She makes my head spin. As if looking at her is equivalent to the first time I did acid. She makes me nervous. As if I’m thirteen again and she’s the first girl I’m ever going to kiss. Except she’s not. Except that she’s not a girl at all. She’s a woman. And yeah, I’ve been with women before. I’ve been with girls. But she is different. Because I look at her and it’s like, just that look… That look is enough. There’s no need for speaking or touching or even mouthing words.. I’m already there. I already like her. And that’s enough.
It’s enough because it is incredibly dangerous for me to like someone let alone her. And I don’t want to fall for her but I can already feel myself starting to trip. Hell… I’ve already fallen.
Oko Ninjah (falling…fallen)
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