses to see Eddie because he’s so mad about him getting hurt when Steve explicitly said not to, and he can’t figure out why he’s so affected until someone (Robyn/Dustin/Nancy?) knocks some sense into him. meanwhile Eddie is convinced Steve is upset at him for not protecting Dustin the whole time or another dumb reason. may involve meddling from the kids/robyn trying to get them to just TALK goddamnit.
anyway I would love this and would love you to write it <3<3<3
inspired by this post: https://ttransmax.tumblr.com/post/688839505906647040
“you still haven’t visited him, you know.”
steve stares pointedly down at his reflection, kicking his legs and watching the lines of his face ripple.
“yeah, i know.”
robin rolls her eyes, reclining back onto her elbows so she can gaze up at the sky.
they’re sitting in steve’s backyard, poolside, dangling their feet into the water as they sip on warm beer. it’s warm enough to go swimming, but every day as of late hasn’t left steve in much of a fun in the sun kind of mood.
“he’s been asking for you,” robin hums, and steve doesn’t look at her but he knows she’s staring at him, brows raised, unimpressed.
that’s been happening pretty much every day as of late as well.
okay guys i did it i fixed it rewrote vol. 2
Taking advantage of the distraction, Steve leans over and snags the flannel Eddie had been wearing out from behind him, shrugging it on quickly before Eddie realizes what he’s doing.
Annoyingly enough, it takes several minutes for Eddie to notice.
“No, not the flannel,” Eddie warns when he finally glances over, closing his notebook slowly and putting it to the side. “You’re holding half my wardrobe hostage already!”
Steve snickers, standing up and backing away a few feet.
“I guess you’re just going to have to come get it, then.”
(Or: 5 times Steve steals Eddie's clothes, and one time Eddie returns the favor.)
please take this as a prompt to write as angsty a fic as u want. mwah mwah (💌 — astrid)
(to preface: this is basically just canon divergence nonsense after barry burns rafe’s arm on his bike in s1 👹)
rafe jerks awake with a start.
he’s not sure what roused him from his (not so peaceful) slumber, until he hears the sharp knock again. it’s something hitting one of his bedroom windows - the one closest to his bed.
the room feels like a deep freezer when rafe crawls out from between his sheets. he likes the room to be cold when he sleeps - he has dreams, and dreams make him sweat.
(maybe they can be classified more as nightmares. but no one is asking, so it doesn’t really matter either way.)
beautiful beautiful gif by @maddiebuckley thank u beloved smooch for u 🥰💞
“We all done bad shit, Country Club,” Barry tells him, running his hand carefully over Rafe’s freshly buzzed hair. “That don’t mean we bad people. It don’t mean we gotta die over it.”
“But I am a bad person,” Rafe insists.
Barry fixes him with that stare again, the one that makes Rafe feel like he’s been stripped down to his core, exposed.
“Maybe,” Barry agrees, finally. “Maybe. But you’re my bad person, Rafe Cameron, and I ain’t done with you yet.”
read it on ao3 | pairing: rafebarry | rated: T | word count: 2k | warnings: mentions of violence, suicidal ideations
Rafebarry Prompt for you! So what about some of Barry’s pals being over at the trailer and they’re all just like “Damn Bro” at seeing Rafe (who’s just living his best chaotic life, being Barry’s housewife/partner in crime) and Barry’s just all smug about it like “Yeah. I’m hittin’ that. Be jealous.”
tw: mature themes (drug use, sexual implications) and some homophobic language (just a comment from some loser tho)
rafe’s bike tears through swampy grass and dirt with a vengeance as he pulls into barry’s front yard, leaving tire marks in his wake.
when he pulls off his helmet, the first thing he sees are people spilling in and out of the trailer. people rafe doesn’t recognize - some of them attractive, even.
which is… infuriating, to put it lightly.
rafe seeing barry’s scars for the first time🥺
warning: mature themes ahead kiddos! (descriptions of violence, mild threats of violence, sexual themes, ur usual rafebarry bullshit)