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Songs and Stars

@feathers-and-song / feathers-and-song.tumblr.com

Honkai Star Rail OC roleplay and ask blog Mod has no relation to Hoyoverse
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(note: Doesn't have all the smaller character stories. See the linked pages below for those. Though the link above is the better source, as tumblr has been eating my posts recently)

For faster updates on my writing, come see my main blog @drowning-in-cabbages (mod is 18+ but don't let that deter you. I'm open for interactions with everyone)

Click the links below to find the master lists for each character:

Warnings:

This blog will contain some triggering topics that differ from character to character. Most notably are

  • Trauma
  • Parental issues
  • Injury
  • Nightmares
  • Hallucinations
  • Allusions to substance abuse (cigarette, alcohol, medication)
  • (more to be added)

I will ask beforehand if you are uncomfortable with any topics before they arise.

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  • 🎵 Singin’ sweet! (asks and interactions with Ovis)
  • 🪶 Different from the rest (Interactions with Kai)
  • ✒️ Penning for a friend (Anon asks)
  • 🛰️ To see the stars (roleplay)
  • 💀 Please don’t be someone I know (interactions with the IPC)
  • 🕷️ Creepy crawlies (asks about bugs)
  • ☁️ The thundering (Interactions with Cloud Knights)
  • ⚔️ Old times gone by (Interactions with the High Cloud Quintet)
  • 🐉 Daddy Issues (Interactions with Dan Feng/Dan Heng)
  • 🌹 Spear and Shield (Argenti)
  • ⛈️ Stormy Night (Phobos)
  • 💎Unearthed Stone (Jien)
  • ♠️ Ace of Spades (Spade)
  • 🐦‍🔥Burning the nest (Kai musings)
  • 🐏 Drop another album (Ovis musings)
  • 🦊A thousand spirits (Tingyun)
  • 🤠Yeehaw Muddle Fudger (Boothill)
  • 📖 A glimpse beyond the stage (character stories)
  • 🥬 Cabbage creations (asks and interactions out of character)
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seven deadly sins headcanons

because i'm tired of sinday memes being all about sex. send a category + a number. warning: some of the questions in the lust section are nsft. that's why it's at the bottom.

gluttony - - -

  1. what could your muse eat all the time without ever getting tired of it?
  2. a feast of all your muse's favorite foods is laid out in front of them. what's on the menu?
  3. is your muse the type to leave the last bit of food for someone else, or to take it for themselves before someone else can claim it?
  4. does your muse frequently overeat?
  5. does your muse go back for seconds? thirds? fourths?
  6. how many meals and snacks does your muse eat in a day?
  7. what are your muse's go-to beverages?
  8. does your muse drink enough water?
  9. does your muse drink many sugary drinks, like soda or juice?
  10. is your muse a heavy (alcohol) drinker? if so, what do they drink? in what situations do they drink? do they know their limits? do they stop at their limit, or go past it?
  11. is your muse addicted to caffeine? if so, what is their preferred caffeinated beverage?
  12. does your muse have a sweet tooth?

greed - - -

  1. what does your muse collect, if anything?
  2. is your muse prone to hoarding anything?
  3. what is your muse's financial situation? what are their financial goals?
  4. is money important to your muse? why or why not?
  5. how much money does your muse keep in their checking account at any given time? if your muse keeps cash, how much do they usually have in their wallet? does your muse carry coins around? what is the limit on their credit card, if they have one? do they have multiple credit cards?
  6. does your muse have good savings habits? how much do they currently have saved up?
  7. is your muse prone to shopping sprees? if so, what do they usually indulge in buying?
  8. is your muse in debt? if so, are they managing it well, or are they struggling?
  9. would your muse throw others under the bus/step on others if it meant they could find more success/make more money?
  10. would your muse steal anything?

wrath - - -

  1. does your muse like to get revenge on those they feel have wronged them?
  2. how does your muse handle anger? do they have anger issues? how do they manage or vent their anger?
  3. does your muse believe in karma?
  4. did your muse get into fights as a kid? do they get into fights as an adult? if your muse never got into fights before, would they in the name of self defense?
  5. what, if anything, provokes your muse to violence?
  6. does your muse believe that violence can solve some problems? or are they more a "violence is never the answer" type? somewhere in-between?
  7. does your muse destroy things for fun, or to let off steam?
  8. was your muse a bully? or were they bullied themselves?
  9. has your muse ever considered murdering someone? or have they actually gone through with murdering someone?
  10. does your muse enjoy hurting others, whether it be physically or emotionally?

pride - - -

  1. does your muse believe they are the best at everything, even if that belief is unwarranted?
  2. in what areas might your muse be a little overconfident? are they overconfident in the sense that they don't have the skills to back it up, or in the sense that they do have the skills but they are obnoxious in their confidence?
  3. does your muse accept responsibility for their actions when they have done something wrong?
  4. is your muse comfortable with apologizing to others?
  5. does your muse feel remorse? if so, how do they express it?
  6. has your muse every blown off preparing for something because they were confident they could complete the task without preparation? if so, what was the situation?
  7. is your muse prone to bragging? what do they brag about?
  8. does your muse look down on others they perceive as being "not as good" at things as they are?

sloth - - -

  1. on what day(s) does your muse feel most lazy? at a specific time of day, or all day?
  2. is your muse prone to procrastination?
  3. what chores/responsibilities does your muse avoid doing at all costs?
  4. how many hours of sleep does your muse get? do they feel rested after, or are they still tired?
  5. once your muse gets started doing something important, do they drag their feet, take many breaks, and ultimately prolong the task? or do they work as quickly as possible, at the sacrifice of a quality job? or do they work efficiently without sacrificing quality?
  6. does your muse put on real clothes every day, or only if they have to go out?
  7. if your muse could get away with wearing pajamas all day every day, would they?
  8. does your muse complain about responsibilities a lot?
  9. is your muse the type to get up on time on their own or with an alarm? are they the type to hit snooze over and over?

envy - - -

  1. does your muse get jealous easily, or does it take a lot for them to feel it?
  2. what kinds of things does your muse get jealous about?
  3. does your muse compare themselves to others often? if so, how does it affect them?

lust - - -

  1. is your muse sexually active? if so, how often do they have sex? how many partners do they typically have at one time? if not, why not?
  2. what is your muse's sexuality? if asexual, are they sex favorable, sex indifferent, or sex repulsed?
  3. is your muse vanilla, or are they kinky? if kinky, what are their top three kinks, and why do they like them? if vanilla, what position(s) does your muse have sex in?
  4. what sex-related words turn your muse on? what words make them cringe?
  5. does your muse masturbate? if so, how often, and how do they get themselves off? if not, why not?
  6. does your muse have high, medium, or low libido?
  7. is sex compatibility a dealbreaker for your muse in a relationship? why or why not?
  8. how does your muse feel about one-night-stands?
  9. what was your muse's first time having sex like? who was it with, why did they choose that person, where did it take place, how old were they, and what happened?
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Open RP

"Look at him," said Carmilla. "Sound asleep, yet still scowling. It's almost sort of tragic. But I will say, he is kind of cute when he's asleep."

The Night Creature didn't respond, simply staring at her as she spoke. The monster couldn't speak, nor did it show any sort of acknowledge of what she said.

The only sound it made was a low grumble in its throat.

Dracula began to stir. He was awoken by the scent of the bird.

The creature looked over in his direction. Usually irked by vampires, it let out another rumble, low and gravely. Its yellow eyes reflected the firelight.

It had no reason to stay, but the overpowering sense of sadness drew it closer.

The creature walked into Dracula's room.

"Carmilla, I don't recall mentioning the allowance of pets."

"Think of this one as a gift, my lord, from me to you."

The creature snarled at Carmilla, the sound reverberating through the skull that encased its face.

It didn't take kindly to being called a pet, let alone a gift.

"I suppose we can find some sort of use for the beast. I'll just need some time to think."

The Creature's tail flicked. The beast didn't take kindly to being spoken about in a way the diminished it.

Dracula tried reading the creature's mind. (Can you hear my thoughts?)

The creature's mind was filled with swimming voices, each crying out with a different plea.

"Kill this man!"

"Save my children!"

"Find my missing lover!"

....and so on.

Some disappeared faster than others, too weak to hold on to consciousness and soon faded away.

But one voice was clearest amongst the others.

"Is someone there?" it asked, the voice of a young man.

"And who is this I'm hearing?" Dracula asked.

"Depends on who you ask," the voice said, clearer and more stable than any of the others. "I don't remember my name. But I remember that I was a soldier."

"I....I think I died."

"There are far worse things than death." said Dracula. "But enough about that. Who are you? Who am I speaking to?"

"I don't know," the voice said. "I can see you. I am looking at you. I think that woman called us a pet. I don't like that term."

"Carmilla has a rather irritating sense of superiority about her. Ignore it. From now on, the only words you need to worry about are mine."

The voice was silent for some time, overwhelmed by the sounds of other voices.

"I prefer not to be a pet. I hope that doesn't come off as rude. What purpose do you have here? Talking to a dead man."

Dracula's eyes turned red and the air around him caught fire.

"I am not a man. Men are weak, ignorant, and vile in nature. Men have destroyed this world to fill their pockets and coin purses. Men burned my wife at the stake over something they were too ignorant to understand. No. I am not a man. I am what men fear. I am a monster."

The Night Creature's eyes only stared back, studying his face.

"I am monster," one of the many other voices whispered before creating a collective, drowning out the voice of the young man.

Before his voice disappeared completely, he said, "I am protector of humans."

"Not anymore." said Dracula. "Now, you are a slayer of humans."

"Slayer...." the voices said, turning into a mangled mess before screaming out in unison.

"Slayer of vampires! Protector of humans! Killer of monsters!"

The Night Creature roared, its large body standing up as tall as it could.

"Then BURN!"

Dracula used his dark powers to set the ground beneath the creature's feet on fire.

The Night Creature roared, clashing against the walls as it rushed for the exit. Barreling into the hallway, it looked back to Dracula, the sacks on its throat quivering as it let out another guttural hiss.

"Harm not me. We hurt not you."

"My patience has reached its end, beast. If you are not going to aide me, then you are to stay out of my way."

"Try," it hissed. "Try we may. Meeting is inevitable, I fear."

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Anonymous asked:

(Tell my muse anything prompts)

"Baiheng! I think I have....a crush on someone....but I don't know what to do!"

His face is very red and his feathers are burning

Baiheng puts out her burning feathers

"Maybe you should try to get closer to them, take them out for dinner, hang out with them, protect them, give them gifts...work your way up to confessing Kai~"

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"Would be easier if I were a bit higher ranked as a Cloud Knight," he whispered. "I'm just a Cadet right now. I've barely done anything besides patrols. Haven't even fought that many Mara Struck."

"Come on, just try, Your rank doesn't mean anything i'm sure of it."

Baiheng says with a smile

"Worse she can say is 'Fight me in a duel and I'll consider it.' Fufu~"

Baiheng says with a cheerful demeanor not even realizing how absurd that sounds.

He scratches the back of his head and hunches his shoulders.

"N-not a 'she'," he muttered. "And rank does matter. In this case at least."

His tails, despite being massive feathers, were practically wagging a tiny bit.

He still appeared very nervous.

"Oh? Well worst he can say is the same thing!"

Baiheng giggles

"Nonsense, your rank only matters at work! Not in your love life."

"Don't miss your opportunity!!"

Baiheng says encouragingly not even knowing who it is.

He covered his face and began to pace back and forth.

"But the problem is it is someone I work with! He's way out of my league! He has his own regiment and everything!"

He had already gone through this whole song and dance with Shiwen and Shufen. At one point he tried talking to Dan Feng, but that was like making conversation with a brick wall.

"I also thought this until i tried, So you should try at-least once."

"Anyway if it's someone you work with, Mind telling me Kai?"

Baiheng says cheerfully still, she wants to give him confidence after all

"Maybe i can give you some helpful advice."

He starts laughing nervously.

"Hahaha, no. No way. If you knew, then we'd both be at a loss for what to do."

"I mean, how could someone like him ever get with someone like me. I'm kinda boring. Just some guy."

"And he's....important."

"Awww, Why not Kai?? I want to know!"

Baiheng says whining a little before sighing.

"You aren't boring at all! Don't ever say that again!"

"And you aren't just 'some guy' either, you are Kai, one of the best Cadets in the cloud knights!"

Baiheng huffs, she might be exaggerating a little but Kai couldn't just say he's 'just some guy and he's boring' unacceptable...oh and she's definitely bias about him being the best cadet...

"No way. It's also really embarrassing."

"Normal people have normal crushes. I of course had to fall for someone who's like five ranks above me. I'll never get on his level."

His ears drooped.

"I mean, I haven't even spoken to him. Unless you count that one time I was on bathroom cleanup, and he walked in on me complaining about my commander."

"Fine, Fine..."

"I believe in you Kai! you can do it!"

Baiheng says cheerfully.

"Oh really? I still think you have a chance hehehe..."

"You should go talk to them some more then, get to know each other."

"I think you missed the part where I said he was five ranks above me!" he shouted, not too loud, but still very embarrassed.

"I mean, he's just so-"

Kai struggled to find the right words.

"...Everything I can't be, I guess. Everything I want to be. Literally one of the most important people on the Luofu."

"I didn't miss it, I just have confidence in you."

"Why does it matter if he's five ranks above you if your feelings are genuine Kai?"

Baiheng asks curiously

"Also what do you mean everything you can't be? Are you depreciating yourself again? I won't stand here and let you do that Kai!"

Baiheng crosses her arms, Kai is going to get more lectures if he keeps this up.

"I'm not putting myself down!" he argued.

He totally was, but he wasn't going to admit it. Not to Baiheng at least. Someone else, sure.

Baiheng and Yingxing were two people he didn't admit that to, unless he wanted a lecture about self-care.

"I mean, seriously. What is a cadet to a lieutenant?"

"Hmph, Sure you aren't..."

Baiheng keeps her arms crossed but she listens to Kai.

"I'm sure that lieutenant was a cadet at some point, doesn't matter if what rank you are, you should always care about the people under you and aren't we talking about romance? How does your ranking to a lieutenant have anything to do with being in love with someone?"

"Why would that matter Kai?"

"Well, he's not a cadet anymore!" he tried to argue. "He barely knows me outside being a friend of a friend.

He rubbed the back of his neck, his tails curling around his legs in anxious movements.

"Wouldn't it be kind of demeaning to him, someone who's practically a Luofu celebrity, to date....well, me?"

"Why are you being so stubborn about this?"

Baiheng argues back as she gets frustrated.

"If he barely knows you, then go get to know him...Is it that hard?"

Baiheng sighs in a annoyed tone

"Why would it be demeaning if a Luofu celebrity dates you? and why are you emphasizing you in particular."

"Don't tell me you are beating yourself up again."

Baiheng crosses her arms and flattens her ears.

"What's with you today, You act like just because someone is higher rank than you means that you aren't worth their time"

"If that were true, Then i wouldn't be here trying to help you!"

"Fine!" he says, giving in. "It's because it's....."

He tried to continue speaking, but was still on the edge of not really wanting to, but also really wanting to tell her.

"He's just...a very important person on the Luofu. And I...am not well liked on the Luofu. It would ruin his credibility."

"It's who? Tell me Kai~ I won't judge you~"

Baiheng says in a more happy tone.

"Is that so? Who doesn't like you on the Luofu and why? Everyone i talk to say you are a decent person." Baiheng probably doesn't realize that no one would want to get on her bad side by talking about one of her friends badly.

"How would it ruin his credibility?"

"That doesn't make any sense, You don't ruin my credibility?"

"Because it's.....it's...uh..."

He stammers trying to hide his face. Eventually he decides he can't keep it from Baiheng anymore.

"It's...someone we both know. He's an important Luofu figure. And is a member of the Cloud Knights."

"Mhm...What is it..."

Baiheng asks in a curious tone.

"You? You are pretty important to Luofu Kai~"

"To me that is..."

"Hmm...for real though...Who could it be..."

He hid his face behind his hands and leaned away.

"I'm sure you can figure it out by now." he whispered.

The feathers on the back of his head were simmering now, flashing with bright lights.

"You're smart."

"There's a lot of pretty important people on the Luofu Kai.."

Baiheng scratches the back of one of her ears.

"Hmm, I don't think it's Yingxing, It's definitely not Dan Feng...So it could be Jingliu or Jing Yuan or maybe someone else...I don't think it's me either..."

Baiheng giggles a little.

"Thank you for the compliment Kai!"

"Do you have a crush on Jing Yuan? I don't think that would be it because why would you be so nervous..."

"Oh hell no! Of course it's not Yingxing! He's practically dating my dad!" Kai yelled, shaking his hands.

"Gross gross gross!"

At the mention of the current Cloud Knight Lieutenant, Kai's face heated up again.

His tails curled inwards around his legs, as if to make themselves smaller.

Baiheng bursts into laughter as he yells it's not Yingxing and says gross over and over.

"Ehehe...Okay so it's either Jingliu or Jing Yuan, Probably Jing Yuan based on your reaction..."

"It would be a shame if i told him about this on our next meet up~"

Baiheng says mischievously, but of course she is joking and would never do that unless Kai wanted her too.

"You should go for it Kai~ I believe in you, Jing yuan is nowhere near as scary as you think he is."

"I know he's not scary," Kai said, crossing his arms.

"It's just....he has so many eyes on him. He's going places, and always has been. It took me so long just for me to get here."

He deserved someone on the same level is what Kai wanted to say but couldn't.

"That and I'm sure he's too busy."

"Mhm..."

Baiheng giggles

"And? What's the problem? Don't tell me you think you aren't enough, That's not true at all, You are just fine for him just like anyone else."

Baiheng crosses her arms with a huff

"It's probably true he is busy but you can always schedule with him."

"That's the thing. I'm not 'anyone else'. I'm...odd. I'm different in a way that isn't normal. I wouldn't want to bug him with my weird diet, or the special stuff I need to use on my feathers."

Kai rubbed a hand over the back of his neck.

"Or my fire. That'd probably weird him out too."

"His schedule is always busy. I couldn't possibly do anything to change that."

"How is there anything wrong with that! You Oddness is what separates you from everyone else!"

Baiheng says in a annoyed tone at Kai saying he's weird and odd

"Stop acting like you are worse than him Kai!"

"And your fire wouldn't weird him out, And if you need Scheduling, I can handle that~"

Kai chuckled a bit.

"What are you playing wingman now?" he asked with a jesting tone.

"I thought that was my job. Y'know, if you do this for me, which I hope you don't, I have to return the favor."

Kai was always adamant about returning favors.

"If i have to be one, I will be for you Kai~ Because you have a case of self depreciation on thinking you aren't good enough for Jing Yuan."

Baiheng grins mischievously

"You don't have to return the favor, but i'm not going to stop you from either."

Kai's movements froze as he realized the pickle he got himself into.

"Don't....Don't do that," he said.

"I'll handle it. I'll figure out a solution. It'll be fine. What matters is that I keep my job."

Baiheng giggles cheerfully

"Okay, Okay I won't Kai~"

"But i'm always available to help you, You don't ever have to do anything alone Kai~"

"You won't lose your job on my watch unless you actually did something bad."

"Oh please," he said, "when would I ever do something bad."

It's not misbehaving he was worried about. It was who's in charge that got his anxiety rolling.

Though he knew Baiheng would most definitely have his back.

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Anonymous asked:

Would kai play video games with me? If so what kind? Could i convince him to do a dance video game with me?

-snack anon

(Kai is most willing to play video games. Unfortunately, due to an injury in his shoulder, almost all games that require body movement are a no-go for him. He is very good at Tetris and Terraria.)

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This is the worst rythm game i've ever played

THIS IS SERIOUSLY THE WORST RHYTHM GAME I'VE EVER PLAYED

WTF ARE THESE SONGS??

THESE AREN'T SONGS

I'VE PLAYED HATSUNE MIKU PROJECT DIVA

THIS IS ASS

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akarii-memes

Send "I DARE YOU TO--" and an action, and my muse will respond by either doing it or not--

Alternatively-- send "I DOUBLE DOG DARE YOU-- abd an action and my muse will HAVE to do it!

Ps: this CAN include actions upon other blogs/writers unless otherwise stated--

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I…I just got a reblog from a pfp-less blog saying I stole Genshin wishes or something???

Checked their blog and they’ve been saying a bunch of stuff like it to other rp blogs.

And, for the record, I actually got rid of genshin on my ps5 to make room for Kingdom Hearts.

How the hell can I steal pulls when I haven’t even played the game since 5.0????

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How does one steal pulls??? I am genuinely curious.

‘Cause if there’s a way I’d like to steal them from my ex

yeah, same here. give me the albedo i missed while genshin was broken for pc

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“Where did you get that bruise?” (Kai and Yanqing)

Being a Lieutenant and the General's retainer meant Yanqing was almost always on the go. If it isn't work, it's training. He's used to keep on going, even if injured, which has lead to him having a rather high pain tolerance. Something as minor as bruises are rarely noticed unless they are on a place where he can easily see them.

This time, it's not.

"Huh?" Genuinely not knowing what Kai is talking about, the teen follows his gaze down to his own calf. A large bruise is covering the entire visible area of his calf, disappearing behind both boot and trousers. "Huh?" he says again. "I... don't know. Training, I guess. It's just a bruise."

Kai hummed, looking back down at the paper he was reading. Giving the other Cloud Knight an approving signature, he sent them on their way. Then he looked back at Yanqing, then his bruise.

"Come with me," he said. "We'll get you an ice pack."

Kai didn't for an answer before turning and walking down the hall to his office.

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I…I just got a reblog from a pfp-less blog saying I stole Genshin wishes or something???

Checked their blog and they’ve been saying a bunch of stuff like it to other rp blogs.

And, for the record, I actually got rid of genshin on my ps5 to make room for Kingdom Hearts.

How the hell can I steal pulls when I haven’t even played the game since 5.0????

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the-void-via

Better question how tf do you steal pulls like what. what does that meAN

That's a damn good question.

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Since I apparently have one foot in Kingdom Hearts, one foot in transformers, I think now is a better time than ever to reflect on the fact that Kai and Shiwen were once Transformers Prime ocs named Falcon and Horizon (respectvely)

Not once did they stop being dragons/dragon adjacent creatures

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I…I just got a reblog from a pfp-less blog saying I stole Genshin wishes or something???

Checked their blog and they’ve been saying a bunch of stuff like it to other rp blogs.

And, for the record, I actually got rid of genshin on my ps5 to make room for Kingdom Hearts.

How the hell can I steal pulls when I haven’t even played the game since 5.0????

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Anonymous asked:

(Tell my muse anything prompts)

"Baiheng! I think I have....a crush on someone....but I don't know what to do!"

His face is very red and his feathers are burning

Baiheng puts out her burning feathers

"Maybe you should try to get closer to them, take them out for dinner, hang out with them, protect them, give them gifts...work your way up to confessing Kai~"

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"Would be easier if I were a bit higher ranked as a Cloud Knight," he whispered. "I'm just a Cadet right now. I've barely done anything besides patrols. Haven't even fought that many Mara Struck."

"Come on, just try, Your rank doesn't mean anything i'm sure of it."

Baiheng says with a smile

"Worse she can say is 'Fight me in a duel and I'll consider it.' Fufu~"

Baiheng says with a cheerful demeanor not even realizing how absurd that sounds.

He scratches the back of his head and hunches his shoulders.

"N-not a 'she'," he muttered. "And rank does matter. In this case at least."

His tails, despite being massive feathers, were practically wagging a tiny bit.

He still appeared very nervous.

"Oh? Well worst he can say is the same thing!"

Baiheng giggles

"Nonsense, your rank only matters at work! Not in your love life."

"Don't miss your opportunity!!"

Baiheng says encouragingly not even knowing who it is.

He covered his face and began to pace back and forth.

"But the problem is it is someone I work with! He's way out of my league! He has his own regiment and everything!"

He had already gone through this whole song and dance with Shiwen and Shufen. At one point he tried talking to Dan Feng, but that was like making conversation with a brick wall.

"I also thought this until i tried, So you should try at-least once."

"Anyway if it's someone you work with, Mind telling me Kai?"

Baiheng says cheerfully still, she wants to give him confidence after all

"Maybe i can give you some helpful advice."

He starts laughing nervously.

"Hahaha, no. No way. If you knew, then we'd both be at a loss for what to do."

"I mean, how could someone like him ever get with someone like me. I'm kinda boring. Just some guy."

"And he's....important."

"Awww, Why not Kai?? I want to know!"

Baiheng says whining a little before sighing.

"You aren't boring at all! Don't ever say that again!"

"And you aren't just 'some guy' either, you are Kai, one of the best Cadets in the cloud knights!"

Baiheng huffs, she might be exaggerating a little but Kai couldn't just say he's 'just some guy and he's boring' unacceptable...oh and she's definitely bias about him being the best cadet...

"No way. It's also really embarrassing."

"Normal people have normal crushes. I of course had to fall for someone who's like five ranks above me. I'll never get on his level."

His ears drooped.

"I mean, I haven't even spoken to him. Unless you count that one time I was on bathroom cleanup, and he walked in on me complaining about my commander."

"Fine, Fine..."

"I believe in you Kai! you can do it!"

Baiheng says cheerfully.

"Oh really? I still think you have a chance hehehe..."

"You should go talk to them some more then, get to know each other."

"I think you missed the part where I said he was five ranks above me!" he shouted, not too loud, but still very embarrassed.

"I mean, he's just so-"

Kai struggled to find the right words.

"...Everything I can't be, I guess. Everything I want to be. Literally one of the most important people on the Luofu."

"I didn't miss it, I just have confidence in you."

"Why does it matter if he's five ranks above you if your feelings are genuine Kai?"

Baiheng asks curiously

"Also what do you mean everything you can't be? Are you depreciating yourself again? I won't stand here and let you do that Kai!"

Baiheng crosses her arms, Kai is going to get more lectures if he keeps this up.

"I'm not putting myself down!" he argued.

He totally was, but he wasn't going to admit it. Not to Baiheng at least. Someone else, sure.

Baiheng and Yingxing were two people he didn't admit that to, unless he wanted a lecture about self-care.

"I mean, seriously. What is a cadet to a lieutenant?"

"Hmph, Sure you aren't..."

Baiheng keeps her arms crossed but she listens to Kai.

"I'm sure that lieutenant was a cadet at some point, doesn't matter if what rank you are, you should always care about the people under you and aren't we talking about romance? How does your ranking to a lieutenant have anything to do with being in love with someone?"

"Why would that matter Kai?"

"Well, he's not a cadet anymore!" he tried to argue. "He barely knows me outside being a friend of a friend.

He rubbed the back of his neck, his tails curling around his legs in anxious movements.

"Wouldn't it be kind of demeaning to him, someone who's practically a Luofu celebrity, to date....well, me?"

"Why are you being so stubborn about this?"

Baiheng argues back as she gets frustrated.

"If he barely knows you, then go get to know him...Is it that hard?"

Baiheng sighs in a annoyed tone

"Why would it be demeaning if a Luofu celebrity dates you? and why are you emphasizing you in particular."

"Don't tell me you are beating yourself up again."

Baiheng crosses her arms and flattens her ears.

"What's with you today, You act like just because someone is higher rank than you means that you aren't worth their time"

"If that were true, Then i wouldn't be here trying to help you!"

"Fine!" he says, giving in. "It's because it's....."

He tried to continue speaking, but was still on the edge of not really wanting to, but also really wanting to tell her.

"He's just...a very important person on the Luofu. And I...am not well liked on the Luofu. It would ruin his credibility."

"It's who? Tell me Kai~ I won't judge you~"

Baiheng says in a more happy tone.

"Is that so? Who doesn't like you on the Luofu and why? Everyone i talk to say you are a decent person." Baiheng probably doesn't realize that no one would want to get on her bad side by talking about one of her friends badly.

"How would it ruin his credibility?"

"That doesn't make any sense, You don't ruin my credibility?"

"Because it's.....it's...uh..."

He stammers trying to hide his face. Eventually he decides he can't keep it from Baiheng anymore.

"It's...someone we both know. He's an important Luofu figure. And is a member of the Cloud Knights."

"Mhm...What is it..."

Baiheng asks in a curious tone.

"You? You are pretty important to Luofu Kai~"

"To me that is..."

"Hmm...for real though...Who could it be..."

He hid his face behind his hands and leaned away.

"I'm sure you can figure it out by now." he whispered.

The feathers on the back of his head were simmering now, flashing with bright lights.

"You're smart."

"There's a lot of pretty important people on the Luofu Kai.."

Baiheng scratches the back of one of her ears.

"Hmm, I don't think it's Yingxing, It's definitely not Dan Feng...So it could be Jingliu or Jing Yuan or maybe someone else...I don't think it's me either..."

Baiheng giggles a little.

"Thank you for the compliment Kai!"

"Do you have a crush on Jing Yuan? I don't think that would be it because why would you be so nervous..."

"Oh hell no! Of course it's not Yingxing! He's practically dating my dad!" Kai yelled, shaking his hands.

"Gross gross gross!"

At the mention of the current Cloud Knight Lieutenant, Kai's face heated up again.

His tails curled inwards around his legs, as if to make themselves smaller.

Baiheng bursts into laughter as he yells it's not Yingxing and says gross over and over.

"Ehehe...Okay so it's either Jingliu or Jing Yuan, Probably Jing Yuan based on your reaction..."

"It would be a shame if i told him about this on our next meet up~"

Baiheng says mischievously, but of course she is joking and would never do that unless Kai wanted her too.

"You should go for it Kai~ I believe in you, Jing yuan is nowhere near as scary as you think he is."

"I know he's not scary," Kai said, crossing his arms.

"It's just....he has so many eyes on him. He's going places, and always has been. It took me so long just for me to get here."

He deserved someone on the same level is what Kai wanted to say but couldn't.

"That and I'm sure he's too busy."

"Mhm..."

Baiheng giggles

"And? What's the problem? Don't tell me you think you aren't enough, That's not true at all, You are just fine for him just like anyone else."

Baiheng crosses her arms with a huff

"It's probably true he is busy but you can always schedule with him."

"That's the thing. I'm not 'anyone else'. I'm...odd. I'm different in a way that isn't normal. I wouldn't want to bug him with my weird diet, or the special stuff I need to use on my feathers."

Kai rubbed a hand over the back of his neck.

"Or my fire. That'd probably weird him out too."

"His schedule is always busy. I couldn't possibly do anything to change that."

"How is there anything wrong with that! You Oddness is what separates you from everyone else!"

Baiheng says in a annoyed tone at Kai saying he's weird and odd

"Stop acting like you are worse than him Kai!"

"And your fire wouldn't weird him out, And if you need Scheduling, I can handle that~"

Kai chuckled a bit.

"What are you playing wingman now?" he asked with a jesting tone.

"I thought that was my job. Y'know, if you do this for me, which I hope you don't, I have to return the favor."

Kai was always adamant about returning favors.

"If i have to be one, I will be for you Kai~ Because you have a case of self depreciation on thinking you aren't good enough for Jing Yuan."

Baiheng grins mischievously

"You don't have to return the favor, but i'm not going to stop you from either."

Kai's movements froze as he realized the pickle he got himself into.

"Don't....Don't do that," he said.

"I'll handle it. I'll figure out a solution. It'll be fine. What matters is that I keep my job."

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