harrysotter reblogged
#this scene broke my heart in a million different ways#deep down she knows it isn't her fault for how she was then or for wanting to be alone then#that doesn't mean that when you don't want it the things you love will be taken away from you#but thats what it must feel like#and you can just see how guilty she feels now for all those moments she could have had with him#and now she may never even have any more time with him at all#and its not her fault#but in some tiny way it must feel like it is#and it just breaks my heart#and this is the thing with depression there are times when all you want is to be alone#and people trying to help you or trying to sympathise is not helpful at all in fact it is something that frustrates and angers you#but then there are times when you realise all the time and moments you've wasted#and it DOES make you feel guilty#and just this show is so perfect at the way it portrays emotion and draws parallels#COME BACK TO ME#one tree hill#haley james scott#nathan scott#naley#otp: always and forever