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BEING LATIN FOR ‘BAD STAR’
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The earth was covered in shrapnel, and so was her heart. The moon where they crashed was deserted and silent, motionless but for thin streaks of grey smoke still swirling up from the venator’s remains. And in front of it was a graveyard.

Soldiers at war never get the privilege of being buried. They are left where they died, nobly or not, it doesn’t matter. They get eaten by wild animals and birds peck at their mindless eyes, they rot into the dirt, into the water, into the sand, until nothing but the bones remains. They freeze inside of their armour or steam alive, depending on where they died. Some get burned by kind natives, some are left naked by thieves, some are forgotten forever. And almost none get to know the comfort of the endless sleep under the gentle weight of the earth. It doesn’t cradle them, it doesn’t protect them, instead, it eats them, slowly but persistently.

Ahsoka had always thought that this was unfair. That all of her good friends who died not by being exploded into a billion tiny bits deserved a quiet end. Jedi were almost always cremated, for Jedi lives and legacy was valued. Despite them being ten thousand, they were still rare, compared to the clones, whose numbers counted millions upon millions. Clones weren’t valued, not by most, and their brave sacrifice wasn’t even deemed necessary to appreciate by the Republic. But while senators made snarky remarks about these men being created for the sole purpose of dying, each and every death tore a piece out of every padawan’s heart. When your friend dies, you don’t care much if he’s a Jedi, a clone or a senator. At that moment, when life leaves his body, when with his last whisper he lets out a hopeless “I’m sorry,” nothing like that even races through your agony-embraced mind.

I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry

The senators’ words make perfect sense, you think afterwards. But in the midst of battle, during those short seconds when you actually get to see your friend off, and not just feel his breathless body fall at your feet, they seem absurd.

It doesn’t matter now. The senators turned out to be more right than they could ever have imagined. In the end, the clones die. Not nobly, not bravely, not even sanely. They just die. And the Jedi die with them.

This time, she decided, she’d give her friends what she couldn’t to the others. This time the senators can be screwed, for they will never be here. They never have been. They aren’t here now.

You find every single body. Every single broken, dead body with your face on their dirty helms. You haven’t even noticed it while they were trying to kill you. You do now. You know that the memory of your own face hunting you down, lying dead and beaten and betrayed at your feet, will haunt you forever.

You bury every single clone. You take each helm off and gaze shortly into the identical faces. There is nothing but numbness on them, and nothing but bloody bruises in your heart. It’s sliced to pieces. It bleeds all the blood these troopers don’t.

You put all the helms above every grave. You dig into the cold dead earth, trying to bury your grief with your friends, but it won’t go. The grief is to stay forever, as well as loss.

You’re suddenly happy for all the clones who died before this day. At least they thought they died for a noble cause. At least they could think of something while dying.

Then, you say goodbye.

Goodbye to your past

Goodbye to happiness

Goodbye to freedom

Goodbye to the clones, to the Jedi, to war, to victory, to love and to friendship

Goodbye to your war-scarred childhood

You leave a part of yourself with the clones too. You leave them your lightsabers. You don’t want them anyway, and with them a part of you shall also know their peace.

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you grow up surrounded by rain,

you grow up watching thousands of faces just like yours

scrunch their noses up the same way as you

you grow into men and pass trials, and win fake games

only to get to the real world one day,

where there is sunshine and clear skies, and purple ferns,

and cows, and children that don’t look identical,

and stumble upon war

you fight battle after battle,

watch your brothers scrunch their noses up one last time

after a bomb, this time real, exploded a meter too close to them

you get a chance not to look like a copy anymore

you’ve never felt like one anyway

different armour, different hair, different tattoos

even the look in your eyes is different now,

though the eyes themselves stay the same

brown eyes that used to be so golden under the luminescent light

of home

eyes that don’t glow with dreams and don’t wish for glory anymore

eyes that see death every day

and dream of it at night

and of something else

the second thing all of you share in common

the last thing

the question, the goal and the purpose

something that you don’t understand,

but it’s always been there,

as vague as smoke and as unclear as stardust

until one day it starts shining with blinding clearness,

and your look is just the same once again,

only instead of gold it’s ice and glass

the last victory

death.

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thememerman

If I see one more thing villainizing Crosshair for everything he’s doing while literally being mind controlled it is ON SIGHT

Yes this big bad villain who WANTS to gun down his SQUAD, the only people that ever accepted him for the SNARK that he is, when you can see so many times how soft he is with them

“Relax, Wrecker. You’ll top him next time.” “No he won’t.”

After one upping Wrecker he clearly is having fun teasing him. You can hear the grin on his face. He loves being with them even though he’d probably rather die than admit it.

“But OP!” You might say. “OP, he hates regs! He antagonized CAPTAIN FREAKING REX how can you say this??” Now I’m not one to ever tolerate someone smack talking regs and certainly not Rex. But I’m gonna surprise y’all, he was justified. Yeah he was extremely harsh and was absolutely gunning for Rex’s buttons, but A. He just said what literally everyone else on that mission was thinking (that maybe Rex was getting too emotionally involved) and B. We see from Aftermath that many regs honestly treated TBB like GARBAGE. Of course Crosshair wouldn’t find it worthwhile to go out of his way to help one.

We jump straight from Rex literally DECKING him (valid on Rex’s part) over Echo to CROSSHAIR PROTECTIVELY PUTTING HIS HAND ON ECHO’S SHOULDER TO STEADY HIM. Why would it matter to let one more reg fall to his death? Because Crosshair isn’t the emotionless, heartless, and callous soldier he spends all of his time convincing everyone he is.

To everyone saying he’s not pulling his shots in the recent episode, I rewatched every episode he was in back to back. He did not miss once. Not a single time. And now suddenly he’s missing shots on Tech and Hunter? Twice? Sounds like he’s fighting the chip if you ask me. Just like Rex did when he told Ahsoka to find Fives; it’s possible to get bits of himself through the cracks, if only for a split second before he’s gone again.

And I’m ending this with the gif of when Hunter invites Echo to be a Bad Batcher. Despite Crosshair’s obvious distaste for regs, he clearly has no problem following Hunter’s lead and accepting someone new into their very niche squad. He never questioned Hunter on anything that we saw, and I doubt he did very much prior to Order 66 judging by Hunter’s horror at Crosshair’s lack of acknowledgment on Kaller. He is not a villain. He’s yet another clone that never deserved the life he was constructed for, another clone with no agency or choice. I will die on this hill

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hacked-wtsdz

I’ve never actually thought about this tbh. Amazing point op, thanks!

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canarhys

rex comes to stand next to ahsoka in front of the lines of helmets held up on spikes. regards each and every one, variation in their design amidst the ranks. he can recognize each unique scratch above visors or on scalps, see those whose coat of paint was new and spruce and those whose coat of paint was worn and flaking. he can see those who were painted a beautiful shade of sunset orange, white markings of diamonds and lines on their foreheads. he can see those who do not hold any shade of paint at all, the ivory of shinies inducted into the 332nd kept clean save for the ashes atop their plastoid. he can see those with the same shade of blue they’ve always had, forming triangles down the center of their buckets, of unique designs pertaining to the brothers he had known long ago.

his eyes drift towards the clone helmet at the center front, held up on a spike for all to see. the visor outlined by a shade of blue, the republic cog he was so famously known for painted in a gray that flakes off the edge. old, belonging to one of a vet, of one who had led the charge back on saleucami when he could not, of one who took the opportunity to do what was right and risk his life flying those umbaran fighters up to the mothership above. jesse. arc trooper jesse. gone.

( he had died in rex’s arms just hours before. had died once the ship collapsed upon the ground, crawling out of the remains in an attempt to seek vengeance once more. lodged into his stomach was a piece of durasteel. he collapsed three steps in.

rex had cradled him in his arms, sobbing pitifully as he held his brother with trembling hands, clutching to him so tight it could’ve made the pain worse. but it wouldn’t be much of a difference — jesse was dying. rex had reached over, slipped jesse’s bucket from over his head, coming face to face with the trooper he had loved like his own flesh and blood. pain contorting his face, mouth pulled into a grit of teeth, tears falling down his cheek as he gasps for air. smothered in nothing but grime and blood. 

jesse attempts to reach for his blaster, still overtaken by the chip, but rex throws it away before he has the chance. then jesse grabs at his neck, attempting to strangle him. rex latches onto it before he makes it to his throat. he grips it. tight. tight enough to break it, and his vod’ika trembles even harder. he’s shaking. crying harder.

traitor,” jesse had whispered to him. the words are rancid, spiteful, but the look in his eyes was of nothing but pain. one that rex recognized before. it was the look he had when hardcase died, it was the look he had when kix vanished, it was the look he had after maul breached his mind and subjected him to unspeakable torture. but… it was also a look of love. a brotherly love, one that has rex’s heart-wrenching at the sight. jesse was still in there.

and in the next moment, he’s gone. )

rex stands before the lines of the troopers he’s been with for the last couple of days, or weeks, or years. stands before their burials, lined up just in the formation he had them stand in a few hours before. even in death they were just soldiers. mindless, dead soldiers.

he should have listened to fives. he should have come back for echo. he should have fought harder for dogma to be freed, listened to slick despite what he had done. he should have tried to search for kix after he disappeared, he should have kept tup with him when he had the chance, he should have said goodbye to cody before he left for mandalore. he should have saved jesse. he should have saved wolffe, or bly, or anyone. he should have saved them. instead, he stands in a sea of dead brothers, wearing the armor of a commander that he is no longer fit to be.

“rex?” ahsoka calls out to him softly, her gray robe flowing around her like the wings of a sprite, montrals sticking up from under her hood. 

it’s upon her words that rex realizes the streaks of tears that have begun to cascade down his cheek, flowing down and down until it reaches his chestplate and the dusty ground below. it’s upon her words that rex finally breaks, falling to his knees and releasing a sob from deep within his chest, the grief and anger and frustration and hopelessness finally setting in and washing over like a tidal wave. ahsoka is at his side immediately, wrapping her arms around his neck and burying her face in his shoulder pauldron, letting him sob into her embrace. rex clutches onto her robe so tight he’s afraid to let go.

and rex cries. he just cries. for how long, he doesn’t know. for what reasons, he doesn’t know. but every time he looks up again, and sees jesse’s helmet up on that stake, the tears start up again. and he cries. because that’s all he can do.

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ALL FOUND FAMILY DYNAMICS HAVE

Asshole with a heart of gold and low self-esteem issues

A really sweet character who is capable of murder and also has self-esteem issues

Incredibly cool character who is the only one with a brain cell

Sassy and hiding pain

Furious bisexual

And finally:

Emotional support himbo

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