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—I know who it is. I can see her now. —Mom?
angst rewatch | 1.09
I’ve been fighting a friggin’ apocalypse for fifteen years, my FBI might be a little rusty.
14x02 - Gods and Monsters
I hate you. I hate you. And I love you. 'Cause I can't – I can't help it. You're my Mom. … I forgive you. For all of it. Everything.
12x22 - Who We Are
#spnedit#Dean Winchester#Supernatural#gif: dean#gif: spn#foxgifs#one post per episode#Sam Winchester#gif: sam#Mary Winchester#sam and dean#brothers#john f. showalter#spn 12.22#s12#these scene legit almost made me cry#he does this whole 'I never got to be a kid' thing a few times#and it's true#but it's not because he was raised as a hunter.#it's because his mom was dead and his dad was never there#he had so much responsibility. since he was 4 years old!!!!!#I don't think sam even realized how much dean sacrificed#(also it's sort of unfair to blame mary for a deal where the benefits seemed to outweight the harm)#(and hindsight is 20/20. she couldn't have known what would happen to sam)#(but I think the blame thing was mostly subconscious and he just expressed it to shock her into taking control again)#*
12x14 - The Raid
#'good.'#harsh and deserved#liked how he started callling her 'mary' instead of 'mom' after this#spnedit#Sam Winchester#Dean Winchester#Supernatural#gif: dean#gif: sam#gif: spn#foxgifs#one post per episode#Mary Winchester#spn 12.14#s12#robert beren#anyway I was thinking about their relationship#if mary died when she was ~30#then at this point she'd technically be younger than sam and dean#unless amara artifically aged her. idk. tell me if she did#wonder what this season would've been like#if mary had looked 30#instead of 50?#like would they have seen her in a maternal role still?#anyway#I think Dean wanted A mother as much as he wanted HIS mother ykwim? idk#edited tags for clarity