rewatching ubw and kuzuki is basically just boring heterosexual kirei

:)

Masterpost

Grishaverse Fics

Unmaking The Heart of The World — time loop AU, Nikolina, Darklina, Zoyalina, multi ship, grief, post R&R Alina marries Nikolai, but in another timeline, she’s only just been brought to the Little Palace following the discovery of her powers (ongoing)

Éminence Grise — Darklina, Nikolina, fake engagement AU where Alina is betrothed to Nikolai, despite her affair with the Darkling, who has also not showed his hand yet (ongoing)

Penance Without Penitence — Darklina, Nikolina, post R&R, the Darkling is resurrected without his power, so Alina takes him to Keramzin to make up for his wrongs (complete!)

And I Said to the Star, “Consume Me” — Darklina, Darknikolina, alt S&S ending, the Darkling offers Alina a bargain, if she marries him, he won’t kill all her friends (complete!)

The Scorched Sea — Darklina, Darknikolina, role reversal AU, tired of his mother’s austere and fear driven lifestyle, Aleksander Morozova seeks out the Sun Saint and the splendor of the Little Palace

His Creatures — Darknikolina, Volcralai, PWP, after the Spinning Wheel, both Nikolai and the Darkling visit Alina

Heartsickness — Nikolina, past Darknikolina, pre KoS, PWP, when the demon resurfaces, Nikolai flees to Keramzin, to see Alina. Conveniently, her husband is away

Collecting Ashes — Darknikolina, post R&R, bodysharing, Alina takes the Darkling as an amplifier, his consciousness seems to come along with it

Inconvenient Attachments — Darknikolina, past Darkolai, AU where Alina meets Nikolai in the First Army before anyone realizes she's the Sun Summoner

Promises Kept — Nikolina, PWP, during S&S, after her fight with Mal, Alina goes to find Nikolai

Uncharted Waters — Nikolina, post KoS, infidelity, Alina meets Nikolai on the coast. They’re both already married to other people, but that’s not as much of an obstacle as it should be.

Ad Libitum — Darklina one shot, ballet AU set in a twentieth century inspired Ravka, Alina performs at a private event at the Grand Palace

A Reprieve From Thought — Darklina one shot, S&S era PWP set aboard the ship

Spoils of War — Darknikolina, alt S&S ending, dead dove, PWP, Nikolai makes a deal with the Darkling

Tenderness — Darklina one shot, dead dove, PWP, Alina is caught before she escapes the Little Palace on the night of the fete

Infinite Ruin — Darklina one shot, post R&R, Alina holds the Darkling captive

Silence — unrequited Nikolina, Darklina, one shot, post R&R, possession, Nikolai still hears the Darkling’s voice in his head

Clarity — Darklina oneshot, during RoW, PWP, Alina visits the Darkling through the tether one last time

A Reunion — Zoyalina one shot, modern AU, the gang are snowed in at the Christmas Party

In The Morning — Nikolina one shot, only one bed, fluff

Fondness — Nikolina one shot, mildly fluffy character study, Alina has thoughts about her relationship with Nikolai on their wedding night

The Picnic — Genyalina one shot, set during S&S if Genya was with them, fluff

Vanishing — Darknikolina one shot, post R&R, Alina keeps visiting the Darkling's prison A Light That Burns — Darklina one shot, background Nikolina, post R&R, the Darkling returns in Nikolai's body; the country is short a Tsar, and Alina a husband.

Benefits of a Gilded Cage — Darknikolina one shot, Alina puts the third amplifier on the Darkling.

After Midnight — triple drabble, Nikolina, Alina readies for bed

Longing for the Sun — triple drabble, set during KoS, Nikolai has come to dread sleep

Hellsing Fics

Innocents — pre canon, Alutegra one shot, Integra hunts a vampire on her own

Ice — monster of the week one shot, something of a The Thing AU

This Is Where Monsters Weep — one shot collection about a variety of ships and characters

Hold This Heart In Your Teeth — Alutegra one shot, dreams, angst, pining, mild bdsm vibes

In This Darkness, I Have You — Alutegra one shot, PWP, angst, pining, unwanted love confession

The Hand Which Holds The Leash — pre canon, one shot, Alucard attempts to talk to Integra about responsibility, instead the conversation turns to her ancestors

Leave Them And Walk With Dust — Seras and Integra roleswap AU, eventual Sertegra, (ongoing)

Fragments, Glory, And What It Is To Lose — Alutegra one shot, Alucard reflects on his servitude after that first encounter with Anderson

These Truths That Shape Us — one shot, Integra gets her first glimpse at the depth of Hellsing’s experiments, medical horror

Beautiful, Wicked, Brazen — Alutegra one shot, PWP

Summertime — Alutegra one shot, PWP, Integra rewards Alucard

A Diversion — Alutegra one shot, PWP, set after the Museum scene

Spare a Cigarette? — Waltercard one shot, pre canon, the first time Walter encounters Alucard after Integra releases him from the basement

If He Wills It — Aluseras one shot, during the Rio trip, Seras realizes Alucard didn’t have to turn her into a vampire, and she’s angry about it

Waiting — Alutegra one shot, angst, Integra is dead and Alucard has no idea what to do with himself

Dream of Daylight — angst, one shot, horror, a Hellsing soldier was kind to Alucard, he doesn’t take it well

Grief’s Cold Hands — Alutegra one shot, angst, time skip, in the aftermath of the battle of London, and years after, Integra reminisces.

Mercy — one shot, during the Rio trip, Seras asks Alucard why he kills so… enthusiastically

Thirty Years of Silence — Alutegra, post time skip, angst, incomplete atm

Fate of Prometheus — one shot, torture, a potential look at Alucard's first few years of captivity. (this one’s very old…)

The Locked Tomb Fics

Ever Ancient, Ever New — Dios Apate, John forgives Mercymorn, so he resurrects her without her memories. Augustine cannot forgive him

Generosity — Cytherea the First offers to spare Gideon one last time

Healing — Mercymorn is determined to make Cristabel whole again

Misc Fics

The Wild Hunt — Forbidden Game one shot, partial Labyrinth AU, Jenny wishes Zach away, Julian is happy to oblige

Burning For You — BTVS one shot, Faith has a fever, she dreams of Buffy A Kindness — Kushiel’s Legacy one shot, Melisande Shahrizai keeps Phèdre captive

Through Midnights Past — Winternight Trilogy one shot, time travel, Vasalisa Petrovna and Medved traverse the Midnight Road

By Moonlight and Candle’s Flame — Company of Wolves one shot, the Huntsman gets his kiss

Drop By Drop Upon the Heart — Gothic origfic, a young woman marries to escape her father’s occultist eccentricities, but soon discovers something is amiss in her new husband’s home

Apathy — Dracula (2020) one shot, Lucy knows Dracula couldn't mean well, she meets him anyway

A Worthy Sacrifice — Fate/Zero one shot, angst, Saber gets to Irisviel at the theatre in time, but no matter what she’s destined to die

Laundry Day — Fate/Stay Night one shot, fluff, Gilgamesh steals Kirei’s cassock

Fandom Discord Servers

Who Gave Dracula The WiFi Password? — Dracula, Vampire Chronicles, the Locked Tomb, other horror and goth stuff

The Gregs — Grishaverse books!

I want to see a timeline where Urobuchi wrote Stay Night. it would be terrifying but worth it imo

Fate Stay Night is so fucking funny bc like what about Gilgamesh from the Epic of Gilgamesh, one of the oldest heroes from known myth and literature, made Nasu go “ah yes, he shall be a bratty anime boy with a catastrophically huge ego and zero fashion sense who wants to end the world because it would make his sugar daddy happy :) ”

Some days are simply for listening to the Fate OST on loop

Fate/Stay Night

oh my god I screen recorded some of zero while on a call like a month ago for gif making purposes and I never realized it was also capturing discord audio 😭😭😭

accidentally featuring @kleia lmaooo

I think about the Kirei vs Assassin scene in Heaven’s Feel daily

kirei playlist but this is the only thing on it