I wish I was good enough for you. I wish I could love you the way you should be loved. I want to love you like that but I'll fuck it up, I know I will. I'm not programmed like that. Your heart is filled with smiles and heartbreak but also heart repairs, you've got family and friends and dreams and jokes in there. And mine is darkened filled with despair and negative relief, cigarette ashes and coffee grounds and its all drenched in whiskey and unforgettable nightmares. It'll ruin yours and I don't want to do that. I wish I was good enough, I wish I could give you more and be more for you - I wish, I fucking wish I could love you the way you should be loved, how you deserve to be loved. But I can't because I won't ever be that good. I'm sorry. You don't know how sorry I am. I'm so sorry that I've let you down.
Oko Ninjah (won't be good enough)
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