#i'm not even particularly in my feelings tonight

It's not that I think I'm ugly, it's that I don't think many people find me attractive. While those are two different things with varying implications, they are functionally the same. Either way, nobody is particularly interested in me.

#thoughts #this is something I've been thinking for a few years #but I don't know that I ever got it into words before #loneliness #I'm not even particularly in my feelings tonight #in fact I'm mostly just high and overheating