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@gauze-valley

sideblog of @tetanusvaccineofficial! (Where you can find my art!) Whump + hurt/comfort-focused writing blog!
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gauze-valley official whumpblr intro! (redone)

Hey! You can call me gauze, I guess! (he/him! I'm gay and ace if you're curious!) I'm 22! I prefer not to follow or be followed by minors! This isn't a kink blog, just personal preference!

I absolutely love hurt/comfort and I have a strong fixation on character psychology! I have AuDHD and I'm chronically ill, so my activity level may vary! Pretty much almost all of my OCs are alt men because I have a problem!

I follow from @tetanusvaccineofficial (my main blog/art blog!) I'm def looking for mutuals if we share common interests!!

Things I like!

  • Vampires and other supernatural creatures!
  • Modern fantasy!
  • Romance!
  • That one trope where a character who HATES vulnerability/is otherwise adverse/not used to it is. Y'know. Forced to be vulnerable.
  • Acts of nonsexual intimacy under a caretaking lens, like, bathing someone, brushing their hair, etc.
  • Explorations of character psychology and trauma
  • Sappy dialogue, occasionally!
  • Non-graphic emeto
  • Fevers
  • More, probably! I'm still figuring it out!

Things that aren't for me!

  • Noncon
  • Graphic emeto/other bodily fluids
  • Graphic descriptions of syncope episodes/things that resemble them (freaks me out a bit if I don't expect it sometimes!) (Sometimes I'll write them, but I'm not always in the best space to read them!)
  • Whump involving children (no judgment, just not my thing!)

Uhh yeah that's about it! My last intro was too long and I didn't feel like picking through it to rewrite it so I just. remade it completely! Nice to meet you all, I'd say I'm still pretty new, especially since I haven't been able to be super active!

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characters breaking the facade: a collection

  1. Calm and impassive caretaker who usually never says anything more reactive than eyebrow raise gripping an offender by the collar and spitting pure venom in their face
  2. Brawny characters who are usually sarcastic and shield-like going completely, entirely dead silent. Grave ashen face. Hopeless eyes
  3. The comic relief team member crying. Eyes that are used to being filled with light tipping tears over the edge onto their cheeks. Helpless, silent, pretending it isn't happening
  4. In that same vein, leader characters sobbing. Harsh and unhesitant heaving crying, every ounce of heartbreak and grief tearing them open
  5. Stoic and serious characters curling up next to a caretaker and allowing themselves the warmth of being comforted. Possibly even falling asleep on their shoulder
  6. Medic caretakers who don't know what to do. Uncertainty barely suits them; their hands are trembling uncontrollably; their words are slurred with how fast they're speaking. Panic in their lungs

i love it when you push a character past their facade. break. them.

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can't stop thinking about how bad I am at keeping up with notifs!! I want to support all my mutuals but I just miss so many posts, especially when I forget to check Tumblr for a few days!

Idk if this is a weird offer but if any mutuals ever want to show me something I've missed that you think I'd like, or just hop in my DMS/inbox to talk about writing/art/etc. please feel free!! I especially love talking 2D digital rendering + art in general and discussing character writing/character psychology!

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gauze-valley

self reblog, since this applies here too, not just on my main and personal!

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Let's talk hallucinations in whump/general fiction.

So first off full disclosure, I have schizoaffective disorder - think some bits of bipolar and some bits of schizophrenia kind of squished together, and as such hallucinations are a BIG part of my general existence.

Definition: A hallucination is a perception of a sensory experience—such as sight, sound, smell, taste, or touch—that appears real but is created by the mind and lacks an external stimulus.

Now, I see a fair few "hallucinations" type prompts in whump events, and just generally within the whump community, and I see a LOT of auditory hallucinations type prompt fills - mainly in the form of malevolent whispers - and ye that's a thing, but there are so many other hallucinations.

The thing is hallucinations can effect literally any sense, not just hearing - though I will add that auditory is usually regarded as the most common.

this is a long post so I am going to put a cut here... below the cut is exploration of the tyoes of hallucination, the causes and a bit about insight.

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gauze-valley

Whumperless Whump Event Day #30

My VTM storyteller gave me permission to post one of my session entries, so uh. Have an excerpt of my fledgling Toreador's suffering for day 30 of the @whumperless-whump-event ! I hope this counts, I'm interpreting the prompt as just. Intense high emotions!

forgive the fact that it's a bit unpolished but i usually just kinda leave my RP posts how they are, otherwise I end up accidentally changing important details lol

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Prompt: Day 30 - Breaking Point

Fandom: VTM 5th Edition

CW: violent imagery, mentions of death, emetophobia, protagonist with violent urges (because. vampire)

i feel like i'd be remiss not to add the fun extra info that within the same hour of this happening, he AUTOFAILED a hunger frenzy check because this pathetic wet cat of a man has one dot in composure and two in resolve

i don't know the consequences of this yet but i cant wait to find out! so proud of my damp bloodthirsty guyfailure!

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Whumperless Whump Event Day #30

My VTM storyteller gave me permission to post one of my session entries, so uh. Have an excerpt of my fledgling Toreador's suffering for day 30 of the @whumperless-whump-event ! I hope this counts, I'm interpreting the prompt as just. Intense high emotions!

forgive the fact that it's a bit unpolished but i usually just kinda leave my RP posts how they are, otherwise I end up accidentally changing important details lol

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Prompt: Day 30 - Breaking Point

Fandom: VTM 5th Edition

CW: violent imagery, mentions of death, emetophobia, protagonist with violent urges (because. vampire)

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shoutout to my VTM party who, because we are currently doing text sessions, are all having to sit through my Toreador's emo ass internal monologues

honestly im pretty sure some of his lower moments are just straight up things I could post on this blog as excerpts and still be on-theme, sooo maaaybe expect some of that if my ST says I can upload my RP posts?

hopefully im not going too hard on it, i just genuinely very much enjoy exploring themes of internal conflict and feel like I'm better at it than other areas of writing

pretty sure the point of VTM is that being a vampire is psychological suffering though! ♥ i dont think any of the coterie is having a good time, it definitely feels like constant breakdowns is a reasonable norm for a group of <1 month old fledglings

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so i told my friends that i've learned that other people in the whump community make tumblr blogs for all of their individual OCs and one of them said "if you do that, i'll make a tumblr just to follow them"

first of all WHAT. second i adore him. i guess i have to do that now. maybe?? I'm not sure what I'd post, honestly!

once my ADHD allots me the bandwidth I'll probably go around and check some other people's OC blogs out. if you have one, feel free to drop yours in a comment or reblog!

I can't guarantee I'll get to it fast because my focus is aaaalll over the place but I'd still love to see when I can lend the attention! i also cant guarantee a follow if i don't feel we share enough writing interests but that doesn't mean i wont enjoy having a look! :)

if we're mutuals already please still free to do this! I may not have noticed that you have OC sideblogs!

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Tips for writers with ADHD that get major writers block/burnout

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Writers with ADHD and Writer's Block/Burnout

Tip #1 - Troubleshoot the Problem - I want to start here, in the most obvious place, because even for writers with ADHD, writer's block is often the result of a specific issue that can be surmounted once identified. My post 5 Reasons You Lost Interest in Your WIP, Plus Fixes! addresses some of the most common ones. It's worth checking to see if something on there resonates with you as a potential obstacle to progress.

Tip #2 - De-Stress Your Writing Time - Human brains are wired to respond in specific ways to perceived threats... fight, flight, or freeze. Quite often, what we call "writer's block" is actually your brain having a freeze response to writing because it's causing you stress and is therefore perceived as a threat.

So, anything you can do to de-stress your writing time can help. Troubleshooting the problem as in #1 is a good start. Set reasonable goals and deadlines... you can estimate your available writing time and calculate that with your estimated WPM to see if it's even possible for you to hit your word count goal. Go easy on yourself when you don't reach goals... celebrate even the smallest of wins, because negative thinking makes writing more stressful. Do what you can to set up an inviting writing space, light a candle (safely), play soft music, use ambient lighting, have your favorite beverage and snack at hand.

Tip #3 - "Gamify" Your Writing - Turning your writing goals into game achievements can make writing fun, which is another great way to de-stress it. You can usually find free game board templates online, or you can create your own. I like to set mine up like this:

You can set as many tasks as you want (within reason) for each goal, and your prizes can be anything from a handful of candy to buying something you really want, or doing something you really want to do. Whatever works for your budget that motivates you to get the tasks done.

Tip #4 - Do an Immersive Writing Sprint Session - YouTube is a wonderland of helpful videos for writers... not just easily digestible writing advice and research information, but also writing music, ambience rooms, and one of my favorites, immersive writing sessions. These are themed ambience rooms with ambient video, music, and sound effects, but they also have a writing sprint timer on the screen, so you are encouraged to write for however long (usually 10 to 20 minutes), then you get a five or ten-minute break before the next sprint starts. These can be a really great way to get into the zone if you're struggling otherwise.

Tip #5 - Eliminate Distractions - When you have ADHD, pretty much anything can be a distraction. If my desk is messy, I'll pause mid-sentence to clean it rather than write. If there's something on my desk I can fidget with or play with, I'll do that. If my phone is handy, I'll pick it up and start scrolling through social media. If I'm listening to music with words, I'll go look up the lyrics and fall down some weird tangentially related rabbit hole. If I'm hungry or thirsty, I'll get up fifty times to get a small snack or drink. So, I clean my desk ahead of time and remove anything I might be tempted to fiddle with. I only play instrumental music (usually an ambience room). I put my phone on silent or leave it in another room.

Literally anything I can do to head my usual distractions off at the pass. For me, it actually makes a big difference. Try keeping a running list of things that distract you while writing during a week of writing sessions. Then, go through the list and write solutions. This helps you build a pre-writing session distraction elimination routine.

I hope something here will work for you! I may do a part two to this soon, so keep an eye out!

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healing but with downsides

  • Caretaker with healing powers but every second of it is excruciating for Whumpee. Burning, convulsing, screaming, the repair of flesh coming with fire or electricity or the burst pop scatter of darkness from every synapse rupturing with over-stimulation
  • A resurrection spell that brings Whumpee back from death but it’s like dying in reverse, shaking and gasping and horrible, so wretched and miserable all over again
  • Bloodletting to save Whumpee from poison or infection. Toeing the line between bloodloss and dying from whatever toxin needs to be drained
  • Trying spell after spell to reverse a curse or hex. Whumpee so beaten and abused by magic their body just shuts down or violently rejects it all
  • Whumpee with the power/affinity/etc to heal fast but practically goes comatose in the meantime. Caretaker fretting as Whumpee sleeps and can’t be roused for hours or days at a time until their wounds seem to heal on their own
  • Whumpee with the power/affinity/etc to heal fast but it’s like they’re dying. Maybe Whumpee fights off wounds the same way they would the flu, their body getting so feverish and sickly every time they get hurt. Maybe the energy of healing drains Whumpee entirely, leaving them all sweaty and limp and lifeless
  • Whumpees with the power to heal immediately on the surface but feel the pain indefinitely
  • Whumpee who can heal so fast they're used for organ harvesting, cut open and ripped apart again and again and again
  • Herbal concoctions used to make powerful healing potions that taste putrid, forced down Whumpee’s throat as they choke and struggle, too out of it to really fight back
  • Concoctions that save Whumpee from fatal stab wounds but feel so bad. Poultices and salves that burn or ache, tinctures that make them so restless and disoriented they dream about such horrible things while Caretaker wipes sweat off their brow
  • Caretaker having to soothe and look after Whumpee as they give them dose after dose of something that makes them feel terrible. Maybe it’s the only thing keeping them alive, but Caretaker feels guilty all the while
  • Drugs that promote healing but have a whole slew of side effects. Anxiety, heart palpitations, overstimulation, allergic reactions, horrible withdrawals after Whumpee heals
  • Whumpee’s wounds getting better in every physical way but they just feel so much worse
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in the mood for some comfort/caretaker prompts!

  • Whumpee, after losing their voice, only has to give Caretaker a look for any reason. Caretaker knows them well enough to understand
  • Playing. With. Whumpee's. Hair.
  • In that same vein, Caretaker holding their head up by lacing fingers behind their neck, using thumbs in front of their ears to hold them steady
  • That moment where Caretaker thinks Whumpee was in danger, and they're safe, so CT crushes them in a hug. Followed by a classic "Don't you dare pull that stunt ever again."
  • Normally composed passive aggressive caretaker getting in Whumper's face with a vitriolic "I will rip you apart piece by piece if you ever lay a hand on them again."
  • Caretaker physically shielding Whumpee at any possible threat, even if they're more than likely safe. Caretaker who is unable to consider losing Whumpee even for a second
  • Caretaker-turned-whumpee talking Whumpee through how to take care of CT's wounds
  • Caretaker turned whumpee curling up in a friend's arms, unused to being comforted and taken aback by how sweet it feels
  • Caretaker-turned-whumpee period actually
  • Caretaker who protects Whumpee even when absent. Telling off other people who try to visit. Guarding the hospital room door like an attack dog
  • Whumpee taking Caretaker in their arms to whisper "I'm okay. Calm down, please, I'm right here, I promise."

a lot of them perhaps but I've just got caretakers on the brain these days SO i hope you enjoy :>

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being aromantic and into whump is like. shoutout to whump for being a great opportunity to engage with stories about intimacy and vulnerability and powerful emotion and physical interactions with other people and intense relationships that are not presumptively based in romance. what would i do without you.

i truly love seeing both aro and non-aro people reblogging and agreeing with this sentiment. join me, let's appreciate intimacy and vulnerability and powerful emotion and physical interactions with other people and intense relationships that are not presumptively based in romance. i love you whump genre.

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What is whump

the comments section contains several explanations!

whump is a creative genre focusing on pain or suffering, physical or emotional, of a fictional character. there’s a lot of different definitions out there that make specific qualifications about how intense the suffering has to be or even that it has to be exclusively physical etc but that’s my definition which is pretty expansive on purpose.

i enjoy it in a way that directly intersections with my aromanticism specifically because my aromanticism is deeply influenced by my romance repulsion. at the same time, i am deeply compelled by stories about intimacy and vulnerability and sincere care etc etc and the thing about fiction that is centred on suffering is that there is often a lot more room for that there without associated romance, when those things are often shut out of non-romantic dynamics in most genres.

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Whumperless Whump Event Days 3 + 8

no shh no it's not the 18th it's both the 3rd and the 8th of july right now (thank you very much to @whumperless-whump-event for allowing out of order entries lol)

today i bring some Psychic Whump !

oh yeah and also a side of vampire whump to go with it i guess! i don't know if this falls under that since the focus isn't on it, but it's still a factor and I WILL be writing more vampire-focused stuff in the future!

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Prompt: Day 3 - Vertigo, Struggling to Stand | Day 8 - Migraine

CW (doesn't apply to preview): Pain imagery, collapsing due to vertigo, emetophobia warning for mentions but no actual events

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"I, uh, I don't think I can walk." A twinge of panic shakes his voice. This will always be nerve-wracking no matter how many times it happens, but it's worse now, here, with whatever's trying to reach him. He can still feel that presence crawling all over his skull, skittering down his neck, like it's looking for a way back in.

More under the cut!

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Hey guys, pretty new to the whump community and I could use some tips on tagging specifically for emetophobia! I've got some things to post soon where it'd be a concern!

Specifically:

  1. Should I avoid tagging the post exactly as 'emetophobia' so that people who are searching that tag for support won't accidentally see the content?
  2. What's the best/preferred way to censor and tag other trigger words? i.e "v*******" (?)
  3. Should I avoid using uncensored versions of those trigger words in the tags, or would it help filter things further if I did?

There are probably better places to ask this but I figured I'd try just. a tumblr post first since this is where I'll be posting stuff and the community seems pretty nice so far!

I'm sure there are varying answers to the above questions but I'm trying to get a feel for the consensus! I want to do as much as I can to make sure people who are uncomfortable with my content won't see it and this is really the only trigger I'm uncertain how to go about tagging.

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