Jonice Webb, Running on Empty: Overcome Your Childhood Emotional Neglect
lmaooo so apparently saying “fucking sales people” after getting yet another cold call (from a stationery company) is something that makes the sales people at the desks opposite and next to me laugh a lot
spare nate and you can have me! just promise me you won’t hurt him and i won’t resist.
if you want a new tv show to watch I just started harlots on hulu, I love it. but since it's a show about prostitutes you have to be ok with sex scenes and stuff like that. the show has a 90% female main cast and as far as I know is produced by women so yay!! if you wanna give it a try, it's worth it imo :)
ooooh, that sounds promising, anon. as someone who writes a lot of smut but finds it hard to watch super graphic sex scenes (I know so weird lmao) I guess I gotta just see how I feel tbh. thanks for the rec :D
filed under things I will never understand: how I can like certain flavoured foods but never even think of trying the original source of said food
exhibit a: white chocolate (gross - like I’ve never tasted it but chocolate bars have never been appetising for me) vs white chocolate cheesecake (heaven)
exhibit b: strawberries/blueberries/raspberries (eh/never tried/never tried) vs strawberry ice cream/blueberry muffins/raspberry yoghurt
exhibit c: apples/peaches/apricot (never tried any of them) vs apple turnovers/peach or apple crumble/apricot yoghurt (my absolute fave desserts)
@laurelsprettybird replied to your post “lmaoooooo I have been preparing for this interview all day and I’m now...”
You can definitely do this!! You've been prepared and there is absolutely no reason for you to not succeed. Be as relaxed and calm as you can and I'm certain you'll nail it! One bad experience doesn't mean anything we all have some unfortunate moments. I'm sending you all my positive, cool vibes and hugs. You got it!
thanks - I appreciate that :) honestly I do feel more confident than in my last interview but I just... don’t know if that’s enough. ugh. I just feel like if I don’t get this job it’s gonna crush me. but I will try my best to stay calm. thanks for the positive vibes <3
oh my good lord. so after like a gajillion of those rejection emails I finally got myself a telephone interview for a law firm and honestly I don't know whether I should laugh or cry or scream at this point because good god I just want a job a good job and yet I feel I'm gonna screw this up like I always do but yeah I think I need to just take a breath and try to prepare for this as best as I can
@crollalanzaa this reminds me of neil lmfao
me to my alarm in the morning: I was literally sleeping but go off I guess
sometimes I get to work early and no one shows up until last minute and I actually check the day of the week on my phone just to make sure I'm here on the right day
my dudes I am so ready to be disappointed by error tomorrow morning. like the bar is so low it’s literally underground rn but also my sweet summer child is getting screentime and also my murder wife is too and everyone is so pretty so I’mma just enjoy this hot mess while I can lolol
so I was dipping some malted milk biscuits into my tea, and ofc they fell in with a plop and splashed on my nose, and omg if that isn't a metaphor for my life then I don't know what is
is it bad that I'm giggling over one of my favourite smut fics currently on 69 notes because I am totally giggling
Fuck that episode just put the nail in my coffin for snowest
I mean it was nice to see cait support iris and also see their relationship growing over season 4 I mean it’s about fucking time but I digress
I do wish that we could have more conversations between them, tho, you know, the kind that actually pass the bechdel test. I’ll admit I don’t ship them hardcore, and one of the reasons for that is the lack of meaningful interaction between them on the show (not to mention lack of any kind of redress for caitlin working with savitar as killer frost). but hey. maybe someday we can get more to go on and I can ship them more.
oh and remind me never to reread my own smut on the bus ever again because uh I didn't have to go so hard with this one but I did lmao rip me
dudes I am literally so done with how much my mood has been fluctuating the last few days. like work wasn't so bad and I was fine this morning watching arrow and like now I feel like I've reached the lowest of lows so I just??? don't get it??? and I'm so tired and lethargic and I am alternating between wanting to die and wanting to cry. it's not nice. I've taken more anxiety meds today so I'm hoping that will help but given they just lower my blood pressure I don't think they'll do anything to my brain. and I don't know what the fuck is going on with my brain but just all my daddy issues are coming to the surface today and I don't know what to do ugh ugh ugh