leaving the lights on
brendan/anthony. circafic 👍 10.4k words. rated e
Colin pulls a thread loose from the hem of his shirt and lets it flutter to the floor. “Are you guys just fucking, or is it, like, a real thing?” Brendan shrugs, strums a strange discordant chord. “It’s Anthony.” It sounds like a cop-out, a non-answer entirely, really, but it’s all he has to say. It’s Anthony and it’s me and it’s me and Anthony. He adjusts his fingers on the frets to resolve the chord and plays it a couple times, ear turned to the strings. “We’re just doing what makes sense.”
the post-circa hiatus (but also pre-circa hiatus? and also pre-circa?) branthony divorce/reunion fic i have been chipping away on for several months, finally complete <3 kinda weird and all over the place but it's all vibes, really. warnings for some discussion and reference to drug use/addiction. also, there's a little porn in there. mostly it's a lot of brendan angsting to himself. you get the idea.
also, i made a quick fic mix, because i could not help myself. check it out here, if you'd like!