Funny thing is, no one realized my blog icon, that I changed some time ago when I deactivated the blog, was indeed a reference to the X Rift from the recent episode.
Picking up the pieces here
I’m not returning, the thumbnail image was a reference to how this blog technically hung itself. Just something I wanted to post.
No frets.
Anonymous asked:
You know, if you don't want all the hate mail, you could just turn off your asks? Also, if you are 22 like you said, then you are in theory, my own age. Meaning you shouldn't fucking be acting like a 12 year old over this. It sounds like you are an unpaid intern who broke their privacy contract meaning you shouldn't have done it to being with. Or you are making shit up.
well fuck you too anon
-last post of the blog, why not-
fuck everyone who thinks me being stressed and feeling like I’m going to have a heart attack is “justice” to the fandom.
The biggest fuck you goes to Alex because of the shit he said, don’t need to go into detail again with that.
Thank You to anyone who atleast didn’t try to make me feel worse.
Wanna talk, do it off-anon
Anonymous asked:
Unfollowing. Not because of anything Alex said, but because of the constant whinging about what Alex said. People who believe you believe you, and people who don't, don't. What the hell are all the tantrums and sarcasm supposed to do except for alienate people? A lot of followers who jumped ship probably did it because of how you're handling this, not because of Alex.
fyi I have like 150 followers, what do I have to loose? before I ‘whined” I had about 500, before Alex posted, I had about 2-3,000. His words made an impact, knowing what he said lost me, I reacted how I wanted to, not how people “think” i should. The blogs going to die anyway, unfollow if you want. One person unfollowing is the least important thing in my life.
Anonymous asked:
God I never knew that all this stuff with the creator of GF happened until now?? This sucks so much, I really loved your blog a ton. Do you have a main blog people can follow you on now, or no?? I know that you aren't just going to post your url in response to this, but I mean if people asked off of anon if you would give it to them at all? Again I can understand if you don't want to because above all your safety on this site matters most :(
I don’t have a main blog, but I might make one in light of this, so if people still want to talk they can, not sure if the main blog thing will happen.
Though for now, if you want to talk, I’ll be on Tumblr for some time, so if it’s just to talk, send stuff off-anon so I can private respond, or send fan mail.
Anonymous asked:
This is the "throwing dirt" anon. You put a hell of a lot of words in my mouth. My point was a simple message to the extent of "This blog has never had any direct link to the show. I do not work for Alex, and none of my sources do either. I am sorry for any confusion on this point" posted as the description would have been enough response to his Twitter post. There was really no need to respond to every single angry anon. Post your explanation, take a walk, and let the chaos burn itself out.
I posted my explanation earlier before I responded to every angry anon, guess what? Hirsch called me whining before it started up to what you see now.
Feel like I’m going to have a stroke with this kind of damn stress, stop.
Anonymous asked:
It sounds like this whole thing is a really big misunderstanding. Alex believed that you claimed to work on the show (though you never claimed such a thing), and so he's mad that you're supposedly spreading false info. Does he understand your side at all?
I don’t know. People are continuously telling him sorry that he’s going through this trauma, poor guy. They’re so sorry for me being so rude and reckless in my quest to fool everyone.
Anonymous asked:
Honestly? A better way to handle this whole situation would have been a polite, succinct explanation of what exactly this blog is, and how you have no direct relation to the show. Along with an apology if anyone had misunderstood. Perhaps set as your blog description for a while. That, and nothing else. But by throwing dirt and giving increasingly upset responses to asks, you dug your own hole. A calm explanation, followed by "conversation over", would have saved you a lot of grief.
I tried to be polite for about a year of people yelling at me.
I never explained anything about my stuff because I could get in legal trouble, what I said earlier was as far as I believe I can go, but I don’t care too much if I over stepped my boundaries because this is a done blog, Alex killed it (and my views on him and the show)
I’ve said for a long time, and it’s the first thing in my FAQ, I am not a part of the team!
Throwing Dirt started right before I ended the blog, please go back and read. I’ve become tired with people hating me, maybe I even hate myself.
Yea I hate myself, for believing this blog was a good idea. How dare I “trick people” into believing me, after saying I’m unofficial and not to completely trust everything I say, How dare I say I can’t cite my sources because I could get in legal trouble, and worst of all, how dare I hurt poor Alex’s feelings, it’s not like I got hate mail all day, people telling me to kill myself, Alex got a few people saying things to him, that’s just so insane right?
How dare I.
Wow guys chill on Alex, can’t you see he’s crying right now? Can’t you see everyone on the staff comforting him while he’s being yelled at by a horde of people? Wow guys...
Anonymous asked:
mm, maybe you should burn alex back. drop a couple of spoilers.
i can get in legal trouble for that, also, I don’t want to burn him back, I’m just feeling dead inside after his “whining for attention” post, that’s what 4chan people say, not what damn creators say about their fans.
Anonymous asked:
that's the issue at point here. no hate towards you by the way, I do enjoy your blog.
This came in late, I take back the “if you had any sense” part, I thought you were hating on me.
Anonymous asked:
the problem here isn't that Alex called you out or that you owned the blog. the problem is that you claimed to work with him. that was a lie, and you can't cry victim when you get called out for it. you should have just fessed up.
Guess I can reply to one final Anon conversation, what bad will it do me now.
If you have any sense, you’d know I NEVER CLAIMED TO HAVE WORKED WITH HIM, OR ANYONE ON THE SHOW. Tell him that, because THATS the truth.
Since I never made an official post about the shutdown of this blog, I’d like to make the point first that people still believe Alex is the one hurting over this. He doesn’t care.
And since the blog is going down anyway, I think that I should say just how upset I am over how bad this went.
I really don’t want to sound like the poor victim here, I really don’t, but after what has happened, my chest hurts, I’ve been stressed over this since it began, and now I feel about as bad as I’ve ever felt in any circumstances I’ve been in.
Alex, if you wanted to upset a fan, you did it. You also lost one. I’m very upset as I’ve said, but this is a whole other kind of pain, I’m not exaggerating for attention (nor am I “whining for attention” either) I literally feel stressed out to the point it hurts.
I’m surprised I looked up to you, and before I cuss again, I’ll end it here.
The blog is done, and I’m done with the show. I hope you’re happy ignoring how big of a deal this is on my end. I guess hate mail all day and getting death threats plus people on various social media thinking I lied to them ON PURPOSE because of you means nothing when you have a ton of people still liking you and your show.
I’m just 1 fan, right? I’m nothing compared to everyone else, plus, since I “lied to everyone for attention” I deserve to be emotionally upset.
I can put the cards on the table, atleast half of them. I’m 22, and yes, I had a press pass at one point. I also had some sources which got their info from other people, whom I don’t know. They told me what they heard or was told, I won’t say who MY sources are, because they could probably land me in trouble, but that’s what you guys wanted, I said it. Not to mention this is why I said I’d have to look into some of my sources alot, because I can’t trust all of them.
Here’s a little something too:
It’s people like this that get people hating me.
Alex hates me, the followers I had hate me, the blog is done.
Anonymous asked:
Are you still going to receive Info from ur sources? Are u gonna continue watching the show??
No and absolutely not. How can you watch a show and remember each time that you were burned to a crisp by it’s creator? YOU CAN’T
That’s just fucking rude.
Yea, any chances of this blog living was crushed. Fuck Tumblr, and the show. I tried, guys that supported me, but this is the final straw.