ugh don't you just really fucking hate being haunted by major mistakes you made at work because it's been almost a week and I'm STILL thinking about that ceo I disappointed by bringing a trustee a coffee when an interview had started because the coffee machine wouldn't work in time and I thought she'd be thirsty
and I'm p sure my anxiety about this will at least reduce somewhat if I find another temp role but good lord this is not fun
#when i say disappointed#i really mean#pissed off#i poked that ceo white man bear#and he growled#angrily#and even tho i will literally never have to see him ever again#i can't stop thinking about how angry he looked when i came in with that coffee#and it's like that jessie j lyric#losing my mind at a tiny error#i nearly left the real me on the shelves#sigh#me.txt#personal#negativity for ts#anxiety cw