ghostlyenola reblogged
i think the most underrated fucked up part abt shiguang is that lu guang would fuck up space and time for cheng xiaoshi. he would let innocent people get caught in the crossfire for cheng xiaoshi. but we know cx's would fucking Hate that. he would hate to know people, innocent people, died so he could keep living.
lu guang is so caught up in his fantasy of not letting cheng xiaoshi die he can't even fathom it. bc at his core. he doesn't care about others like cx's does. he cares about cheng xiaoshi enough yo let others pay the price. hes so awesome
#call me crazy#but why do I feel like lg let Emma die on purpose#as in cxs was supposed to die but lg let Emma die in the place of him#bc the only reason she died was that they took the job#considering someone’s theory that this death node isn’t about someone specifically but someone’s death in general#someone was supposed to die that day and it was either going to be Emma or cxs#so maybe that’s why he was surprised when it looked like Emma was about to be saved#I’m not saying that lg is cruel and a cold blooded murder#that’s the last thing I would describe him as#but I wouldn’t put it past him to indirectly kill someone#for the sake of cxs#does this make sense?#pls feel free to debunk me if I’m taking this the wrong way#link click#shiguang daili ren#lu guang#cheng xiaoshi#shiguang#incoherent thoughts