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@greendayangel / greendayangel.tumblr.com

AKA GreenDayAngel
Actually Autistic; She/Her; Multi-fandom:
Current fandoms: Green Day, MCRmy, Miraculous, MXTX, MCU, comics
Past fandoms: SPN, Lucifer, BTVS, HIMYM, Death Note
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sissa-arrows

Michael: *kills Cas*

Empty: I SAID WHEN YOU ARE HAPPY *bring back Cas to life*

Cas: *dies saving his family*

Empty: Is the word happy hard to understand? *brings back Cas*

Dean: Will you marry me… *empty comes all happy* bro?

Empty: Are they kidding me??!?!?

Chuck: Welcome in my world been watching them for YEARS. The other day they kissed and Dean still called him bro…

Dean: Cas, I love…. **the empty appears** Cas: …. pie. Yes, I know. I will pick some up on the way home. **the empty slinks away**

Dean: Cas, there’s something I have to tell you. When you were gone I, uh… **the empty pokes head around a doorframe** Cas: …you focused on how to harness Jack’s powers. I understand. It was very important that we figure out how to ensure that he didn’t harm anyone. **the empty withdraws, muttering** Dean: Cas, listen, you remember that time you were dying because you got stabbed in the side by a lance? You remember what you said? **the empty lifts head from where it is resting on a table, one eye open** Cas: Yes, Dean. **the empty sits up** Dean: Great, so… Cas: I asked that my last moments not be spent watching you die. Are you dying again?? What can I do?? **the empty places head in hands in despair** Cas: So, Dean, I’ve been thinking. **the empty startles awake from under a pile of beer cans** Dean: Oh yeah, Cas? What about? Cas: This mixtape you gave me. Dean: Oh… *rubs neck* …yeah, that. **the empty leaps up unsteadily and the cans clamor** Cas: Why didn’t you put these songs on your iPod like you normally do? Did you not know my truck could play an iPod? **the empty grabs a bottle of whiskey and chugs** Dean: Cas, man, I really gotta tell you something. And it’s not the kind of thing we usually talk about so hold up on interrupting me. **the empty, weeping in a corner, scrubs tears away** Dean: Since you died–the last time I mean–I’ve been thinking a lot about how I missed you. I’ve never missed anyone like that before, and I’ve lost a lot of people. And I think–and no one is more surprised than me, honestly–I think it’s because I love you.  **the empty stares in slack-jawed disbelief** Dean: I know it’s because I love you, actually. And I don’t mean “love you like a brother” love you because, heh, well, there’s things I want to do with you that I’d never want to do with my brother! But that’s not important right now. Right now I just need you to know, Cas, that I’m all in. I love you. And I’m not going anywhere. What do you say? **the empty staggers to its feet, now crying tears of joy** Cas: …. Sorry, Dean, what was that? I was listening to Angel Radio so I couldn’t hear you. The Empty, screaming wildly: WHYYYYYYYY WON’T YOU JUST LET YOURSELF BE HAPPY CAS?!?!? WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU?!? I JUST WANT TO TAKE YOU AWAY BUT I CAN’T BECAUSE YOU ARE NEVER TRULY HAPPY FOR JUST A GODDAMN MOMENT!!! **howling** *unintelligible weeping**

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margarittet

The Empty bet their luck on the happiness of a Winchester… What did it expect?

The Empty waiting on Cas to finally be happy

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Imagine that you show up in your favorite character’s universe, only for them to be missing. You ask the other characters about it, but they have never even heard of your favorite character. You soon realize that you’re supposed to play their role in the story/series…

*looks at favorite character*

This is gonna suck.

FUCK

None of my options are good.

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scientia-rex

Well, that would be the literal Devil, so. I think I could handle that.

@deadcatwithaflamethrower  I’m not entirely convinced that this hasn’t ACTUALLY HAPPENED to you.

I AM NOW GREATLY CONCERNED.

Awesome! I get unlimited lives, a boss set of wings, and, if I must take that particular bullet: DESTIEL FOR EVERYONE

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this is my first collab ever with the love of my liiiiiiiife

Athletic Destiel (link to athlete!cas and athlete!dean tags; link to other rec lists)

A Fine Line [M, 8,100 word count]

There’s a difference between rivalry and obsession, but when it comes to Castiel Padalecki, Dean forgets that entirely.

Bump and Run [NC-17, 77,800 word count]

Dean Winchester, a junior at KU, could have never imagined that he would cheer for a professional football team, let alone for his favorite team, the Kansas City Angels. But he gets more than he bargained for when he strikes up an odd friendship with Castiel Novak, the Angels’ hall-of-fame bound cornerback. Dean has to juggle going to school and dealing with his family’s crises and planning for the upcoming UCA Nationals cheer competition, all while struggling with his sexuality and his feelings for Castiel.

Code Duello [NC-17, 80,000 word count]

The duel of honor is still the law of the land: grievances large and small are settled by means of electrified swords that can be honed to incredible sharpness. When Dean Winchester, captain of the University of Kansas fencing team, finds himself one player short at the beginning of the season, he recruits Castiel, a mysterious boy trained from birth to compete in high stakes illegal sword fighting competitions.
From Russia with Love [NC-17, 2,600 word count]
Dean and Cas are roommates at the Olympic Village. PWP.

Headline Perspectives [NC-17, 13,600 word count]

Castiel Novak is your average reporter who constantly defends the actions of Dean Winchester, a football player who is constantly scrutinized by the media. They form an unusual friendship that faces many road blocks, one that may end in a tragic death and a broken man.

Hey, baby. What’s your sign [T, 26,000 word count (abandoned? WIP)]

The one where Dean is the star pitcher for the Kansas Kites, and Sam is the brand new first baseman. They’ve already been nicknamed the ‘Winchester Duo’ by ESPN, and the team is steadily climbing it’s way to the top after a seven year slump. Enter Castiel, the replacement catcher after Ash slips and breaks his leg, effectively putting him out of commission for the rest of the season. Let’s just say, it’s definitely not love at first sight. A story about the ‘I’ in team, and the world series that John Winchester always wanted for his favorite team. And his boys. Updates every saturday

High Dive [NC-17, 2,100 word count]

Dean thought that maybe under the coy little smile of the local high school’s swimming captain he’d find a stammering virgin. If only.

It Takes Two to Tango [T, 24,900 word count]

Dean’s been sailing small boats for a long time, basically his entire life. He lives and breathes it, even at this crappy little place. It’s nothing like where he used to be, but that’s alright. He could definitely use a little less of the fast-paced intensity that he’s used to. So what if no one here actually knows what they’re doing, or the boats needed replacement five years ago? But all good things must end, and this slams to a screeching halt when the new guy shows up. He’s another one of those pretentious rich kids (I mean, who else would be named Castiel Fitzroy?), trained at the best place on the East Coast, and absolutely hates Dean with a passion. Which would normally be fine, except it takes two people to sail a boat, and guess who Dean’s new partner is? That’s right. The new guy. This is going to be a long summer…

It’s All Fun and Games [M, 20,400 word count (abandoned? WIP)]

Dean Winchester is a football player who is in GPA hell, and Castiel is asked to save him. Things change as time wears on, when Dean realizes why Castiel acts so stiffly, and Castiel discovers about Dean’s tense family life.

Just Got to Run [M, 2,600 word count]

Cas is on the track team, Dean is on the football team Dean. Stuff happens when Cas & Dean stay after practice.

Last Friday Night [NC-17, 103,00 word count]

Dean is a drag racer and Castiel finds him fascinating. He watches in secret as the green-eyed stranger speeds his way around the hidden lake track every Friday night. That is, until he finds out they attend the same university.

The Last Great Race [NC-17, 82,300 word count]

There is a race that takes place every year in Alaska called the Iditarod, a thousand mile journey across the Alaskan wilderness by dog sled team that has come to be known as the “Last Great Race on Earth”. It is a test of endurance, of the relationship between dogs and their people, traversing mountain ranges, frozen rivers, forest and tundra. When writer Castiel Milton is forced to spend two and a half months in Alaska at Winchester Kennels to cover the race preparations and the Iditarod itself, the only person more dismayed than he is Dean Winchester, one of his hosts. Castiel views his assignment as a punishment and is less than impressed by his surly host, and Dean distrusts the sheltered city-born writer who has invaded their home and their lives. But soon, as the Winchesters prepare for their race and Castiel learns about sled dogs and what a musher’s lifestyle is all about, they forget to hate each other and their relationship evolves into something neither of them expected.

Love Games [NC-17, 57,800 word count (abandoned? WIP)]

Sam and Dean are stars on the US Hockey team at the 2014 Olympic Games in Sochi. Dean has everything under control until he meets a blue-eyed figure skater who somehow gets under his skin and throws his perfect plans for a loop. The last thing he needs right now is the complication of a relationship and a scandal here in front of the whole world’s unforgiving media! And when his brother gets injured on the ice, he realizes that fate is a sadistic bitch who is pretty much out to get Dean Winchester.

Of Sun And Sea And You [NC-17, 37,900 word count]

After a surfing accident that nearly took his life, Dean is trying to pull himself back together. Bills are piling up. Raising a rebellious Sam isn’t easy, and he’s constantly worried he’ll lose custody of his brother. Dean is still having nightmares about the accident, but making a name for himself at Pipe might be his only viable option to solve their financial woes. With the weight of the world bearing down on his shoulders, Dean might just find salvation in the most unlikely of people. Castiel has lived worry-free life since he was born into the richest family on the island. As the son of real estate mogul Naomi Novak, he wanted for nothing, except the freedom to make his own choices and be his own man. He moved to New York to start his own career away from his mother’s influence, but a family reunion brings him back to the place of his birth. When Castiel’s brother signs him up for a surfing lesson, he finds there’s a lot more he can learn from his green-eyed instructor than just how to catch a wave.

The Precision of The Fall [M, 36,900 word count]

They used to be called The Family Winchester. People came from miles around to see their act, knowing their names and faces before the circus even rolled into town. Life was shiny with salt and sawdust, sequins and smiles. Now, all that was left were a few crumpled posters, an empty bunk next to Dean’s, and the leather-gripped knives hidden in the trick pockets of his vest.
Soccer AU. Castiel is the Arsenal defender who’s being courted by New York Red Bulls agent Sam Wincher for a transfer. This is twenty-four hours in Dean’s life, during which he tries to be assistant coach to a bunch of crazy footballers, and tries to sabotage his brother’s grand plan to steal his club’s star player. Which he does by sleeping with said player. Stellar plan.

Set Me Up, Buttercup [T, 30,000 word count]

Dean is the starting setter for his college’s volleyball team. His plans for the year include winning Conferences, passing his classes, kicking Benny’s butt at basketball, and making sure Ash remembers to eat and bathe on a semi-regular basis. He doesn’t plan on meeting Cas Milton but once he does, Dean’s carefully planned year changes.

Shakedown (the big one) [NC-17, 5,600 word count]

He should probably stop treating the guy like shit; it wasn’t his fault that Dean was harboring the world’s biggest unrequited crush on him. Dean is a legacy NASCAR driver, and Castiel is his crew chief of three months who hates him. Or maybe he doesn’t. It’s complicated. Sequel: Free Pass (get your ass in a gear)

Shortskirts Verse [NC-17, 22,400 word count]

So, they’re in high school, and then they’re in college, and it’s mostly not about Taylor Swift, except when it is.

Shotguns and Comets [M, 44,800 word count]

Dean Winchester’s the leading scorer for the Shotguns, one of the top hockey teams in the NHL. Everything’s going great (if great is a casual sex-filled existence and an apartment with your awkward best friend) until the ‘guns biggest rivals, the Comets, get a new goalie. As far as Dean’s concerned, Castiel Novak is a ninja in the net and a hell of a lot bigger competition than the old goalie. When they inexplicably become friends, Dean realises it’s going to be harder than expected to keep his personal life off the ice. This is the story of why you shouldn’t check out the other team’s keeper. But really, this is the story of why you should.

Sporty High School AU [NC-17, 18,600 word count]

(summary of first story) Cas is on the high school swim team and Dean Winchester is the super-attractive, too-cool-for-him lacrosse player. They’re both practicing late one cold autumn night, and Dean succumbs to exhaustion. It’s up to Cas to help him.

Stay on Your Man [NC-17, 24,000 word count (abandoned? WIP)]

Sam and Dean play for the varsity West water polo team. When they play their rivals, South, Dean is confronted by a player who doesn’t just match him in skill, but also in aggression.

Suburban War [NC-17, 105,000 word count]

Moving to Lawrence with his family is the most significant event of Dean Winchester’s life. It brings a stability he’s never known, and the only thing to have more of a profound impact on him is Castiel Novak: the two boys become fast friends the day they meet. But as Dean grows older, he dreams for something beyond the monotony and constraints of suburbia, and he is haunted by the inexplicable feeling that he was born for something more than what this life offers. As he struggles to reconcile the person he yearns to be with what his family and friends expect of him, a fateful choice exposes just how fragile his life in the suburbs is, and possibly risks losing the best friend he’s ever had.

Sucker Punched [NC-17, 14,000 word count]

Dean ‘The Demon’ is an undefeated MMA fighter, until he is put up against Castiel ‘The Angel’ Novak who looks like a total wimp but gets under Dean’s skin anyways. Dean looses it when Cas beats him and decided to teach him a lesson in the locker rooms after the fight. Warning: Homophobic language, Smut, Dubious Consent?, Bully!Dean.

Swimming In The Fast Lane [NC-17, 93,300 word count]

Castiel Novak was the star of his high school swim team with an attitude problem but that could change when new coach Dean Winchester entered with his pretty boy features that had Castiel wanting more than the typical coach-swimmer relationship

Take Care of My Baby [M, 94,900 word count]

It’s the mid-50’s. Dean Winchester is the best damn racer in all of California and the most notorious name on the block. He likes to think he’s got his whole life put together just how he wants it. That is, until the Novaks come to town.

Through The Dark [NC-17, 43,200 word count]

Castiel Novak is a low level reporter for the New York Post, up until he gets his big break: ASL star Dean Winchester has broken a goal scoring record and Castiel has been assigned to his personal story, meaning two weeks of close proximities. Except, the thing is; they’ve kind of got history.

Time of My Life [M, 35,900 word count]

Dean Winchester is an ice dancer who is scrambling to find a new partner after his couldn’t skate with him anymore. Castiel is an ice dancer who can’t seem to keep a partner. They’re each other’s last chance but can they also be each other’s best chance?

Training [NC-17, 1,900 word count]

Dean decides to learn how to fight and becomes attracted to the handsome instructor, Castiel.

Twist and Shout [NC-17, 97,500 word count]

What begins as a transforming love between Dean Winchester and Castiel Novak in the summer of 1965 quickly derails into something far more tumultuous when Dean is drafted in the Vietnam War. Though the two both voice their relationship is one where saying goodbye is never a real truth, their story becomes fraught with the tragedy of circumstance. In an era where homosexuality was especially vulnerable, Twist and Shout is the story of the love transcending time, returning over and over in its many forms, as faithful as the sea.

Unusual Combination [T, 13,000 word count]

Dean is a football player, and Cas is a cross country runner, but they don’t live up to each other’s stereotypes.

We Got Spirit [T, 3,470 word count]

Dean becomes a cheerleader after Jo bets him that he wouldn’t, and Cas is the star of the soccer team.

Welcome to the Dork Side [T, 15,500 word count]

Dean’s handing out pie when he has an odd encounter with Castiel Novak.

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Wow. So many.

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im reading today’s deadpool vs carnage

and

hey

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johanirae

Wherein the UST between Tony and Steve is so strong he bottles it to sell

and in case there’s any question, it is DIRECTLY BELOW the giant billboard of Steve.

I think Dean Winchester bought a whole case of this.

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mooseleys

Alright, but anyone else find it interesting not just what Dean said here, but what he DIDN’T say? Because I was expecting him to finish the sentence having listed off his three main vices/coping mechanisms, namely booze, fast food, and… Women. But nope. More booze, apparently. Just saying, once again, there as much in what isn’t said as in what IS.

Yeah. The logical third word, given Dean’s normal coping mechanisms, would be babes. I see what you did there, Robbie…

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sandraugiga

Thank you Robbie…

I did notice. I was just wondering if someone else had noticed it too.

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You can’t be a member of Team Free Will unless you’ve had glorious hair.

Does that mean Crowley can join the team too?

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hobovampire

Can’t forget Lucifer

And Balthazar

I think Balthazar is winning here.

In the meanwhile, Gabriel…

I just choked 

Don't forget Kevin Tran!

Because frankly, I always forget is hair used to be this long.

But Richard in drag honestly wins everything.

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Some Early Morning Musings on Bullying, particularly with regard to a certain fandom

I remember, when I was in middle school, there were these two girls in my neighborhood. I'm not going to name names, for privacy reasons, but the one girl was my age and lived on the same street as me, a few houses down, and my sisters and I used to be friendly with her and her sister. The other girl lived a few blocks away and was slightly older but in the same grade as us, due to having been left back, and would sometimes walk down to our bus stop to hang out with the first girl, whom she was friends with. I rarely saw them during school hours because I was in the Gifted and Talented program, and they were not. So we were never in the same classes and essentially existed in different hemispheres, as far as social circles were concerned, but we still rode the same bus back and forth every day. 

Around 7th grade, the girls started to get a reputation for being "delinquents". They weren't great students, they smoked cigarettes, they drank, they got into fights and frequently ended up in detention. The very embodiment of the stereotypical "bad kids" that you would find on any lame after school special. Eventually, rumors started spreading that they were both lesbian/bisexual, possibly with each other (having never been exposed to that kind of hate before, it took a few more years for me to realize that these rumors were being spread with malicious intent, to further marginalize these girls, rather than just generic who's-dating-who gossip). And it was around that same time that they started picking on me.

As a 12-year-old and an Autistic person, I literally did not understand how they went from being casual friends and acquaintances to wanting to bully me. To this day, I still couldn't really tell you, apart from the fact that my disability probably made me an easy target. But they started teasing me, calling me names. They would sit behind me on the bus, crumple up tiny wads of paper from their notebooks and throw them over the seat at me. And I would mostly ignore them (apart from that one time when I left my hood up to catch all of the little paper balls, then dumped the whole lot back over on top of them.) But then their behavior started escalating. The second girl, in particular, began making inappropriate sexual comments to me and even pinched my ass the one day while I was walking past their seat. Finally, the one day, the first girl had crossed the aisle into my seat and started making similar comments to me, while I was reading, in order to try to get a rise out of me. And when I ignored her, she started rubbing my thigh. So I whacked her with my book (which was hardbacked and decidedly not small), and she went back off into her corner and they never bothered me again. And none of us ever really got in trouble for any of it.

This isn't something that I talk about much because, frankly, no one wants to hear the sob story of the cishet white girl who got sexually harassed by a couple of queer kids, especially when I know that there are people in the LGBTQIA+ community who experience far worse on a daily basis. By the same token, I know that this sort of thing is basically a homophobe's worst nightmare come to life, and I would never risk bringing it up in that sort of company for fear of further justifying their bigotry. But it served as an important early lesson for me that people can be both victim and abuser, all at once, long before I had the slightest inkling of the psychological and sociological implications behind such things.

These girls were made fun of for being poor...for being "dumb"...for being "fat" and "ugly", in the one girl's case. And, finally, for being gay. They were marginalized and looked down upon by society, at large, on various levels. And, for reasons unknown, they chose to take it out on me, despite my having done nothing to them. But what was done to me doesn't justify the way they were treated, and how I was treated doesn't justify what was done to them. It's all badness, of different kinds.

People like to think in absolutes. Good and Bad. Us vs Them. It makes things simpler, easier. As far as the fandom is concerned, even the people who are aware enough to acknowledge that there are multiple different factions who can come into conflict with one another at any time (rather than everything boiling down to Destiel vs Wincest) can be susceptible to turning things into sides, pitting one whole group of people against another, and defending their side as innocent, while everyone everywhere assumes the role of victim and accuses all the other members of all the other factions as their abusers. As the "enemy". When, in reality, on an individual, interpersonal level, it's much more complex than that. It doesn't have to be an either/or. People can do terrible things, but also have terrible things done to them. And we like to feel that there's a sense of karmic justice behind this, but is it, really? Especially when, a lot of the time, it isn't direct retaliation between abuser and abused. Unrelated people get caught in the crossfire all the time due to generalizations and stereotyping and generally misplaced anger. And it's all just very, very messy, and we're all constantly making it worse for each other.

It's easy to acknowledge, on the surface, that there are people doing bad things, but then brush it aside like "It's not anyone I know." It's easy to point the finger elsewhere at people who you do see doing bad things and to try to police their behavior, but actually getting them to change their actions is difficult. What we can do, though, is to look at our own behavior, and I mean *really* look at it, and try to better ourselves, as a whole. And I know that's not always easy either, but you don't achieve peace and harmony through hate and anger.

I'm probably just rambling at this point, but I hope that I'm at least making some kind of sense, considering I started writing this at 5 o'clock in the morning.

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