So i made a thing.
hawke, seeing the red lyrium idol and looking at varric: i thought you said that shit was in a tupperware
Inquisitor: You were right! Hawke: About what? Inquisitor: Everything you touch does turn to shit! Hawke:
Episode 11 - Fresh Out of Tokens, HAWKE FEELS
So we’re doing things a little differently this time around, David gets the night off as we have a ladies night to spill all our Hawke feels on the table, the floor, everywhere.
Tanya is joined by Sylvia Monreal and LC Brown to have a night of Hawke FEELS! This happened because of a question LC asked of Sylvia before she joined us for the first time on Fresh Out of Tokens.
Also! We had our first fanmail relevant to both Dragon Age and Sylvia’s time with us, so we added that into the show :) Full text is below:
> Subject: ALL THE DRAGON AGE FEELZ!
Hello! I just wanted to say that I really loved your discussion on Dragon Age and the Hawke Immigration piece! I was really pleased that other people put as much personal stuff onto their Hawkes/Inquisitors as I do. I’ve had issues with masculinity in general and as a queer man, something that playing Mass Effect and Dragon Age have helped me with. I just wanted to say that I really loved this episode and I think that Fresh Out of Tokens is really fantastic and you all are doing great work and through this podcast I’ve been introduced to great people in the industry. (Also, if you do ever get the urge to do a Dragon Age feels podcast, I would be glad to lend my voice!)
Thank you so much for everything you guys are doing! From Tyler Pollock, cyberpunkwarlok on Twitter
Points of discussion for this episode:
•LC: DA2 as a story of grief, mothers in Dragon Age, female friendships (which ones work, which ones don’t) - just some ideas
•Sylvia: Controlling versus being Hawke - how does playing Hawke differ from nameless heroes like the Warden or the Inquisitor? Was your Hawke their own person or an avatar, and how did that affect the game for you? Who is your Hawke’s best friend? DA2 as an immigrant story - Sylvia on FemHype
•Tanya: Fenris and Tevinter, the way in which his trauma as a former is ignored, and the way in which the fandom seems to ignore/coddle/fails to acknowledge lyrium addiction, by Templars, and also vilifies Anders w/o accepting the abuse he faced in the Circle.
What we’re playing:
LC: Guacamelee (new edition), Fibbage, Hatoful Boyfriend
Sylvia: Assassin’s Creed: Liberation, No Pineapple Left Behind (Alpha)
Tanya: Dragon Age Inquisition
Where to find our guests online:
LC at: The Heroine’s Journey, www.hjcast.com
Where to find Tanya Online:
Twitch: twitch.tv/cypheroftyr // twitch.tv/INeedDivGames
You can listen to the show at freshoutoftokens.simplecast.fm, email us at [email protected] and follow us on twitter at@OutOfTokensCast.
Hey look, it’s me!
take my tablet away from me
i like the “cassandra’s still highkey crushing on hawke” fanon hypothesis
It got better…
Immigration, Identity, and Dragon Age II (Part 1/?)
When my mother was young, she had to leave behind everything that she had ever known to start a new life. Her home was filled with war, pain, and fear, and death – and things worse than death – but it was familiar, and there she had friends, and memories, and that deep sense of direction that you get from walking the same paths to the same places, day after day. The world beyond was a strange danger, and she plunged into it.
I think that if I asked her about it, she would tell me everything. Over the years, I’ve picked up bits and pieces about the long road through Central America, through Mexico, finally into the U.S. (which, of course, turned out to be really more of a beginning than an end to her journey). But something has always stopped me, maybe just the feeling that I don’t actually have a right to ask, and I have been left to wonder instead. I’ve filled in the blanks with other stories, other words from other people, real and imagined and academic, as I try to understand the weight of what I carry in my blood.
Unexpectedly, Dragon Age II gave me such a story. I know that it’s just a game, and I know that there are many strong opinions about this particular game. But I can’t think of another that lets me dive into a world where I am the immigrant, unwelcome and driven and clinging to the mundane while pushed by forces that feel like fate.
Read this. Read this right now.
so guess what i found in Redcliffe Castle during “In Hushed Whispers”
If Hawke was born in 9:06...
She is 6 when Carver and Bethany are born.
She is 8 when Perrin Threnhold is appointed Viscount of Kirkwall.
She is 14 when the Hawke family moves to Lothering.
She is 15 when Perrin Threnhold is executed, Marlowe Dumar is appointed Viscount of Kirkwall, and Meredith is promoted to Knight-Commander of Kirkwall.
She is 21 when Malcolm Hawke dies.
She is 22 when Fenris escapes from Danarius.
She is 24 when the Fifth Blight occurs and the Hawke family flees Lothering.
She is 25 when she undertakes the Deep Roads expedition.
She is 28 when/if she fights the duel with the Arishok and is named Champion of Kirkwall.
She is 31 when Anders destroys the Chantry.
She is 34 when Varric is interrogated by Cassandra.
She is 35 when she is recruited by the Inquisition, helps the siege at Adamant Fortress, and physically enters the Fade.
Very helpful! Thanks for writing this out :)
ㅋㅋㅋㅋ ㅋ합작때 낸 베릭……..이거 정말 첨 그렸던거라 ㅋㅌㅋㅋㅋㅋ..ㅋ..
지금의 베릭 그리는거랑 너무 다른…주르륵…2니까…..2니까!!!!!
Just like old times
cause you weren’t crying enough just yet
okay but
trolling through the dawiki banter archive, i found this... gem:
(If Bethany is a Grey Warden and not in the party)
Anders: Have you heard from Bethany recently?
Hawke: Not a word. I think that hurt mother the most. It would have been nice to get one letter before she died.
OH MY GOD BETHANY NO
Hawke’s arrival at Skyhold
this is everything to me
Well, we got better. Sort of.
#remember when hawke died at chateau haine #it was a big tragedy