No it’s okay…
I kind of always knew you weren’t going to love me for the rest of our lives anyway
…it’s..fine…
My lips still belong to her
They’re stained with the touch of hers
I miss the days we couldn’t stop kissing
Now we’re not even together
My heart still beats in her direction
Looking for a place to land
But there’s no ocean in Montana or Vegas
There’s no room for me to stand
I miss when we couldn’t go hours without speaking
We missed each other that much
I know you’ve moved on
But sadly, I am still in love
As far as I knew you were my heart. There was nothing I wouldn’t do for you. If you were hungry, I’d get you food. If you were happy, I’d celebrate with you. If you were sad, I wouldn’t stop until I made you laugh and smile. If ever you were lonely, I wouldn’t leave your side. I would make you the most important person in the world because thats what you were to me. So when you say you cheated, that you fucked your ex because you were afraid I was doing it to you - it doesn’t make any sense to me. I love you - love, because I still fucking love you even after finding you in bed with him. You’re all I’ve ever wanted, you are the only thing I’ve ever cared about. There was nothing before you and nothing after you, thats how much you meant to me. Why would I fuck that up? Why would I ever look at another girl? Why would I look somewhere else when all I ever wanted or needed was you… Why would I fuck everything up? Why would I throw it all away for just a fuck?
Why did you?
Oko Ninjah (no sense)