no one talks about how hard it is to lose when you’re in the high 80s to low 90s lbs. and how fasting is a hundred times more difficult.
starting september at 87 lbs locking in for starving september
the feminine urge to fast for all of september…
i feel so fat, i’m so mad i can’t fast rn everyone’s asking if i ate even my boss… im just so tired of all this.
how are people even foodies. i see muckbang accounts, and im immediately filled with disgust. watching jellybeansweets literally makes me nauseous.
when i go home and my mom asks if ive been eating bc i look smaller what a wonderful night
(ofc i had to say yes bc ill do anything to not go back to recovery)
i did 3 workouts and i’m about to go to work where i burn 1k+ cals, good luck finding my waist
still thinking about this girl that i saw at the club that was so tiny, i need her body so badly.
being 90 lbs and still not having a flat enough stomach is diabolical.
i read edrecoverysnark like it’s my second bible
i love having a sleep condition bc i fasted for 24 hrs simply bc i was asleep the whole time
can’t wait to make my fridge look like this
