glassrunner reblogged
And here I rest where disappointment and regret collide
#title and registration#death cab for cutie#music#favorite songs#it's like we're not even friends now#i miss him so much#so fucking much#i still remember the selfies and the cute fake arguments and god how did it just not mean anything to him when it was everything to me?#and how can i still feel so certain that he'll love me back after all this shit?#because i do#i am more sure of him than i've ever been sure of anything else in my life#i just don't know how long i can hold out