dancing with kaidan (・∀・)
Commission for @swaps55 !! thank you so much!
unintended side effect of my buff liara modding is that i finally had an excuse to give this armor a go again since it’s been the bane of my existence ever since i started modding; this time i retopoed the entire chestplate so it would look smooth and work with texture mods. could perhaps still be flatter but it doesnt look half bad i think✌️😵💫
(ft. @flaine1996 shep Ezner, since i needed to use someone other than Lee for mod testing and she’s the only other custom shep i have on hand that’s mostly finished)
IM SO DAMN HONORED TO HAVE EZNER SHEPARD AS THE FEATURE FOR THIS ARMOR ITS SO GOOD TOOO I AM IN LOVE MAN I MISS MY BABY GIRL AND THSES ARMORS ARE AMAZING TO LOOK AT GOD DAMN!!! SO SO GOOD
working on a friend’s femshep as practice for sculpting more normal looking faces
thank u @flaine1996 for letting me use ezner as my guinea pig 😌
HEY GENUINELY CRYING THROWING UP AND SCREAMING IN A GODLY LEVEL! DO NOT DESERVE THIS BUT GODDAMN WILL I APPRECIATE IT TILL THE DAY I DIE! I WORSHIP HER SO MUCH AND HER LOOKS ARE AMAZING AND IF ITS GONNA BE THE SAME LEVEL OF DETAIL FROM LEE WELL TIME TO JUST EVISCERATE MYSELF FROM EXISTENCE!!! ONCE AGAIN AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I ADORE HER!!!
Mass Effect™ Legendary Edition + Alternative N7 Armor for Femshep LE1 (mod)
No excuse writing meme askbox version: Before the beginning for your current ME project :D thank you!
Thanks for the ask! I decided to drabble a bit of Eric or this one. It took me a bit to answer because I originally thought of doing Torfan, but I don't want to spoil Eric's Torfan details, which I'll cover later in Alke. So, we're going to go WAY BACK. ;)
Mass Effect: Reclamation
Chapter 4: First Meetings
Summary: Ezner Shepard is always ready for a fight. Is she ready to meet her match?
Shepard stretched from her seat. The alcohol had numbed some of her senses. She hadn’t stopped drinking even when she was talking to Elionel, who hadn’t stopped chastising her for it.
“You have to stop drinking.”
“Not ‘till I’m dead.”
“At the rate you're going, you may as well be.”
Alex Shepard and Kaidan Alenko by @savbakk ♥
Thank you so much for drawing them. It’s always a real pleasure to commission you! I love it with all my heart ♥♥♥
No excuse writing meme askbox version: What if for reflection :D. Thanks!
OKAY so...@springagainafter asked for a POV too and because i am just here for this sort of self-indulgent fan-fic apparently, today (and being enabled by certain enablers), here we have Reflection Aedan's pov of full stop's Kaidan's Horizon What if from the other day. (I'm cheating a little, there aren't a lot of what if's from Reflection that don't end with Aedan doing some unfortunate things and tbh, she’s already in a pretty dark place.)
perhaps perhaps perhaps (what if revisit)
Aedan's just about to gather herself and push him away when suddenly everything...shifts.
Her limbs fall out of her own control and she’s just got the view of his shoulders...shoulders that weren’t this broad the last time she’d been flung over them and tossed into the waves and...jesus fuck…what is he doing?
No excuse writing meme ask box version: Before the beginning of you can please and thanks :D
I may have gone wayyyy over three sentences but uh....this scene had been eating away at me but I couldn't find a place to fit it in at so i'm using this as an excuse to write it lmao
Kaidan hurried into the kitchen as the fire alarm went off, panicking at the smell of smoke he found Lily standing at the stove, staring blankly at the TV as a salarian reporter talked about the recent missing colonies. “Shit.” he cursed as he turned off the screen with one hand and the stove with the other. Kaidan guided her over to the sink, taking her hand off the now hot pan handle and running cold water over her palm in case she had burned herself.
Kaidan sat her down at the dining room table and knelt down in front of her, taking her head in his hands “Lily? Can you hear me?” He didn't want to dictate what she watched, it wasn’t his place but if even local news stations were talking about the abductions he might not have a choice. It was hard to tell if she was having a seizure or dissociating, neither of those options were ideal but if he had to pick…
Lily came back to reality and looked around the room, confused “why does it smell like smoke?”
Kaidan tucked her hair back “You burnt breakfast.” he explained.
“I did?” she asked, confusion clear on her face.
“Do you not remember anything?”
“Not really, I was watching the news and then…oh.” she looked down, as it all finally clicked “sorry.”
“Don’t be,” he said, kissing her forehead “but I think we should find something else to watch in the morning, yeah?”
Lily rested her head on his shoulder and buried her face in the crook of his neck “Yeah.”
“You mean a lot to me, Kaidan… I love you.”
“I’ve always loved you. Through all these years, through- through everything. I’m the luckiest man alive.”
Shepard who's romancing Kaidan through and through before the suicide mission.
tbh all I really want is for them is to hold hands, go on dates, and be disgustingly happy while wearing hot fashions.
It’s what they deserve.
“Well, I was such a wretched man Searching everywhere for a homeland And now we are under the same sun Feel it through the leaves, let it heal us”
wip wednesday
@nug-juggler tagged me for a snippet, but to be honest, everything i’m writing right now is awful. (it will get better, i have faith, but it’s awful right now) SO have a little bit of something i’ve been editing for a while. A series of Kaidan, snooping in the SPECTRE files, trying to catch up on the year of Aedan’s life he missed:
CASE FILE 7819-85/219/AS
And how do you feel about that?
I signed away rights to my likeness when I signed on with the Alliance. They’re welcome to it, if it gets them some recruits. Though, I’d bet that’s down as of late.
You have resigned from the Alliance, though. Why would you care about recruitment?
Resigned? I came straight to Alliance contacts as soon as I was given any control over my movement. I came with the ship and the whole crew at the time. I came to the Ambassador’s office on the Citadel, offered to hand over any intelligence I had at hand, and offered to put myself under Alliance surveillance five days after I woke up on a table and under fire. And I was told I was shit out of luck, so hey, can’t blame a gal for trying, right? Subject is smiling, continued eye contact; interviewer J takes another sip of water and moves chair back.
You maintain that you were dead and not in hiding.
I may not have been dead. I have no memory of anything after passing out when my lung exploded while my oxygen bled out into space. I think that’s what it was. Maybe my eye? Something Subject pauses very painful Subject pauses occurred. And then I woke up on a table in a medbay with alarms sounding and mechs shooting at me and little red lights burning under holes in my skin. Subject smiles again, continued eye contact; Interviewer J stands up.
I…There are records that need to be reviewed before this debrief continues.
Why don’t you go do that, then? Subject smiles until door closes; maintains requested posture until requested to present hands for restraint.
Recommendation: Remove Interviewer J from Case File 7819 as requested. Review subject file.
She woke up on a table, under fire? Alone? Had she said anything? He blinks hard trying to replay those conversations. They’d avoided…most of it. How do we get past Horizon…
His hand slips off the haptic display. She woke up alone after dying and had to fight her way out.
The VI prompts, “Do you wish to continue the search?”
She woke up alone. And no one she knew came looking for her.
Oh, god.