I'm not close with my family, yeah I don't have any friends
But that's not the reason why I wish that I was dead
There are things that happened, voices inside my head
Telling me that it'd be better if I ceased to exist a
And I believe them, it's crazy but I do
But it's my own fault, I didn't think I'd lose
The war inside my head and heart, I was on the losing side
There's too much pain and I need to blur my mind
Oko Ninjah (shit poem #9 / 3am thoughts)