I want affection. I want cuddling or being close to someone. But there’s nobody I can ask. And there hasn’t been for a very long time.
It hurts. Especially when it’s late and I smoked too much. Everything is intense right now and I don’t want to be alone.
#me#personal#my writing#loneliness#I've been around family#all day#every day#for two weeks#and now I've been home alone#for 5 hours#and I wish I had my own family#or at least a partner I can talk to#and cuddle with#and be around#the come down#from prolonged social interaction is fucking hell#I hope I feel better tomorrow