dude I can be such a masochist sometimes.
#first I'm reading awful fic of my notps#but at least that was for the lulz#but now I'm watching scenes on youtube?#and like i never saw the one of maggie calling her dad#it hurts a lot#even with the casting issues#the fact that maggie's parents literally erased her#sent to her an aunt and removed all her pics from albums#it makes me wonder what my family would do if they knew the truth about me#and it's actually really painful#and it's a reminder to me why i can never come out#and that hurts too#sigh#i knew this was a bad idea#me.txt#personal#supergirl for ts#sanvers for ts#homophobia tw