Goodbye
Oko Ninjah (Seven Letters Of Heartbreak)
Brah, fuck these storms. We're probably gonna die and I haven't even published a story yet.
Oko ninjah
Bout that pono life, brah. Keep it real so the better you'll feel.
Oko Ninjah
There's so many reasons why I shouldn't love you. You're thousands of miles away, you're straight, you have a boyfriend... You always have a boyfriend. You get pissed at me easily, we go days, months sometimes without talking... There are all these reasons why I shouldn't love you and only one why I should.
And that's that you have my heart. No one else has it. No other girl, straight, bi, lesbian. No one has my heart.. But you.
Oko Ninjah (February 13th, 2014 at 2:19 am)
So supposedly there's like wifi on Mt. Everest. How the fuck is there wifi on a mountain... But not at my house?
Oko Ninjah
Harder... Easier...
Its not harder to tell someone how you feel about them. That's not the hard part. It may seem like it because of all the body shaking and heart pounding and breath quickening but its not.
The hard part is all the shit that happens after you tell them how you feel.
You have to deal with the way that deliberately make you jealous and when they intentionally hurt you just because they know they can. Because really, that's what really sucks. Once you tell them how you feel, everything changes.
You're giving someone the power to break your heart with just one word and trusting them not to.
See? It'd be easier to hide your feelings and keep your heart intact. Sure... It'll hurt seeing them so happy with someone else, while every inch of your heart and soul screams at you that the person beside them should be you.
But... At least you'd know that you won't get hurt. Because it does hurt. Hurts like hell. Everything falls apart inside of you and... Your heartbeat ripples through your body at the sound of their voice.
So yeah... The harder way, isn't as hard as you think.
God dayumn! I look good! *clicks tongue* *bites lips*
Oko Ninjah (While looking at self in mirror)
My heart is an asshole
I care about her. She's like this annoying fucking alarm clock but she's in my heart and the alarm only goes off when I want to move on... Yeah. My heart is an asshole like that.
Cory Monteith's gone... I can't believe it. It wag because of him that Glee changed my life. Holy fucking shit! This is not fucking real! I am fucking pissed! There is no Glee without him! I can't... I feel like I can't breathe! He's one of the Actors that actually give a shit... Gave a shit! This is bullshit! I can't believe this.