update on my life lol
Helloooooo all you wonderful people, how’s it going? Let me know because I genuinely want to know how each of you are doing mkay, send me a message, friend! anywho, life is going pretty slowly. I’m struggling with some downs at the moment but today I feel like I’m resurfacing from the water. I’m planning to make my family lunch, sorta. I’m thinking pasta again, hehe. I have one piece of coursework yet to be handed in for English and tomorrow my practical performance will finally be shown and that’ll be over. so before the christmas holidays everything will start getting wrapped up. I’m working now! And just two days ago I got paid and frivolously spent the money I earned on some christmas presents for my friends and for my mum. My friends deserve to have something nice for christmas, it’s been really tough for them and they’ve been there for me when I needed them. as for my girlfriend, I’m planning on making her something, but I’m not sure when it’ll be done as i’m pretty slow when it comes to arts and crafts. I really hope she’ll like it, she deserves the world and more and she’s really been my saving grace these past few months. I probably wouldn’t be here talking to you all without her help and I love you so much. it’s also her birthday soon. I hope she has a good day and she can feel as special as I see her every day I’m also experimenting with gender a little and I’ve requested that people call me Gee rather than Gabby. i know you guys already call me Gee but I thought I would let you know. pronouns so far are she/they, I think. I don’t mind using either of those! so, I guess things are kind of looking up. even if it’s just for today. if you kind of understand where I’m coming from and you’re in a bad place yourself at the moment, know that it will get better. there are going to be days where you resurface and you can breathe and live for a moment in happiness. sometimes it might not be a day. sometimes it might just be the few seconds you spend cuddling a family member, a friend, a partner. it might be a few moments before you fall asleep or in a good dream. I know that I’m pushing through the bad to live for those small moments. my perseverance and hard work and pushing will pay off and maybe a good day will start turning into a good week. maybe longer don’t give up. it will take time but it will be okay one day. I’ve decided I won’t get rid of my tumblr. there are people here that I really love and it would hurt to lose everything that I’ve made in the few months I’ve had tumblr. if you ever need me for anything at all, message. it may take a while for me to answer so please don’t be downhearted but I will try my hardest to get back to you. you are important to me and you matter. I love you <3 stay safe everyone -Gee