I'm in a better place than I've ever been.
But there's still a hole that I can't fill and sometimes I fall into it and get hurt.
#thoughts#heartache#loneliness#I don't fall in it as much as I used to#and it's certainly no longer my home#but it still hurts#if I knew for certain#whether or not that hole could be filled#things would be so much easier#but I won't know until it's definitively answered#and that makes things so much more complicated#I don't think I can fully heal until I find a way to fill it