I'm like a little ball of guilt and shame at the moment, because I feel like I've let everyone down, and I've let myself down. And I feel like any attention anyone gives me just baffles me, because I don't deserve it, I'm so unremarkable and I can't understand what about me would make anyone give me the time of day. I'm a used up little mess and I'm so ashamed of everything. I just want to feel good again, and at home in myself.
#i hate life right now#everything just makes me feel guilty and like im letting everyone down#and I know I'm drifting from people but I don't know how to change that#and I don't know that I want to because I'm so ashamed of me right now why would people want me to get back in touch#idek#everything got stolen and I can't even express that to people because no one gets it#I just#why