Hageny

No. 135

Cranial gorge cranes its head Sweet ennui sings you to death, sings you to sleep Nursed into brokenness Embraces the empty nest Martyr returns to the slaughter The lamb falls asleep at the altar waiting for death The waves are crashing, overlapping Sound of the sea sings your sweet name Ingenue, prey of the feast Taste so sweet She presses her tongue to your ear until you fall asleep The circle encircles the strong As another dies in time the weak will hear the lullaby  The haze envelopes so softly The moth bears prophecy in the parable as he witnesses the lion’s defeat The skull resumes its suicide The egg hatches in the palm of the priest Slaughter!  Devour! Predator nurses its hunger! Perish! The prophecy lies within I pray, I rage, I cry I saw it all before you did

No. 134

A new chaos blooms A man writes, feverish, so he can breathe again Abyss opens its mouth, gently A new verse is prophecy Water pours, the belly breaks the incumbent Mother screams, a shadow looms overhead The lamb bears its teeth Blood pools below its feet War reigns Death makes destitute  Unveils the truth, crushes the innocent The merciful become indifferent Exhale, another piece of me is gone Guilty, I am all that you are The dawn arrives, will you remain with me? The light will fade, I hold you only for a little while Pretend to sleep, to forget She is me, younger, before the pain begins Death undoes it’s teeth, makes the body one with suffering

They fall, crawl beneath me Render my ash to bone, dust to skin Immobilized, their hands force, work Crack the breast, nest within Render what was, is, into the self The host betrays the parasite, sings itself to sleep as it annihilates the weak The demiurge wants you, bones, skin The envoy of suffering follows you, in time with the will of the beast Liturgies float, flies roam, an insane man will bow his head The time is false, crushing reason, the animal drools on the body of a woman Her shorn skin hangs in the wind over the body of an infant The choir of angels weep, the masses sleep, bow down in front of the beast Swine! All time, all means of death to crush you A lullaby, a last goodbye, the sacred thing is done before the end arrives The wind carries her cries--it will not be denied! 

No. 133

Eternal water slumbers New sight, noose of the beast hangs mankind

The waters rust, I choke Knock the tether, bleeding mother, I love you Clean me, believe me My bones in the dirt are full of pain My skull, cracked Womb grows, lets go I will never forget I will never forgive Cherubim dies, ripped from the waters It slumbers eternally Maternal river mixes with blood and I hear the screams... The pain is incalculable  Abomination The hand reaches for the cord, taints the waters Mother, I love you Temporal womb wraps up my being I see them, know them The eye in the prism obliterates innocence I go mad, everyday, looking for you I suffer each moment The end of time rolls over us... The beasts are hiding us Predators, their predilection  Elephantine monsters circle my bed The rusty water soils the infant over and over Again, again A genocide...

No. 132

Climb the ladder The ether spills over  Lost dawn in the sickness of myself Crushing blows I bow down beneath the fist Pulled at the dirt  Searching for meaning Scavenger of dust  And what will become of us now? Broken under the wrath of this hemorrhage spilling us lost Aimless wanderers in this travesty  Aching, float downward Bitter limb on a broken tree Animal limping, swallowed itself I know you are tired Crooked, the face faces itself at last face forward  For the last time And what will become of us now? Broken under the wrath of this hemorrhage spilling us lost Aimless wanderers in travesty  Come back for me a last time I still do not know the meaning 

No. 131

Ethanol vacuum  Foolish monkey drowns having done just as I asked her Corporeal punishment, unveil Surreal Who is at the edge of your mind? Piss baby under the river Predator, queen of the damned I am what I am Sit with the beast Complete the masterpiece  The veil falls over him who would like to be under I still wander Enter the doorway Give her a little more... Predator, queen of the damned I am what I am Crawl back up into the tree Rotten belly the one that brought me Nourish the child Feed the pig at the turnstile  A little blood oozes into the mix A spider in the web, clings to what it creates Slide in the abyss Count the teeth The words are etched in your skin Surrender The monster feeds forever where it pleases Predator, queen of the damned I am what I am Crawl back up into the tree Rotten belly the one that brought me

No. 130

Open mouth Predator is listening Give in, give up, light passes over

Bloody womb Who waits for you? Who listens when you scream? Breast swells, dumb I miss you Dirty water tastes bitter--surrender

Tyrant, sanguine womb Mother lies empty Infant bones ground into ash dirtied the sea Turn you still in me Where are you? When my head talks my heart is ready Fractured, still bringing love to an empty belly Bloody womb Who waits for you? Who listens when you scream? Light passes over me The deceiver devours the child The sun will rise, reveal the bones of the infant The wheel is incorruptible-- bow down, it rules over you, washes the sea The angel has fallen asleep! I gave you life You are still with me...

No. 129

A new age A new dawn awakes the millennia  In the wheel The mouth of a beast in the hand of a king A baby is vigilant Dirtied at the birth of the Ego Before the Shadow consumes You will be one with the animal Envelope me When my skin burns I will be ready At the beginning The end is watching Geometry of matter The fractured belly of us despises us Ego, death blows A new sour taste for us all The hungry giant scrapes the bottom Humble yourself The Mother will survive you The animal is laughing The gluttons are slowly starving... Envelope me When my skin burns I will be ready Death watches us The day is ending In the abyss The truth emerges for you Half-alive, half-dead Eaten in the disarray It marches on you It is not too late The last time The last day surrounds us all A new wheel, a new breath The greasy ocean holds none The lawless chaos is ordered, devours the flesh The predator is prey in the end... The womb holds the new child She will devour your failure...

No. 128

Flesh I have sat regarding myself, awoken Pain breaks the middle Who are you now? Animals, all around Their feet, their blood Savages, humanity Who will be there? The tomb is unraveling Silence You were there when my pain became dust My thoughts of you Commingled with the dirt Mixed with the air Making you whole again Animals, all around Their feet, their blood Savages, humanity Who will be there? The tomb is unraveling Cosmos. Infant. The eye sees everything The seven spheres are empty, monolith of suffering Bones turn to dust A mother holds her child, watches over us Each time we fall asleep lift us up! Open your eyes The tombs are crumbling Judgement sits like a king Ascend, the veil will lift itself The truth is absolute Under his feet The cycle did not end The ocean cleans itself The womb freed of the mass Predator, brace yourself Your sins are told Death will be slow

No. 127

Ephemeral night Dawn will rise Broken woman Dawn will rise I’m waiting for you... The sweet chimera explodes, exposes the tyrant Blood, bones, beneath him Under the dirt I wait Absolute, the truth is only hiding Lift up the veil It is not over Ephemeral night Dawn will rise Another night turns into day Your soul within my soul Life passes over you In me, on me forever I know you suffered The void wakes up The soul is only sleeping The fractured order of chaos The infant sleeps against my breast Child, you were the world, every time you turned to blood Did you feel it? Tell me, who ruins you?

Ephemeral night Dawn will rise Another night turns into day Your soul within my soul Life passes over you In me, on me forever I know you suffered The void wakes up The soul is only sleeping

Senescent, the scent of you is hiding, believe that I did not forgive Child suffers still inside the hollow Torn from my middle Are you afraid? The womb is only blood I am here, always, forever Aching for you In the fist of Death I have only slept Below the earth The end will come The veil will fall The predator is prey Enveloped by destruction Torn by your perdition I have no mercy for you I did not forgive I did not forgive

No. 126

Tormented soul The spirit shakes Suffers below you Bow your head The phantom voice devours, amidst the others At present, the fools fall to their knees in silence Give up, give up, give up You are no longer among us

Again, all that was is within your hands Within your head, that voice will speak again Absolute, the one who speaks will swallow Descend, unseal your fate It washes over us Your body shakes Cerebral swell Infants scream The habit will hold you The imminent collapse Break down the phantom, and you begin again Return, water leaves the womb with each birth Child, Mama adores you Come from my sick body

Again, all that was is within your hands Within your head, that voice will speak again Absolute, the one who speaks will swallow Descend, unseal your fate It washes over us Your body shakes Dust on the jaw Turn your head, I will not stop it In the mandibles of Time, there is only one prophet Look within, I am here with you now Closer than before Come, the voice begins again I suffered before them In the spring of life,  I was left without myself In the behemoth, none shall prosper My body for the vultures My blood for the serpents I wrapped my soul up in my hands Forgive me, I am tired I came to hold you, feel you, I did not want to leave you

No. 125

Stone, obfuscate me Swallow, my breath trembles Still my life disassembles! Still the same words! Visit the deep, we are warm here Keep you safe here, you do not remember Tortured soul Cover the skin Redeemer, savior?  Sinful, your head aches, joy escapes I saw you bleeding I saw you aching I felt you tremble I know the soul goes away! Drink the blood Face the wall Hear your birth I was with you then! All and nothing All and nothing It was deaf inside you Deceitful voice He sings, he drowns, shapes your body Your chaos Hold it inside you Another fails you Shuts your mouth, turns you away A vacant look Who will see your suffering? The animal is walking always in your head Now, who exists here? It is not forever The voice is louder The shame infiltrates the purpose All that was is swallowed by your torment Again, the animal walks loudly, infinitely

No. 124

Underfoot, underneath Still there, I’m sitting Absent, it’s breaking, renders my soul into dust Swallow, suffer The disorder is quiet Fool, believe me I am not hurting Now, the body exhales Blood lies on the ground The head is still I do not struggle Grieve me--I am no longer with you Each time, louder It is harder than before Now, with my head underground, I do not cry anymore I do not scream The head pretends The facade is malleable  You, did you hear me? Again lying to you Must be slow, face to the ground Dirty, beholding yourself I did not cherish you Eternally loved, eternally yours I will not help you Sand and bones fly to the end of time Stand yourself upright, you cannot escape it Soon all life will end here Can you still love yourself when death is on the ground? Can you still? You cry You do not remember How hard, each last day? My heart breaks apart in your hands The animal dirties the soil The end is imminent Listen, my life left there for you! Listen!

No. 123

The silent beast is sleeping Tortured, torturous head swallows the infant, circles the bed

The hour turns lonely on your bleeding soul I do not remember you Born beautiful, infant The beast was sleeping with you Child, fall asleep Mother unwinds her skin from you Child, cry--I did not hold you, I feel it The ancient tomb of life The body is stripped of itself Father feels just as much when the mother suffers Heavy, when the middle empties I tended you, your heart in my head Rage--the breast collapses You did not hold me Child, fall asleep Mother unwinds her skin from you Child, cry--I did not hold you, I feel it The prophecies fall asleep The mother weeps The pandemonium has stricken her in silence A child, turned loose from the water The ancient cycle becomes agony Each time you dream in me, the serpent circles the womb The dream made up of dead words The rage is precedent She cries, she can no longer see me She cries, she can no longer feel it She screams, I cannot stop it She tries... She tries...

No. 121

Who turns back the clock on your head? On us, each worm crawls slow Dirt flies, memories flood Bile fills the river To stay, to be perfect is too painful Listen, when Death crawls slow, lay on the ground Lay your head, bleeding, in the fist of Time Who remains--she hates you The beast eats up your heart Anonyme--listen! I came to tell you what was The little heart drags broken in the dirt The animals scream No one speaks into the hollow of the world The wings drag heavy on the beast, each time she tramples your body The lovers flee No one is holding you Sing, into the sick belly of the world Sing--they will not want to hear you Listen, when Death crawls slow, lay on the ground Lay your head, bleeding, in the fist of Time Who remains--cannot see your face All was, is, yours now The bones crack, arched under, his fist will tremble Will be slow, to lay you down under the dirt The truth, I will not speak I hand it to you Your face breaks, but just a little Your wings ache--are you hurting, still? My body breaks, but inside, in so many pieces Come hold me, the beast remains, hateful --the human must surrender I always knew I came to tell you Take up my wings, I lost them in the end Take up my heart, so heavy with the truth Take my hand, only you can hold me now Take up my wings, I lost them in the end Take up my heart, so heavy with the truth Take my hand, only you can hold me now

No. 120

Absent whispers of them A child will fall to its knees Dichotomous, the face will show itself, hypocrite, I itch in my skin Crack my heart Empty soul The throat aches The savior deceives Animal, the infant is crying Animal, it will be alright Visage reversed, another truth is born Show me, hungry I forget myself Scraping my knees, she sits at my back Breaking my bones It is never enough Belong to me, my heart, my skin I almost let go Animal, you are me Animal, the angel is dead Swallow again, save face for the fools Acephalous, your head is broken Sleep, I smile again Sleep, the face is yours Projected on Dirty soul, the aseptic waters will meet us, they believe In tandem, the beasts destroy, the angel sleeps Soul, blood, body Who will hear your cries under the earth? In my head, the beast is grinning, sleeping, awake--what is left of you? Are you afraid? Do you feel them? Aware? What have you done? Again, you do not say Still, you do not say Still, I ache Still...

No. 119

I am fallible Unite me with yourself Skin is empty Can you see your face? Breaking bones, aching soul I tried to stand I am always dying Swallowed into you Remains so little of me Swallowed up by you I loved me Merciless, I digest the flesh Screams kick the throat Bear down on her agony So deeply I loved you Enveloped by you Remains so little of me Enveloped by you I tried to love me In their deep sleep, envy swallows whole My heart still bleeds My soul is tired Screams arise Digest my tired head Flesh is hurting Can it ever be forgiven? Silence, the head still knows I still love you I am not sorry United with you Remains all of myself United into you I was at peace In their deep sleep, envy swallows whole My heart still bleeds My soul is tired My feet, brittle, have tried to run I am imperfect Can you forgive me? Her flesh is broken below our fingers Can it be forgiven? Are you still empty? Devastate the body Can we be forgiven? I’m still in pain I still feel her agony

@electric-couple

AN: Anyone care to guess what this piece is about?

No. 117

Chi Rho Dust of sin, absolution river Heavy wine Heavy cries of infants, half alive Sister, swallow Sow, engorged, collects your being Dust, the bottom Bend your neck Precious heads are turning Brace yourself Motherless shadows wept in my mouth The soul is dirty Waiting to swim Ancient martyr, illuminate Hymns swept their bodies beneath my feet Salvation swallows me I salivate Predator, sexual Phencyclidine Levitate, the mass is free Cannibal, animal The self is death Crack the head again The self is full of suffering Paraphilic, predator Arouse me Levitate, you’re sacrificed Vertebrate is cracked The being is dressed again It bites its teeth  The being is just another meal Ancient beast, dominate Where do the choirs of infants fall asleep? Listen for me I am awake Abyss, envelope Immobile Infants remain nubile Predator, succumb The womb is hollow Still hear her cries Still remain broken Skull swallows the eel Womb betrays the fetus, we fall asleep again