chapter three

we are the same person

Don’t lose it! 

#you were one goofy looking kid #this is Dean’s facial expressions #to Missouri telling him he was goofy looking #he can’t even fathom that #all hes thinking is #fuck you i’m fabulous

#fuck you i’m fabulous

#which time #when you taught him how to walk #or talk #or play ball #shoot a gun #hit on a girl #drink #fight #throw darts #lie cheat fix an engine sew up a wound get up in the morning when you feel like dying#what is it exactly you’re talking about right now dean? #BECAUSE ALL I’M GETTING OUT OF THIS IS PAIN AND THE URGE TO VOMIT

#basically just don’t forget how to live #because i’m not going to be here anymore to remind you how to live without me #and i’m sorry#but #even if i had never made this deal #i couldn’t teach you that #because i couldn’t even live without you for a single day

these tags just broke my heart. Thank you

Nine scenes - “Go get her, tiger.”