haleyjamesarchive reblogged
twenty minutes of anger,
six hours of depression,
an hour of happiness,
forty more minutes of anger,
fourteen minutes of denial,
repressing the suicidal urges,
repressing the urge to cry,
repressing the urge to lash out,
giving into the urges, hurting myself,
giving into the urges and crying my heart out,
giving in and lashing out.
sixty minutes of wishing I was okay,
three minutes of screaming as the phone
goes to voicemail.
two minutes of wanting to go home.
ninety minutes of feeling sick from eating.
thirty five minutes of ignoring everyone who claims to love you.
hours of wishing to go to sleep and never waking up.
full day of mood swings.
an eternity of hell with all the time I spend with myself.
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