We’re not just friends.. I’m in love with this woman. I love her more than a friend, more than a person I tell my secrets to… I love her with my whole heart. My soul is in this relationship, my soul is reflected back at me when I look into her eyes. That’s love to me - she is love to me. She’s the definition, the meaning, the reason this whole life means something to me! Her. So, no. We’re not just friends. I’m in love with this woman…

fckenjournal (I’m in love with this woman…)

If you ever were to leave, you should know…

I’ve loved you before we even met. I heard about you from your friends and I instantly fell in love. Then when we met, it was confirmed. I was in love. And from that day til this one, I’ve tried to love you and treat you the way that you deserve to be. I’ve only ever wanted to be with you and be married. You were the only person I saw marriage with. Hell, even kids and I don’t even want kids but sometimes I just think and maybe I might change my mind because you’re just fantastic and who wouldn’t want a mini you running around being cute? I don’t believe in divorce so if you’re leaving I really fucked up. And for that, I’m sorry. Because I honestly just love you. You’re all I ever wanted, you’re all I ever asked for and wished for - and when I finally got you, I was ecstatic. I couldn’t believe my luck. It was like I struck gold. You should know I love you. More than anything, more than anyone, more than myself. Also, please don’t leave.

fckenjournal(if you ever were to leave)

I don’t know… it’s been days… But it feels like weeks. I need you. I need to touch you. I need to make you cum.. I need to make an orgasm take over your body and have you dig your nails into me… I need our bodies, naked, against each other. I need to hear those sweet, seductive moans of yours saying my name as I fuck you. I need to feel your legs clench and tremble around my hand, I need it, babe…

Oko Ninjah (I need you)

Fucking hell... You are something else. Something beautiful and enchanting... Something with the gravitational force that just pulls me to you. I love you. You know what that means? That means I’m here, with you and for you, forever. I’m not going anywhere. No amount of people or force or armies is going to keep me from you. I’m yours. My heart belongs to you. Only you. No one else.

Oko Ninjah (confessions from my amateur heart)

Her lips mean everything to me... Fuck, I kiss her like her lips give me oxygen, when they actually steal my breath away. I kiss her like the sun rising depends on the meeting of our lips. Her lips mean everything. They mean love, safety, acceptance, fun... Everything. Just like her.

Oko Ninjah (jlh)

Oko Ninjah (shitty poem #00072981)

I'm just scared, I guess. Yeah. I'm scared of losing her. I'm scared that she's going to meet someone else and it probably won't even be their intention but they're not going to be able to stop themselves... They're going to fall in love with her. Then they're going to stop at nothing to have her fall for them back. I'm scared that she's going to forget that she loves me, that she has my heart, that we love each other, that I'm in love with her - that we're endgame and she'll fall for them back. I'm scared that they're going to want to be with her and be her everything and stop at nothing to do it...

I mean, I should know. Its what I did.

Oko Ninjah (fucking fear)

My wife is the best

Brah, you don't even know

She has these gorgeous brown eyes

But they sparkle like gold

She has kisses like wine

Sometimes they give me a migraine

And her hugs are amazing

They shield me from my mental pain

I wish she could see

Just how amazing she is

The strength that she has

Is just completely slick

You might think that she's stumped

You might think that she's weak

But she is a fucking Goddess

She's a mother fucking Queen

Or at least, she's mine

And I'm lucky for the fact

That I love my wife

And she loves me right back

Oko Ninjah (right back)

Listen..

I don't love nobody

And nobody loves me

That's why I'm often alone

Because inside I'm empty

But don't get me wrong

That's how it has to be

See, I've let people down

And I don't want to repeat history

Oko Ninjah (Listen...)

Oko Ninjah (I want her)

I need to stop thinking of this woman. I need to stop liking her. Because I don't like feeling like every word she says makes my chest tighten.

-Oko Ninjah (confession #18905476)

You seem tired. You should have seat - on my face. Okay, okay. I'm sorry. You're too tired. Just, uh lay back... Just spread your legs and I'll just slide between your thighs and start licking and sucking your clit and slide a finger or two inside of you until you twitch and tremble, until you've creamed.

Oko Ninjah (I mean, it's up to you)

You should know that if I hold your hand, even though that it seems like such a simple gesture and friends do it all the time, you should know that if I hold your hand - that means you mean something to me. I know friends hold hands and parents hold their kids' hands but it's different when I do it. If I hold your hand it means that I care about you and that I want to be close to you. I know it seems small, it's usually a small thing but to me, it's not small - it's a lot.

Oko Ninjah (so I held someone's hand recently/fucked pt. 4)

The Other Night (5/8/2017 @3:20am)

They're trying to get me to take the kids to the beach (after we've gone three times this week already and to the park and we played football and soccer in the street, I mean damn, a Hawaiian need a break, brah)...