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“All I did was love you. All I wanted was for you to love me. That’s all I’ve ever wanted.”
— Leohearts
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Suicide
If I commit suicide tonight, the stars will continue to appear, the sun will continue to rise, the earth will keep rotating, the seasons will continue to change … so why not?
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A reader lives a t h o u s a n d lives before he dies.
- George R.R. Martin
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Take some advice from a girl who’s been through it too…
1.) Trust me, it will get easier. I know right now you’re choking back your tears and trying not to cry in the middle of class but whether it takes you a week or 3 years. Everything will get easier.
2.) Hang out with your friends. Don’t sit at home and let your thoughts take over, go out. Go get drunk and party all night. Or simply just watch a movie and eat some popcorn. Do something so your thoughts don’t take over, because I know right now they aren’t the best.
3.) Don’t cry alone. When it’s 3 a.m. and you’re laying all alone in your bed sobbing into your pillow, go in your moms room. She understands what you’re going through, let her help you.
4.) Cry as much as you need to. Whether it be in your car or in the bathroom at school during lunch. Cry, seriously. Crying is one of the best things you can do right now.
5.) Kiss as many boys as it takes to take the taste of his lips off of yours.
6.) Talk to someone. It can be anyone. Your best friend, mom, dad, grandma. Anyone. They won’t get annoyed, as a matter of fact they will probably feel so good you came to them for advice.
7.) Get some sleep. I know right now he’s taking up your dreams and you don’t want to fall asleep because you will see his green eyes again. But you need sleep, love. Go to sleep.
8.) You aren’t alone. You have people who love you, trust me.
9.) Don’t forget to eat. I know you aren’t hungry and I realize that you feel like you can’t go on but drink a cup of water and eat a sandwich. It will make you feel better.
10.) Just because he left doesn’t mean you’re worthless. You are beautiful, kind, and caring. You will find someone else, and I know first hand you think that you won’t. But someone will come into your life and pick up all the pieces he left scattered and glue them back together. You just have to be patient.
Things I wish I was told after my heart was broke (via skinny-pizza)
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I am just a girl who hates herself with such a passion, who can’t be loved by another. Because when I see my reflection I see all my imperfections, all the thins I hate and I think….who could possibly love those?
p.s.w // how can they love the stuff I hate?
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You should tell people how important they are to you. Not because they could leave at any moment, but because they’re here now, and it’s worth saying something.
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- out of my notebook
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dear someone,
i have so many questions i want to ask you but just don’t know how. and because i know for a fact that my voice would break and tears would start streaming down my face if i were to ask you in person, i am writing you this letter. furthermore, i don’t think that you would even listen to me. these days you seem to be ignoring me as if i’m your worst enemy.
how? that would be my first question.
how was it so easy for you to go? to just leave me and not even look back.
why?
why would you leave and why would you leave like that? no explanation. no real goodbye. nothing.
was it even real? what we had, i mean. was it? because i’ve been dreaming so much about you lately that it seems like i can’t tell what’s real and what’s not anymore.
love, i wish you didn’t shatter my heart. i wish you didn’t make all these promises just to break them. i wish that you could have been honest with me from the beginning. honest about your intentions and your feelings for me.
the last time we were standing in front of each other, looking into your brown eyes made my knees go weak and my heart beat faster. how can someone feel so much and the other just not? i guess i’ll never know because i tend to give people all of me. always. with you it was no different. i gave you all of me, made you my favourite person in this shitty world and hoped that i would be your favourite too.
but this is farewell, my love. i hope that a part of you never forgets me. no matter how important i really was to you. i hope that wherever life takes you, it takes you someplace happy. you deserve it, i’m sure of that.
Love always,
e.
e.s. // dear someone. (via pessimisticandrealistic)
Source: pessimisticandrealistic
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12:19am: hey, it’s been a while. how are you? where have you been? are you sleeping better? are you still so lonely?
1:04am: i’m not drunk, okay? i’m not. i just miss you. that’s all, that’s all.
1:46am: just call me back, alright?
1:58am: somebody said you found somebody new. does she love you? does it hurt?
2:04am: i don’t even miss you, dammit. i don’t know what i’m doing. i don’t think about you anymore. i don’t care.
2:05am: whatever, i’m blocking your number.
2:07am: okay so i didn’t block your number. i still hate you though.
2:11am: i don’t hate you.
7:28am: sorry, i passed out. i don’t even remember what i said. can you just forget all this? can you just forget me?
VOICEMAILS || s.o. (via allthesinkingships)
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Are you ever sorry?“ He asked.
"For loving you?” She smiled and shook her head. “No. There are so many things to be sorry for, but loving you isn’t one of them.”
For some reason, that answer made him even more restless.
“What are the things you’re sorry about, then?” He asked after a while.
“I’m sorry that I wasn’t quite right for you. That you weren’t quite right for me. That the timing wasn’t quite right for us. We were never lacking in love. It wasn’t ever a question of whether we loved each other enough or not, because if love could fill a whole room - ours would have needed more space. It would have burst out of the windows and banged open doors.” She stopped, and smiled such a sad smile it broke his heart all over again.
“You know I loved you so much.” He whispered.
She reached out to squeeze his hand and said, “I know, darling. I know. But even the greatest of loves cannot withstand the wars of this world. And no matter how much we loved each other, it wasn’t a war we were supposed to win.
we were beautiful but we weren’t quite right // Genefe Navilon (via theprocast)
😢💔
Source: letters-to-the-sea
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Take some advice from a girl who’s been through it too…
1.) Trust me, it will get easier. I know right now you’re choking back your tears and trying not to cry in the middle of class but whether it takes you a week or 3 years. Everything will get easier.
2.) Hang out with your friends. Don’t sit at home and let your thoughts take over, go out. Go get drunk and party all night. Or simply just watch a movie and eat some popcorn. Do something so your thoughts don’t take over, because I know right now they aren’t the best.
3.) Don’t cry alone. When it’s 3 a.m. and you’re laying all alone in your bed sobbing into your pillow, go in your moms room. She understands what you’re going through, let her help you.
4.) Cry as much as you need to. Whether it be in your car or in the bathroom at school during lunch. Cry, seriously. Crying is one of the best things you can do right now.
5.) Kiss as many boys as it takes to take the taste of his lips off of yours.
6.) Talk to someone. It can be anyone. Your best friend, mom, dad, grandma. Anyone. They won’t get annoyed, as a matter of fact they will probably feel so good you came to them for advice.
7.) Get some sleep. I know right now he’s taking up your dreams and you don’t want to fall asleep because you will see his green eyes again. But you need sleep, love. Go to sleep.
8.) You aren’t alone. You have people who love you, trust me.
9.) Don’t forget to eat. I know you aren’t hungry and I realize that you feel like you can’t go on but drink a cup of water and eat a sandwich. It will make you feel better.
10.) Just because he left doesn’t mean you’re worthless. You are beautiful, kind, and caring. You will find someone else, and I know first hand you think that you won’t. But someone will come into your life and pick up all the pieces he left scattered and glue them back together. You just have to be patient.
Things I wish I was told after my heart was broke (via skinny-pizza)
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“Why must it be so hard to get over someone who’s already over you”
(via nightskiess1d)
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And if he called me at 3am and asked me to come over, I would come running no matter what the reason, no matter how tired I was. But if I called him at 3am, he wouldn’t even answer the phone. And that’s the saddest part.
(via lovefreeanddiehard)
😔😢😔
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If two ex lovers can remain friends, it’s either they are still in love or never were.
(via irinamarko)
I pray to god you still love me as well then because I can't handle the idea that you never even loved me