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the main problem with this time of year is the irresistible urge to get fully into bed at like 5:34 pm and outside is like yesss, yesss do it, it's what you deserve yesss. like is it depression or is it just november

#meee #was literally dark when i got home for the first time bc i stopped for a 20 min visit to the chiropractor and i was like okay goodnight 😴#but couldnt go to bed yet #but NOW im gonna do the dishes first then go to bed lol #not as early as i wanted but maybe tomorrow now that my neck and back are unfucked ❤️#i say as i realize i am in the worst ergonomic position imaginable rn lol #anyway

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despite having my driver's license for over a year with no accidents (miracle) i literally just got home from work and pulled into the garage, decided i was too close on one side so i was going to back out and adjust, started to back out, brain on autopilot (?) turned the wheel alllllll the way in one direction (still backing out of the garage) and instantly wrecked the driver's side mirror 😌❤️

#so that's the next two weeks paychecks spent already #did i mention it's not even my car it's my dad's car lol #🙃🙃🙃#anyway #almost walked into his room and told him i wanted a new side mirror for his car for christmas #but i dont think he would have thought it was funny #instead i walked in and asked if he was in a good mood then gave him hall the cash i have ($85) and told him i broke it lol #he was not as forgiving as hoped but didnt yell at me or anything lol #my mom was super cool abt it but its not her car lol #she would have been cool if it was her car tho bc shes cool but her car is even bigger and harder to maneuver than my dads

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they should invent a meeting new people that is easy to do and not awkward and doesn't require you to leave your house or do anything and is also not a dating app

#😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫#dating apps are sooo bad fr #i got messaged by a guy with the 2008 skater boi haircut who called me so random 😭#basically the problem with dating apps is i can tell why these guys are on there #this has been a shitpost #anyway #hallmark movies lied to me i'm single during the holidays and i live on a christmas tree farm for the 3rd year in a row what gives

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flikkerij

for a literature essay im writing im inexplicably looking up a lot of articles abt private pools and american culture and now im curious.

i'm dutch, and to me a private pool seems like the height of ostentatious luxury. i don't know anyone in my country who has a private pool, i grew up swimming in public pools or whatever random body of water was nearby, lakes or rivers or canals or whatever. american media has so many private pools though, are they really that common?

#yes they're pretty common #even in the northeast which syays relatively cool compared to a lot of the country #but the summers in the us are pretty hot i guess so lots of people have them idk #but it was for my ~rich~ friends who went on family vacations every year (aka upper middle class not actually rich lol)#in my state basically nobody has air conditioning so when it gets hot there's no escape #i used to walk almost half a mile to my friend's house who had a pool when it got hot in the summer as a kid #and if she wasn't home i walked a little farther tofrieother friend woth a pool's house lol #anyway #im sure it varies by region but i always thought it was crazy people had them in my state bc its expensive and so much maintenance #and you only use it like 2-3 months of the year lol #the closest natural body of water or public pool was not remotely within walking distance as a kid and also public pools cost money

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i love christmas yet i'm dreading it bc i can never stop spending soo much money i do not have on little gifts for my friends and family 🥲

#in march i bought a baby bear onesie for my friend who just had a baby but it was too big for him then it got too warm #so he didn't get to wear it before he outgrew it #THEN i bought him a new one in october in his new size but it was already super tight on him somehow when it arrived #so i just bought it again in the next two sizes 😭#this baby WILL get a whole season out of baby near onesie 😤#but i can't even wait for christmas to give her the new ones bc they'll probably both be too small by then for all i know #so it's not even a christmas present im gonna give them to her immediately when they arrive in three days #then i need to get her a separate christmas present #and that's just one of my friends #ugh #i want to mix up little hot chocolate mixes in mason jars for everyone but I'll have to customize each one #bc half my friends are allergic to dairy and each prefers a different non dairy milk substitute #idek which of those come in powdered form 🤨#anyway #maybe i can leave the dairy out all together and make them dark chocolate hot chocolate mixes and they can use whatever milk they want #idkkk #but i ordered jars and they were enormous so now i need to order new jars and cocoa powder is expensive actually #that's just my friends nevermind my family lol #and im only working like 2 days a week for $14/hr currently #so not super great #alas #i do love christmas but i NEED to curb my gifting enthusiasm this year bc i can not afford it lol #this has been a shitpost #i can't help it i love giving people presents 😭

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unnerving to see people younger than me living their lives and doing adult stuff successfully. stop that you're supposed to eat ice cream for dinner and be unemployed

#stop making me look bad by having a husband and a baby rn you're 22 fr 😭#tho i do have two friends who got married at 18 and 21 and actually i look good compared to them bc everyone they know was like stoppppp #they dated for ike 4 months before getting engaged lmao #but some people who got married young are actually doing okay and normal and that makes me look bad lol #not necessarily always abt marriage tho #people younger than me with an actual career or grown up job make me feel this way also #anyway #every day im living a life indistinguishable from when i was a teenager and many people my age are already parents with mortgages and such #😐😐😐#anyway i spent my grown up job money on some flowers and now i have no job bc i let my mean supervisor bully me into quitting #i also spent grown up job money on an oven (successfully) and a car (unsuccessfully)#i am rlly just out here.... telletubby with a credit card fr #job just give you money and you can spend it on whatever you want (but watch out)#anyway car was a piece of garbage that couldn't pass inspection 😔#was so proud of myself paying cash for my first car but there's a reason it was that cheap lmao

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dragonpyre

Ever look at a character and “man, I wish the writers didn’t hate you”

#supergirl unfortunately #when will there be a good story when will there be a good characterization #when will she get her own supporting cast and a storyline that's not deeply stupid and/or a ripoff of clark's #don't even get me started on her canon love interests.......she hss never had a good one.....it's okay to simply not include one....#it's okay to just not give her one if you have no ideas i promiseeee #also when will she have an established job and secret identity its different in every single story wtfff #nobody can agree who she is fr #besides a character with potential #anyway #sadness #loved animated supergirl as a kid and was like oh i cant wait to see more of this character in other stuff and actually that's all there was

guinevereslancelot

quitting my job to prioritize spending time with my cats

#not really the reason alas but someday i will work from home with them and they wont have be sad when i go to work ❤️#however i am trying to get into a couple nicer places that i think have more time off and probably actually close for severe weather #anyway #jokes aside im abt to send my resignation email then head into work lol #this has been a shitpost

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how2forgive

its september time to build a new life

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my nosy ass is reading the tags and wait.. its very touching to see everyone going thru their own unique reinventions in their own little lives.. heartwarming even. im rooting for all of u

#handing in three weeks notice tomorrow at my job i've been unhappy in for months #i have a really promising job interview on friday and applied to two other preschools #those two aren't officially hiring but welcome inquiries so we'll see but i would be super excited to work at either one #and the place im interviewing friday is a bit of a long commute but seems very nice and they're urgently hiring #plus the starting rate is two dollars more per hour than i currently make and its in a pretty lake town #its a home daycare which might be a nicer environment to work in hopefully and im excited abt what i could learn there #bc i want to open a home daycare someday #i'm really sad abt leaving the kids at my current job but feeling better abt it bc i have things to look forward to #and yes its insane to give notice before i have the next job but childcare always needs more people #and i have the luxury of living w family so they'll stop charging rent if im unemployed for a few weeks #but thats also why i'm giving 3 weeks notice #bc im hoping i'll have an offer or two by then but not be unemployed in the middle #but i want to give my current job time to replace me and give myself some time to prepare myself to say goodbye to the kids #anyway #new beginnings let's hear it for new beginnings!!!