The bottom line is that no one else is you. No one else makes my heart race and stop all at once. No one else’s face is seared into my memory, into my heart. No one else’s lips have stained my own so that kissing someone else would be tainted. No one else looks at me the way you do - like you’re seeing me for the first time and I’m the only person you’ve ever seen before. No one else has my heart. Just you. That means something. It means everything.

fckenjournal(confessions from my amateur heart)

Oko Ninjah (confessions from my amateur heart)

What can I do? I'm fucking addicted to your body. I want to be wrapped up in it, I want to spend hours between your thighs - I want to lick your pussy until my tongue seizes up. I want the taste of you on my tongue like a lick of ice cream.

I want your breasts in my mouth, in my face, on my breasts. I fucking need it. I need it, babe. I need you to touch me in my pants, under my panties... I need you put your hand around my throat while your fingers slide inside of me and you fuck me hard. I want the both of us to cum simultaneously with our tongues wrestling each others.

I want my lips on your neck, I want my hands on your thighs and I want to spread your legs open when I slide my fingers inside. I want to make you cum so hard that you shake and it feels like the bed is about to break.

Fuck...

Oko Ninjah (fuck...)

What if I missed you? What if I said that? What if told you that I've never wanted to be with anyone as badly as I wanted to be with you. How it felt like you were all I needed to breathe easy, what if I said that? What if I said that you make me feel like I can do anything like I'm full of adrenaline but at the same time you calm me down. What if I told you that I'm in love with you? Because I am.

Oko Ninjah (what if I..)

There's this girl that I love

She makes my head spin

She's funny and kind

Brave and vibrant

Her eyes are so bright

They make the stars seem dim

And she has this amazing smile

That just pulls me right in

She has dark brown hair

And cute little nose

Her hands fit perfectly in mine

And my heart fits in those

She can make me feel calm

Like I'm floating in the sea

Or she could pull me into chaos

Where I let go completely

She is the best of both worlds

Spicy and sweet

And this girl that I love

She also loves me

Oko Ninjah (that I know)

Fuck, I'm sexually frustrated... Slide between my thighs and lick my pussy. Scratch your nails down my body and slap my tits. Put your fingers inside me and fuck me, too and make me cum...

Make me beg you to flick your tongue.

I'd take a bullet for you. I mean that. I'd fight the Hulk for you if I had to. Yeah, I'd lose. I'd probably die but I don't fucking care. I love you. I'd fight the world... I'd start World War III for you. I love you, bitch. And I will do everything and anything I have to, to be with you.

Oko Ninjah (anything)

Her lips mean everything to me... Fuck, I kiss her like her lips give me oxygen, when they actually steal my breath away. I kiss her like the sun rising depends on the meeting of our lips. Her lips mean everything. They mean love, safety, acceptance, fun... Everything. Just like her.

Oko Ninjah (jlh)

When we first met I was scared to want her because I didn't think i deserved to be with her. But now that we're together I'm going to do everything and anything I can and have to, to keep her by my side always. She's the best person I know and the only person I've ever loved... and I want to keep it that way.

Oko Ninjah (honestly... again)

Kissing you was like fireworks went off in my chest and our lips are the fuse. You are the stars in my dark sky, the reason why the definition of love is a complex mystery... I swear, you love me in different ways but they're all the best ways. I fucking love you, babe.

Oko Ninjah (you...)

I want your hands on my body

And your lips on my lips

And I want your leg between mine when we kiss

So I can rub up against it

I want your breasts in my hands

Better yet, I want them in my mouth

I want to bite your neck and slap your ass

And pin both your hands down

I want to take control

I want to see your body shake

I want your body to convulse

Like the orgasm you have might just make you break

I want you to shove my hand in your panties

And spread open your legs

I want to fuck you slow and senseless

I want to make you beg

I want you to dig your nails into my back

When you're about to cum

And I want the taste of your pussy

On the tip of my tongue

Now I know that you're breathless

And you're probably done

But it's not over yet

Its just the start of the fun

Oko Ninjah (well, fuck)

You said that you loved me

And you said it like this

Like it was a promise you were thinking

That had accidentally escaped your lips

You said that you cared

Whether I was happy or mad

That if I ever needed you

You would always have my back

You said that I was beautiful

And I smiled and believed you -

When you said that being beautiful

Was something I could do

You said we were meant to be

So what's going on?

Why's it feel like I'm disconnected

Why's it feel like something's wrong?

Why do your lips taste different?

Something's changed in your touch

Just be honest with me

And tell me, am I enough?

Oko Ninjah (?)

I can still feel your tongue on my clit...

Oko Ninjah (yeah)

I'm gonna fuck you like it's the first time

I'm gonna steal the breath from your lungs

I'm gonna fuck you senseless

And make you shake when you cum

I want to taste it

I want your flavor on my tongue

I want to lick you for hours

I happen to find it really fun

You are highly addictive

More addictive than nicotine

I want you to fuck me hard

Fuck me like I don't mean a thing

Fuck me like you'll break my hip

Slap my ass and grip my thighs

Then lick my pussy like its ice cream

And slip your fingers deep inside

I want two fingers in me

And flick my g spot

Oh my god and suck my fucking nipples

Bite them too and don't fucking stop

I want to eat your pussy

I want you to cum in my mouth

Wrap your hand around my throat

Muzzle me so that I don't shout

Call out my name

When I'm fucking you, babe

Then tell me that I'm a slut

When your legs are wrapped around my face

Oko Ninjah (.)

I love you.... Even when you forget to love me back.

Oko Ninjah (confessions from my amateur heart)

You're the first I've ever loved

That means something to me

It means that you're the reason

Why my heart will ache and the reason why it'll beat

You're the first whose lips stopped the world

Time stood still for a bit

It means that you shifted the world around me

Each time you kissed my lips

You're the first whose touch stung me

But it was blissful pain

The kind you get from being tattooed

Except you've been inked inside my brain

You're the first whose body I made love to

An act I thought I was incapable of

But we fucked and we fucked until fucking became more

We fucked up and ended up making love

You're the first whose absence hurt

Like the emptiness from being hungry

Except it came from being without you

That's why when you're gone, I get lonely

And you're the first who has ever loved me

I mean, love me for being me

You're the first to see pass my sarcasm

And anger and stupidity

You're the first who has been there

Through the good and the bad

You're the first person I've let into my heart

The only one who didn't look back

Oko Ninjah (first...)

Just tell me what you want me to say?

Tell me what you want me to do

What's going to get your attention

To get me next to you

Just tell me about your day

And don't leave out a thing

Tell me about the new songs you've found

And the ones you love to sing

Just move closer to me

Close the space between us

Make me feel like I might just explode

If we don't happen to touch

Just let me kiss you

Let your lips touch mine

I want your body against me

When we fall asleep at night

Just remember that I promise to love you

And it's a promise that I'll keep

Because in every lifetime and even other dimensions

Somehow you're right beside me

Oko Ninjah (just...)