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#tw#Glindy’s Posts#coming out of the season was hard enough#knowing I’m going back to being worthless and home and work is really hard#but this just made everything worse and I’m really feeling hopeless#like in the terms of this world might not be it anymore#I was really hopeful that I could come out of this and try to build myself into a semblance of anything#but there’s just too much dread#and I don’t want to scare anyone by saying that#I just literally don’t feel like there’s anywhere to go from this#it’s a literal nightmare#I wanted to be more and I thought I could do it#I’m supposed to be going in now but I’ll never take that walk again#todays really very hard and I don’t know what to do#I’m not in danger I promise#just absolutely lost