Hi everyone, I thought I would share with you something that had came into my inbox not even five minutes ago and I must say that this actually did hurt me a little bit. I write fanfiction because it’s what i enjoy, and I’ve gotten better with Anon hate, as if they can’t come show their real face then obviously it isn’t that big of a deal, but it really hits me at the fact people say this to others simply because we’re over the internet. You see, I am obese, and yes I am a virgin by choice, which shouldn’t be that big of a deal or that big of an insult because saving yourself for the person you see a future with and who you love is just as wonderful as loosing it as soon as you want to with whoever you want to, but I’ve been struggling with not killing myself since I was eleven. It’s this type of behavior that makes me really hate the Naruto fandom. If someone doesn’t ship the same things you do, that is no reason for you to tell them to kill themselves, much less to try and cyber bully them when you can’t even show your face.
I work hard on my stories, do some of them need work? Yes, they do, do some of them need to be rewritten? Yes, they do, but when you do this stuff, it reflects on the entire fandom, which why I left for the most part and mainly focus on just writing fanfiction. If you don’t ship what I do, that is perfectly fine, not everyone is going to have the same likes or dislikes as me, but the fact that they would take time out of their day to try and make me feel bad about what I took hours on end to write, why couldn’t you have just left and found a story much more to their liking? I, personally, don’t hate Sakura at all, I only did what I did for two stories, after all, you can’t say I hate her because she is a main character in another one of my stories and I actually do have plans to make more stories that involve her.
I just can’t unserstand why you would do this to someone, is it simply because you’re behind a computer screen because if that’s the case, you shouldn’t say such mean things at all. It never seems to accrue to people that perhaps a person might be struggling with something, such as me struggling with depression and suicidal thoughts (Which I thank my friends for being there for me when I needed them most and still staying by me even now ) and if anything, if tonight had been one of my bad nights, and had my friend Brittany not been telling me everything was going to be fine, I probably would have done just that. Don’t be a ass to people because of a ship, because honestly, you don’t know what they might actually do, and honestly, if I knew who you were, I could honestly get you put in jail because it is an offense to tell someone to kill themselves, and it’s even more so of a offense if they do it.
If you want me to die, then say it to my face and be ready to face the charges you’ll get.