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Little, Broken, But Still Good

@femmedplume / femmedplume.tumblr.com

Home of your friendly neighborhood Stitch. Lover of writing and cats, intermittently in need of a fainting couch. Commissons open, check out Instagram.com/lesmars_art. Tolkien side-blog @brannonlasgalen
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So… my dad died last friday.

And I’m still processing.

It wasn’t the best relationship, and I’m not still sure if I haven’t realized it yet, or I just… I mean, that’s it. He died. I cried… a bit, and that was it.

He left my home when I was 1yo, and left to go live in another city when I was 4. He built another family there, and never left them.

So now… I’m just not sure how I feel. A lot has come out these days.

But my dad died, and that’s definite.

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OH NO. I am so sorry mah Willow. 

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I know how complicated dad relationships can be, but I’m still so sorry. You feel however you wanna feel, and I is here to give you internet hugs whenever. 

#stitch and her witch
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Life Update

I’m going to make a list of all the things I have going on, as a tool to read them and understand myself and my situation.

And I do it publicly because I have the need to share how I feel. Lately I’ve been wondering if I’m not just a bit too much of a Drama Queen, because I hate being like this, but I don’t think I care anymore. And I’ve never got anything but love in this blog, so no regrets.

  • I got fired from the library after three months of constant bullying from the new director and some coworkers.
  • I was, as consequence, left without medical care just by the time I had to go and do the annual general checking with my gyno.
  • Isa’s been having violent rants at school (probably also because of me getting fired and my constant depression).
  • I applied for a job and was rejected because I’m overqualified for it (we’re looking for younger and less experience people that you) (Also, probably, we don’t like your green hair)
  • I gained about 10lb in the last month.
  • My second job, a contract at the University I studied at, ended on may 31st and no one knows if it’s going to keep going because the Directive Board changed, so I don’t know if I’m having any salary at all next month.
  • I’m 31 next July 1st and I won’t be able to celebrate as I like (also, 50% chances I’ll be unemployed by then)
  • I should be studying for my thesis but the depression is gaining on me.
  • I started a brand with my best friend but it doesn’t seem it’s going anywhere, mainly because she’s been caught up with work so everything’s at pause.
  • I had to leave Kung Fu and training because I can’t afford it anymore (hence, the weight gain).
  • My husband and I have been having a rough time, and a break up was mentioned at some point. With all the getting fired and stuff those problems were left aside and we’re dealing with the situation together, but I’m scared once it’s solved those doubts will come back to him and he will leave me.
  • I’m in constant doubt that my friends care for me. I don’t have many of them and I feel I annoy the hell out of everyone all the time.
  • And I really, really, REALLY, miss my cat Zuko and wish he would return, although it’s most likely he was killed.

I don’t know how to deal with depression, heartbreake, overweight and unemployment. It’s the first time I’ve been unemployed since I was old enough to work… and now I feel I’m too old to get anything else, and that my chances are low and I will have to go back to look for jobs I don’t like that don’t pay me enough. My husband says that I always manage to have more job offers than time I can spare and that something will come up… but this time I don’t think it will happen.

I wish I could hug you (if you felt comfortable with it) and help you through this. I hope you get through it well.

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geeklibrarian

The hug is appreciated, specially now. Things are still rough (or worse) and I’m having a really bad time.

So thank you for these words.

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WE LOVE YOU WILLOW!

You are NOT an annoyance. I know we can’t help much with the other stuffs, but we’re always here for you if you need to talk/vent/watch TV over Skype or Rabb.it.

#stitch and her witch#willow's having a tough time#so go give her all the love kids#stitch has the nicest friends
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I finished watching Slayers and now I don’t know what to watch next. Help?

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Yay, TV suggestion time! (Bear in mind I have no idea what you’ve seen already, so some of these are newer than others.)

*cracks knuckles* Otay, here we go. 

SCI-FI:

  1. LEGION (schizophrenic X-Men AU w/Aubrey Plaza)
  2. Altered Carbon (Future dystopia murder mystery w/hot people)
  3. Travelers (Time-travel mystery with Will from Will & Grace)
  4. Dark (Subtitled, suburban gothic horror, Germanically)

FANTASY:

  1. Lucifer * (Devil takes a holiday to solve crime and fall in love)
  2. Preacher (Devil takes a holiday inside a guy, southern gothic)
  3. Castlerock (Suburban gothic conspiracy mystery w/Hot Clown Guy)
  4. Haven * (Castlerock but as a crime procedural w/hot guys)

DRAMA/PROCEDURAL

  1. Miss Fisher’s Murder Mysteries * (1920′s light-hearted murder mystery)
  2. The Good Wife (Legal procedural w/political elements)
  3. Criminal Minds * (Serial killer tracker procedural w/hot guys)
  4. The Resident (Medical procedural w/hot guys)
  5. Burn Notice * (Spy and buddies save the Little Guy, also conspiracies)

COMEDY:

  1. Letterkenny * (Canadian small-town hicks and their quirky friends)
  2. Brooklyn Nine-Nine * (Everyone’s fave woke cop comedy)
  3. Golden Girls * (Classic sassy old lady sit-com)
  4. Crazy Ex-Girlfriend * (Terrible name, AMAZING musical rom-com)

ANIMATED:

  1. Daria * (90′s teen Sass Queen navigates small-town ridiculousness)
  2. My Little Pony Reboot * (Don’t let the Bronies ruin it for you, it’s good!)
  3. Castlevania (Vampire family drama anime)
  4. Glitter Force * (Colorful anime a la Sailor Moon)

REALITY:

  1. Great British Baking Show * (food, Britishly)
  2. Queer-Eye * (lifestyle, queerly)
  3. Fixer Upper * (home reno, wholesomely)
  4. Say Yes to the Dress * (wedding fashion, judgementally)

* Comfort Shows

#timezone reblog#tv series recommendation#stitch and her witch
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I finished watching Slayers and now I don’t know what to watch next. Help?

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femmedplume

Yay, TV suggestion time! (Bear in mind I have no idea what you’ve seen already, so some of these are newer than others.)

*cracks knuckles* Otay, here we go. 

SCI-FI:

  1. LEGION (schizophrenic X-Men AU w/Aubrey Plaza)
  2. Altered Carbon (Future dystopia murder mystery w/hot people)
  3. Travelers (Time-travel mystery with Will from Will & Grace)
  4. Dark (Subtitled, suburban gothic horror, Germanically)

FANTASY:

  1. Lucifer * (Devil takes a holiday to solve crime and fall in love)
  2. Preacher (Devil takes a holiday inside a guy, southern gothic)
  3. Castlerock (Suburban gothic conspiracy mystery w/Hot Clown Guy)
  4. Haven * (Castlerock but as a crime procedural w/hot guys)

DRAMA/PROCEDURAL

  1. Miss Fisher’s Murder Mysteries * (1920′s light-hearted murder mystery)
  2. The Good Wife (Legal procedural w/political elements)
  3. Criminal Minds * (Serial killer tracker procedural w/hot guys)
  4. The Resident (Medical procedural w/hot guys)
  5. Burn Notice * (Spy and buddies save the Little Guy, also conspiracies)

COMEDY:

  1. Letterkenny * (Canadian small-town hicks and their quirky friends)
  2. Brooklyn Nine-Nine * (Everyone’s fave woke cop comedy)
  3. Golden Girls * (Classic sassy old lady sit-com)
  4. Crazy Ex-Girlfriend * (Terrible name, AMAZING musical rom-com)

ANIMATED:

  1. Daria * (90′s teen Sass Queen navigates small-town ridiculousness)
  2. My Little Pony Reboot * (Don’t let the Bronies ruin it for you, it’s good!)
  3. Castlevania (Vampire family drama anime)
  4. Glitter Force * (Colorful anime a la Sailor Moon)

REALITY:

  1. Great British Baking Show * (food, Britishly)
  2. Queer-Eye * (lifestyle, queerly)
  3. Fixer Upper * (home reno, wholesomely)
  4. Say Yes to the Dress * (wedding fashion, judgementally)

* Comfort Shows

#hope this helps!#stitch and her witch#stitch has an opinion#because...#stitch watches the television
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Life Update

I’m going to make a list of all the things I have going on, as a tool to read them and understand myself and my situation.

And I do it publicly because I have the need to share how I feel. Lately I’ve been wondering if I’m not just a bit too much of a Drama Queen, because I hate being like this, but I don’t think I care anymore. And I’ve never got anything but love in this blog, so no regrets.

  • I got fired from the library after three months of constant bullying from the new director and some coworkers.
  • I was, as consequence, left without medical care just by the time I had to go and do the annual general checking with my gyno.
  • Isa’s been having violent rants at school (probably also because of me getting fired and my constant depression).
  • I applied for a job and was rejected because I’m overqualified for it (we’re looking for younger and less experience people that you) (Also, probably, we don’t like your green hair)
  • I gained about 10lb in the last month.
  • My second job, a contract at the University I studied at, ended on may 31st and no one knows if it’s going to keep going because the Directive Board changed, so I don’t know if I’m having any salary at all next month.
  • I’m 31 next July 1st and I won’t be able to celebrate as I like (also, 50% chances I’ll be unemployed by then)
  • I should be studying for my thesis but the depression is gaining on me.
  • I started a brand with my best friend but it doesn’t seem it’s going anywhere, mainly because she’s been caught up with work so everything’s at pause.
  • I had to leave Kung Fu and training because I can’t afford it anymore (hence, the weight gain).
  • My husband and I have been having a rough time, and a break up was mentioned at some point. With all the getting fired and stuff those problems were left aside and we’re dealing with the situation together, but I’m scared once it’s solved those doubts will come back to him and he will leave me.
  • I’m in constant doubt that my friends care for me. I don’t have many of them and I feel I annoy the hell out of everyone all the time.
  • And I really, really, REALLY, miss my cat Zuko and wish he would return, although it’s most likely he was killed.

I don’t know how to deal with depression, heartbreake, overweight and unemployment. It’s the first time I’ve been unemployed since I was old enough to work… and now I feel I’m too old to get anything else, and that my chances are low and I will have to go back to look for jobs I don’t like that don’t pay me enough. My husband says that I always manage to have more job offers than time I can spare and that something will come up… but this time I don’t think it will happen.

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*all the hugs* You are an amazing, intelligent, kind, generous person. You are doing your best and fighting so hard to overcome all of this. But whenever you need to vent, all of us here understand and will be right there next to you with virtual hugs and warm baked goods :) You’ll get through this, sweetheart, even if it’s just getting through one day at a time

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Thank you, sweety!!! It’s really good to know you guys are out there, it gives me hope!

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WE LOVE YOU WILLOW!

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I dunno about everything else, but the job thing WILL pick up. You think you’re 31 and too old?? GURL, I’m 35 and just getting my career off the ground. Sammit’s in her 40′s and just started a new job...like, work is not a “one job till you die” thing, not anymore. 

Remember, depression lies to you, sweets. *COVERS WITH LOVIN’*

#stitch and her witch#everyone go give willow some loves
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So yeah, I did get fired.

So I was sinking in depression.

Now I’m just swimming in it xD

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Oh nooooooooes! I am so sorry, mah Willow.

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#remember we all loves you#and sometimes getting fired is a thing that happens#but is not a thing that makes you who you are#or means anything about how wonderful you are as a person#you will get another job#and it'll be a great job!#and you'll be happy#and in the meantime#you still have your family#and your friends#and everything that matters#and we're all here for you#stitch and her witch
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Well, hello there

Hi everyone (if anyone’s still reading this account)!!!!

I know I know, I’ve been MIA for a VERY long time, and I’ve missed tumblr a lot, but also… not?

This past year has been a roller coaster of things and emotions and life in general, and I’ve been pushed by the Universe to my very last breath and to the brink of my sanity, and you know what? 

I survived

So here I am. I’m not the same Will that stopped logging in last year, and at the same time I am. I will try and check in more regularly and regain touch with you guys, because there’s SO MANY OF YOU I MISS WITH ALL THE POWER OF MY HEART, but I can’t promise I will.

Nevertheless, for the moment, I’m here. I’m here for you all, so write if you want. And don’t, if you don’t. I have so many proyects this year that diverge from what I have been doing, and I want to share them all with you.

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WILLOW!

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I have missed you!!

#so glad you're back#pm me and let me know what's been going on girl#stitch and her witch
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I think they’re terminating my contract with the library and I’m gonna have to go back to a shitty job that’s the one and made me go into mayor depression and gain like 40 pounds last time, or quit and try to find something else and the gods know if I will even find anything again… 

I know I haven’t been around in a long while, but I’m so lost right now and things just keep getting worse and worse…

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Oh, my Willow…. I’m so sorry, baby :( I love you, just send me a message if you need to talk. And remember you are a strong, amazing woman.

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I love you Riz, thank you for always being around, even when I’m not

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femmedplume

Oh noes! I'm so sorry mah Willow. Let me know if there's anything I can do; I'm here if you need me.

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#we love you willow#stitch and her witch
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HAPPY NATIONAL LIBRARY WORKERS DAY

Here’s to all you brilliant, hard working library staff who keep libraries thriving, vital resources for our communities! I’m honored to be one among you!

@ilikeyourstuffs @geeklibrarian Neither of you are in my country, but you are special anyway.

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THANK YOUUUUUU SOOOOOO MUUUUCH!!!!!!!!!

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#happy librarians day#stitch and her witch#willow is awesomesauce
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