I wanted head but not the ache…

Love me like you mean it

Love me like you care

Love me like it matters -

Whether or not I’m there

Love me like the rain

Slow then all at one time

A drizzle that leads to a hurricane

Yet you keep the rainbow in mind

Love me like I matter

Like my kisses mean the world

Love me like you give a shit

Like I’m your only girl

But you don’t love me like you mean it

You don’t love me like the rain

My kisses don’t mean the world

If I’m there or not, it’s all the same

I don’t matter to you

And my eyes don’t hold the stars

But yours hold galaxies

And I can’t help but love all you are

I love you like the wind

You can’t see it but it’s there

You can feel me through your clothes

Through your fingers and through your hair

I love you like it hurts

Like looking at you pains me

But looking away is torture

I’d rather you be the only thing I see

I love you like you matter

Because to me, you do

And your kisses stop my breath

They stop everything in the room

You don’t love me and that’s fine

You don’t have to love me back

But I’m in love with you

I just don’t know how to stop that

-fckenjournal

You dance when there isn't even music on

Honestly just off of that, I feel that you're the one

Tell me, tell me

What I've gotta do

Just to stay here forever with you

I swear your brown eyes have color too

Orange, purple, red and even frickin blue

I don't, I don't

Know how that's true

But I swear it's only with you

And you do this little thing when you're nervous

You fidget with your hands and bite your lip

I think, I think

That it's cute

And nothing's as cute as you

Your lips have to be some kind of sweet

Like every time we kiss, I'm swept off my feet

How the, how the

Fuck is that possible

Like all my problems, you solve them all

(to be continued...)

-fckenjournal (you)

She lights up the room, she lights up my world .. she changes the temperature and there's a shift in the galaxy because of the currents around the way she walks... And I'm in love with her.

I really want you.. fucking hell… what are you doing to me? I can’t think, I can’t sit straight without thinking of sliding my fingers inside of your panties. I want to kiss your lips.. more than that. I want to engulf myself in your wine laced kisses. I want to run my fingers down your body, caressing your breasts, putting them in my mouth, circling my tongue around your nipples… I want my fingers to trace the top of your pussy through your wet panties, your clit throbbing for me to rub it… craving my tongue.. Your moans filling the room, your legs opening and your hands guiding mine to remove your panties…

Oko Ninjah (to be continued…)

You probably don't know me

So I hope that this is fine

I just want to take a moment

And try to decipher whats inside

Sometimes I feel like I'm okay

Like, I can actually sleep through the night

But then I feel a hollow pain

And I have a mental landslide

I'm sorry if I'm bitching

I'm just trying to explain -

That sometimes I have mental pictures

That seem to fuck with my brain

They said that it's called flashbacks

And I get a sharp pain in my head

It’s really uncomfortable, it interferes with life

And I wish that I was dead

But with the storm comes the rainbow

I think that’s what they say

Well I have yet to see those beautiful colors

After all the fucking rain -

After all this fucking pain

From all the drinks that I had to taste

From the uppers and the downers

To the weed that makes me feel okay

I have yet to be picked up

By a stranger or a friend

I have yet to see the world

And appreciate it for what it is

But then I met this beautiful woman

She’s really fucking nice

With her came the colorful rainbows

She even got rid of those sleepless nights

I still have shitty days

I think they just seem to happen

But don’t forget your loved ones

Happiness doesn’t happen without them

Oko Ninjah (misleading poem)

I don’t know… it’s been days… But it feels like weeks. I need you. I need to touch you. I need to make you cum.. I need to make an orgasm take over your body and have you dig your nails into me… I need our bodies, naked, against each other. I need to hear those sweet, seductive moans of yours saying my name as I fuck you. I need to feel your legs clench and tremble around my hand, I need it, babe…

Oko Ninjah (I need you)

Everything is shitty... Except for my wife. She's all that's good and beautiful in the world but... I don't even deserve her.

Kiss me with your lips like mine were a candy you've been craving. Kiss me with your tongue like I'm the only thing you want. And kiss me like you're scared to lose me, like it's the last thing you'll ever do - kiss me like I matter.

I want my hand around your neck, pulling you into a kiss. I want my other hand on your ass, gripping it tightly while my tongue wrestles with yours. I want your breasts against mine, rubbing against each other’s. I love your body. I love exploring it and feeling it. I love every inch of it.

I only want to kiss you. Your lips, my lips, our tongues - just us. I could kiss you till my lips blistered. But only if it’s you. It’s gotta be you, babe. I don’t want anyone else’s lips. I don’t want their touch or their eyes looking back at me - I just want you. It’s gotta be you. I want you.

I just want you. No one else.

I’ve loved you before... I’ve had to. Your love is familiar and even though you make me nervous sometimes, I’m comfortable with you. My soul belongs with yours, my soul belongs to you.