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#sure do wish I had the ability to interact with people!#:D#what if I also had a niche ‘hyperfixation’ but I’m terrified to talk about it hmm??#my mind is a solitary confinement prison dammit#SURE DO WISH I COULD HAVE AN ACTUAL INTELLIGENT AND MEANINGFUL CONVERSATION ABOUT THE THING#BUT IM TOO ADVANCED FOR THE NORMALS AND NOT COOL ENOUGH FOR THE FANDOM#H E L P#Glindy’s Posts
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#tw#Glindy’s Posts#coming out of the season was hard enough#knowing I’m going back to being worthless and home and work is really hard#but this just made everything worse and I’m really feeling hopeless#like in the terms of this world might not be it anymore#I was really hopeful that I could come out of this and try to build myself into a semblance of anything#but there’s just too much dread#and I don’t want to scare anyone by saying that#I just literally don’t feel like there’s anywhere to go from this#it’s a literal nightmare#I wanted to be more and I thought I could do it#I’m supposed to be going in now but I’ll never take that walk again#todays really very hard and I don’t know what to do#I’m not in danger I promise#just absolutely lost
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#waking up just made it harder#I am more at peace with understanding this season should end#but also sick knowing I’ll never get that again#that eye contact will never happen. I’ll never hear their voice. I’ll never sit at that table.#I’ll never be welcomed so deeply without being able to touch it#I am honored and respect the death but I’m mourning returning to a world that doesn’t want me#I’m mourning having a semblance of a support system that represented how I felt I looked and told me I had power#I’m mourning the fact it was a pair so deeply connected to the one I have as a twin#I’m sick I’ll never experience it again#even if there is a return it won’t be with the same people and it therefore won’t be the same soul#I’ll never be able to interact again not that I was brave enough in the first place#it’s just hard#and I know it’s not justified. I know I didn’t earn it. I know there are people who deserved it more than me#but I’m distraught about losing it#I woke up normal. I woke up where my tears don’t mean anything.#I woke up where I’m insignificant.#and I’m trapped here.#I understand the cycle and I understand the challenge and journey I should face before me#but there’s absolutely a part of me that feels very empty#Glindy’s Posts
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@pscentral event 31: faceless
Tangled dir. Nathan Greno
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I can't believe this. We're going to a party at Remington University tonight, and we're brushing up on our conversational skills with the scum of the school.
HEATHERS (1988) — dir. Michael Lehmann
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Pocahontas (1995)
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do allow me, will you? ➢ THE SOUND OF MUSIC (1965)
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#it’s the way there’s two days left but my life is already fading lol#I wish I were pretty so not everything was life or death and I could be allowed to exist without having to constantly prove it#I wish I knew how to speak or have friends#I wish I had control over anything I wish my head weren’t empty#I wish I had a personality#my body is ready to rest but I’m not ready to lose everything I had during the season actually#Glindy’s Posts#being always an almost is just getting tired
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Bright young women Sick of swimmin’ Ready to stand!
Ariel in THE LITTLE MERMAID (1989)
[Plain text: The Little Mermaid (1989)]
[Gif descriptions: Gif 1: Ariel appearing behind a mast in the ocean. Gif 2: Ariel’s hair surrounding her. Gif 3: Ariel blowing her fringe out of her face. Gif 4: Ariel brushing her hair with a fork. Gif 5: Ariel showing two collectibles in her grotto. Gif 6: Ariel hanging upside down from a horse-drawn carriage.]
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Star Sketches & Drawings by Bill Schwab
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This is what September 1 looks like 🍁 —2022, Elizabeth Olsen as Wanda Maximoff, Doctor Strange in The Multiverse of Madness, dir. Sam Raimi
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omorfiá / most beautiful character - Tarzan (1999) ; Tarzan ; Not only is Tarzan beautiful in his physicality, but in his innocence and inherent goodness.