trying to figure out insurance policies feels like plucking my hair with acetone soaked tweezers
Special thank you to the professors who let me get on my bullshit and make Twine stories for final projects. I adore each and every one of you.
Here are some excerpts from my 19th Century poetry final project.
More under the cut:
Love it* when I'm too tired to do anything productive and too depressed to do anything I enjoy. Fucking aces.
* this user is kidding, they are too apathetic to feel love rn
incredibly psyched to find out that one of my favourite IF creators is also sharing in the binx/andhera brainrot
Lol! Yes. They have infected my waking mind and will not get out (not that I want them to). I'm psyched that makes you psyched 😊
But yeah, I've always been obsessed with all things Dimension 20—and it influences my writing in many ways—but this season has quickly become my favorite. I've been left with so many emotions and words after each episode that I figured I'd go ahead and post about it for once.
I feel somewhat bad for the people who follow me for my writing, but it has encouraged a couple other IF writers to watch Dimension 20 too, so, I'll keep at my nonsense until I've infected everyone with this delightful brainrot 🙃
oh my god I literally looked up and realized I missed your birthday when I was waiting a whole week for Saturday
Happy birthday!!!!!!!!!!!
Dawwww lol, thank you, Morgan ❤️❤️❤️ (I'll still count it, I never know what day it is anyway ☺️)
Hope you're doing super well!! I was literally thinking about E this morning (you're writing is amazing)
happy birthday!! 🥳🥳 hope you had a lovely day x
Askjdhaj thank you so much!! 🥰❤️
Happy birthday lovely! Hope you have a great one!! 💖🎉
*crying, sobbing, weeping* No, no, don't worry. I'm okay!
Thank you so much!! 🥰❤️
OMG IT'S YOUR BIRTHDAY??
Aww, happy everything, Albie!!💙💙 you're an amazing person, extremely talented and so very cute!
Awwww, Kal, grazie mille!! You're so sweet!! Ti voglio bene 💕
HAPPY BIRTH!! Have a picture of one of my cats as a gift 🎁
ALASJDJWIWSH OH MY GODS THEY'RE TOOOO CUTE!!!!!!! Thank you, Mansym!! ❤️😸
OH HELLO ALBIE HAPPY BIRTHDAY❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤ I'M PROUD OF U FOR MAKING IT SO FAR!!!!!!!!!! I HOPE TODAY TREATS U SO KINDLY YOU COOL INDIVIDUAL AND THAT U HAVE THE HAPPIEST MOST WONDERFUL OF BIRTHDAYS ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤ you are so kind and you deserve that kindness going back to you :)❤
QAKAJSHAJAIDB OMG TAMBER !!!!! ❤️😭
It's the day of your birth
Awwww, Manon!!! 💕🫂 Thank you so much!!
Hi Albie, I've just come across your IF blogs and your works sound really interesting! I can't wait to get to know more about them! Your ideas are so interesting. I'm so curious, what's the brainstorming process like for you?
Thank you so much! ❤️
I rarely examine the way that I think and do things, so this was really fun. It got kind of long so I'll put it under the cut.
TLDR: for me brainstorming's mostly allowing my ADHD brain to roam and asking lots of questions; in general, my thoughts aren't linear so I've learned to embrace this and find ways to work with my brain instead of trying to fight/restrain it; also voice memos are my best friend.
Anyone want to talk about how The Matrix is a brilliant exploration of the transgender experience? Because, uh, I want to talk about how The Matrix is a brilliant exploration of the transgender experience...
Since @mansym's encouraged it ☺️...
Okay, I'll break down the main points chronologically but, before I start, it's important to know that the Wachowskis, the women who wrote and directed The Matrix, are transgender sisters who weren't openly trans when it was released. Lilly Wachowski has said that The Matrix is (in part) a trans metaphor, but I think it's easy to miss this since the film is brilliant and there are many valid interpretations.
This also got really long so I'm breaking it into parts. This is part 1.
TW: deadnaming, misgendering, dysphoria (also, massive spoilers for The Matrix)
TLDR - a few major points: Neo's hacker persona is his true self hidden beneath the identity of Mr. Anderson which society forces upon him (and every time the AI insists upon referring to Neo as Mr. Anderson, they're essentially deadnaming him), the matrix is representative of the gender mold the characters are forced into and not allowed to break free of, the color red in the film represents the antithesis of the matrix (also femininity), the red pill can represent HRT and the surgeries Neo receives after leaving the matrix to align his physical body with the version that exists in his mind represent other gender affirming procedures, the way Morpheus discusses growing up in the matrix mirrors the experience of growing up trans.
Now, let's dive in.
Big job interview today. Wish me luck! 😅
Anyone want to talk about how The Matrix is a brilliant exploration of the transgender experience? Because, uh, I want to talk about how The Matrix is a brilliant exploration of the transgender experience...
I just went into a store solely to shop in the "men's section" for the first time. It felt so good! I'm so happy ☺️ (I bought a little tie to celebrate)