some NCIS Hawaii pilot reactions from my Instagram story, ‘cause I watched that episode last night before I thought about doing this here
also, the ending scene of the team + Jane’s kids eating dinner together 👌👌; I just love it when the team is also a family yk?
So there's a guy on a show I watch(ed, it was the last season) that looks kinda similar to how I've pictured Harvard Lee for like a fancast or something, if the guy was younger tho as he's 28 now and Harvard is 18, and just as I was thinking about it while watching, his character had this conversation [for context- he just officialy started dating a different character, who isn't in this scene, after a while of 'will they won't they']:
Other guy: Sounds like you got it bad.
Him: Yeah, it's... You know, we've been friends for a long time.
Other guy: Mm-hmm.
Him: And I used to lie awake at night, hoping that it would become something more, you know, just begging. And now it has, I'm still in bed, lying awake thinking about the different ways I can screw this thing up.
And, in the following episode, he then had this conversation with his partner:
Partner: I know I-I don't talk about this a lot, but, you know, my-my mom left us when, when I was really young, and, uh, I think it... I think it really screwed me up back then, and... it still does. Any time someone's good to me, any time I start to like someone, like... like, really like them, I g-get this fear that I'm gonna lose them because I don't deserve them. And so I self-sabotage, because if someone's gonna leave you, then it's better to be the one that ends it, right? And that's why my problem is you. Because you're so good and you're so kind and you're so lovely to me that every... frightened and insecure bone in my body just... just wants to blow it up before you do.
Him: Look at me. Hey. Look at me. I'm not going anywhere.
I-
Yeah I'm just gonna leave this here
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