#and my wings aren't working really as angel wings i look like a fucking fairy#and im just not feeling confident tonight#i hate when how i'm feeling and what i'm thinking about interfere with having a good night#I HATE IT#okay#i'm just gonna start drinking that sounds like the best way#also i managed to bite my mouth weirdly last night when i was angry at someone at it started bleeding#and it was alright today but i think i bothered it while i was putting make up on and now its bleeding again#oops