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Ao3 account: Fantasy_nerd, I wanted to make tumblr so I can see fellow nerds from fandoms. I wasn't disappointed. I also happen to change hyper-fixations every three months. Currently you should listen to the Vengeance Saga
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Ok ok ok, in the Quell, the Rebel Pack gets sent, of all things, cocktail sauce to go with their oysters.

"Just as we're about to eat, a parachute appears bearing two supplements to our meal. A small pot of spicy red sauce and yet another round of rolls from District 3."

How extra. How decadent. Rolling on the floor laughing, because there are two explanations for this luxury.

1) Haymitch and the other mentors knew they'd be breaking them out that night, so at this point, may as well spend the sponsor money. You can't take it with you. Fuck it, we ball, send them some cocktail sauce.

2) Sponsors in the Capitol saw them eating oysters and simply could not allow them do so without condiments. Please, they are Victors, not mere Tributes. Let them have some decency. Naked oysters are just too much to bear.

Third option, Haymitch was telling Katniss to get saucy with Peeta. 😏

My brain decided to make this sad and tragic so you need to bear it with me.

Haymitch wanted her to get saucy with him because he knew they wouldn't see each other in a long time. So, at least they should do that now that they can.

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Is it casual if we plan to die for each other and every decision we make is driven by the need to keep the other alive? Is it casual then?

For the average couple, it's the deepest form of love that could exist. For Everlark, that's the average Tuesday. Wait until you hear about the "I haven't felt as safe as in your injured ass's hands in the middle of a fight to the death since I was 11" Mondays

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this blog has become a recommendation blog but hey, I have to recommend The Victor's Project on ffnet by Oisin55. No, actually, I'm going to drop the weirdest (and funniest) part of it, in my own words. It's also one of my adopted funny/interesting to think about headcanons.

So Blight in TVP won the 52nd Hunger Games, but it isn't important how and I don't want to spoil too much.

The important part is his arena was a destroyed and abandoned Chicago so he stayed for a very long time at a certain place. He assumed it was some sort of church, and he thought that the goddess it represented protected him. That's actually one of the two funny parts, because actually Beetee didn't have the heart to tell him it was a Starbucks. But he was extremely superstitious and devoted after that.

He was also what was called in 7 a "tree-elf". Aka gay. Not the best thing to be in Panem, but in general they did get lovers and have a normal life. Blight did have a lover, and he loved him for his kindness and his almost naive optimism. We don't know exactly how he looked but we are left to assume he was blonde, fair-skinned and had blue eyes. He died due to an illness that broke loose in 7, because Snow needed to test how successful it'd be to release in case of a rebellion. His name was Jason Mellark.

So you can imagine how Blight reacted when he - a very superstitious person - saw a similar person to his dead lover reaped for the 74th Hunger Games. This HC says that Blight didn't appear during training for the 75th Games because he was convinced that Peeta was a reincarnated Jason. Of course, he didn't care that if Jason was reborn he would have been two during the 74th Hunger Games.

And yeah, Jason and Peeta were related, but distantly. They were third cousins, I believe? And I think it's implied that Blight died thinking he was trying to save his lover? I guess? Without even meeting him? Idk, but I kinda like it as an idea.

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I think one of the most interesting crack-fic concepts would be a Modern AU where the characters (dead and alive) are all alive sitting by the fireplace reading The Hunger Games books. Imagine having Everlark read about fighting to the death and 3 books of them having a situationship while simultaneously trying to keep the other alive and trying to kill the other (sorry not sorry). And someone (maybe Prim or Haymitch) trying to explain to Katniss that she shouldn't freak out because none of this happened and trying to explain why she can't seem to figure out her feelings. Meanwhile a very much in love Katniss is reading the books and pointing out signs of love for Peeta and being shocked that she thought about dating Gale. Here, have a potential conversation:

Katniss: So you're telling me, that in this world we fight to the death as children with 23 other children?

Prim: Yes

Katniss: And we are fine with that?

Prim: I mean... no, but we didn't do anything. At first, at least.

Katniss: And I survived?

Prim: Yes. And it's not even that shocking. Wait until you hear that Peeta survived too!

Katniss: HE DID?

Peeta: I DID? I have the feeling that if I were in with Katniss right now I'd die for her.

Prim: You tried. Multiple times. She just didn't let you. And btw Katniss here is horrible at reading emotions.

Katniss: I am horrible at reading emotions now?

Prim: Yeah, you're ten times worse here.

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Names for the adults

I saw a fanart of some of the D12 adults when they were young so I decided to make for each of them two pairs of names; one with meaning, one without much. The order is: Mrs Everdeen, Mr Everdeen, Mrs Mellark, Mr Mellark, Mrs. Undersee (Maysilee's twin)

Naomi, Fern (the guys are the reason their kids got the names they got in HC), Augusta, Phyl, Alaina. That was the easy one, now I have to explain why I chose each person, the second order will go from easier to find to harder to find.

Naan: Of course, that's Mr. Mellark. Naan bread is of course, bread, however I chose this specific name because Naan bread is easy to make. My HC says that Mr. Mellark was easy to manipulate and never talked back. That's because he was a genuinely good person (at least, that's what we're led to believe) and was living with a bitch. She could manipulate him all she wanted.

Nandina: That's Mrs. Mellark and I am very proud of that one. Nandina Domestica also has the nickname ''Firepower''. The two parts of the nickname speak for themselves, she definitely had some power over her family and she does have a fire, let alone that she works with it because she's a baker's wife. Sure, it's not the "If we burn, you burn with us" kind of fire but rather the (worse) "I'm fucked up enough to abuse my kids". But that's not all, Nandina Domestica is listed as toxic in some lists like Colorado state University's list. Honestly, half of the sources say that it's only toxic to animals while others say that the whole plant is also toxic to humans. Idk 🤷‍♀️.

Sylva: Mrs. Undersee is named Sylva and it is short for the plant Myosotis Sylvatica. Also known as forget-me-not. I think that's a bit obvious, I don't think she ever got over Maysilee's death. I don't blame her. I almost named Mrs. Everdeen as Sylva though, but I think the name I gave her is a bit more fitting.

Yarrow: That is Mrs. Everdeen. According to a bunch of sources including this post yarrow stood for everlasting love in the Victorian language of flowers. And I think that even though the name is not very feminine (come on, I was this close to naming Mr. Mellark Focaccia, I didn't want to use much time on his name) I used that for some reasons. First, her love with Mr. Everdeen (whose name I'm not proud of, sorry) was definitely everlasting, and second Yarrow has medicinal purposes as it was used to improve digestion by increasing the amounts of saliva and stomach acid.

Archie: Yeah, I'm sorry for that. Mr. Everdeen is kind of unoriginal. Except for the obvious nod to archer, Archie is I'm pretty sure an actual German name that means bold or brave (is anyone German here? If so, can you confirm/deny? I just saw it in a site and said okay). I think that after the 2nd Quarter Quell there tried to be uprisings, and this time 12 was an active part of it. And Mr. Everdeen was a part of it. In fact I think that Mr. Hawthorne might have too. Gale seems feisty enough. I have also seen a very interesting take on a fanfic were the reason Archie, Mr. Hawthorne and co died in the accident was to punish the people who tried to rebel and because of their association with Haymitch. Since almost everyone was a coalminer Snow just blew the mine up. The only merchant in the rebellion was Naan and he was punished by reaping his youngest (yes, it goes against his name a little, but I like it).

So yeah. That's my thoughts, feel free to help here. Also I wouldn't have a problem with a new name for Mr. Everdeen, I'd search more but right now it's 3:05 am. @lucysnow1106 I'm pretty sure that the fic I'm mentioning is from your bookmarks (yes, I did read the fics there that caught my interest) so maybe you remember the fanfic's name? Thank you!

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What is it that Snow loves?

But what he loves is Katniss Everdeen. Oh, he just adores her. [...] So I guess maybe the thing you love the most does destroy you.

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I need someone to write an analysis of this please

@heartforeyes I tried my best. It's not the conventional analysis, it feels more than how I'd write a one shot, but smaller. I couldn't write an analysis exactly, so I analyse his feelings through the one-shot. I hope.

The moment Snow looked at her, he knew she was something else. The moment he heard her name, Katniss, he went back 64 years ago. Lucy Gray. He never really got over her. Even when he married Livia, when he had his only son with Livia, he didn't think of her. But of Lucy Gray. He didn't love Lucy Gray anymore. The only thing he felt about her was resentment and betrayed. Nevertheless, he had always hoped that he'd find a great substitute. Someone that reminded him of her, in some ways, but was different in others.

No, anyone that even remotely reminded him of Lucy Gray Baird, Victor of the 10th Hunger Games, is dangerous. Snow wasn't shocked when he was making these thoughts about a 16 year old. But he was disgusted by thinking about Lucy Gray. Again.

At the interviews, Snow witnessed the first mistake made by her District Partner. Peeta Mellark, even though he was eerily close to his 16 year old self in terms of appearance, did something Coriolanus Snow wasn't stupid enough to do even when he was 8. He gave love a chance. In the Games, love can't have a place. Not when you're trying to kill eachother. Not when she hates you. Snow could see the anger in Katniss' eyes. Just like Lucy Gray, Katniss was a devil in disguise. And only he could see it.

Snow didn't know if he was angry at the boy because the Games weren't supposed like that. Or if he pitied him, because he knew that he was just blind and stupid, to believe that she could love him back. People like Lucy Gray cannot love that way. Only manipulate. And Katniss was definitely a person like Lucy Gray.

However, President Snow had to admit - he could see the attraction.

Let's be real - one think he didn't expect was for Katniss to play up the romance. He didn't expect her to call out his name when the rules changed. But of course, he understood her motive right away - she has an audience to please and a District to return to. She can't actually care for him. She has to play it up. For the sponsors, not to return as a parish to her District. District 12. The worst District out of all of them. The more the Games went on, the harder it was to disconnect the girl, Katniss Everdeen, from his tribute, Lucy Gray Baird. Who also happened to be a traitor. And his first and only love.

What he also didn't expect was for even their songs to be the same. He didn't expect one of Lucy Gray's wongs, "The Valley Song", to be the reason for Peeta's oh-so-familiar mistake.

Snow didn't love Katniss. But he couldn't help but see his actual love in her. So he loved (and hated) what she represented. As the rebellion grew (which Snow knew about, but wanted them to think he did not), the feelings grew into paranoia. He can't have her win. He can't have her win too. When she won, the 74th Hunger Games of course, she thought she was out of the woods. Oh no. Never. He would personally make her life as miserable as possible.

Starting with the Quell. He did suspect that everyone would try to keep Katniss and Peeta alive - although it was much more obvious with the latter. He did suspect that the rebels might try to get them out of the arena before the end. But his goal wasn't to kill her. It was to destroy everything and everyone she cared about. He would start with District 12, and he hoped that with it he would take out some people she cared about. Her family, her "cousin's" family, some friends maybe. He could just hope.

When Peeta hit the forcefield, something snapped in Snow's mind. Cogs where turning in his head. She could love? She could care? Yes, Lucy Gray Baird did care for some people. And Katniss, who by now he believed to be her reincarnation here just to mock him, could too. She (by she he meant Lucy Gray, but in his mind, there was no difference) just used his love for her against him. He could get her back. Katniss had convinced her that her feelings were real.

Unfortunately for Katniss, this revelation would be used against her. And Snow knew exactly how. The rebels were planning to scoop her out of the arena first. But Snow could always get to him.

When he said "It's the things we love most that destroy us." He knew that she'd know. That Lucy Gray- Katniss would be fully aware what was about to come. He wanted to destroy her like she had destroyed him. What's a better way to do that than have her lover kill her?

Or at least try to. He was still okay with the results when he heard that Everdeen was going to District 2. It was, obviously, a suicide mission.

The bombs weren't his, but if he knew that Primrose Everdeen was there waiting to be attacked, they would be. He tried to show her the reality of it all. Truth is, he didn't care about avenging Lucy Gray anymore. She has paid. Now he had to show her that Coin couldn't be trusted. Even he, with his extreme grudges and low-key obsession, knew that the girl in front of him had payed too much for the mistake she made 64 years ago. So he told her what to do. For a better Panem. An actually better Panem. That's shocking, he knew. But it made sense.

When Lucy Gray shot Coin instead of him, he laughed. Not because he had been spared. He knew that no matter what, he wouldn't survive the night. He already felt the blood slowly drowning him. But because he had earned again Lucy Gray Baird's trust. And that was enough for him.

So he didn't resist as the crowd crushed him to death.

I love how you write that Peeta was stupid to give love a chance, and add the detail that not even 8 yr old Coryo would do that.

And even though there was anger in Katniss’s eyes, only Snow related that to being a devil like Lucy Gray.

Oh wow! Peeta also falling for Lucy Gray’s songs (through Katniss), just like Snow.

Now i see what David Sutherland meant when saying Snow loved Katniss. She became Lucy Gray personified.

I love how you stop using Katniss’s name at the end, making Lucy Gray kill Coin. And in a way, Lucy Gray did kill Coin. She was the initial spark, and it doesn’t end till the mockingjay sings.

Thank you for this beautiful explanation!!!

First, I accidentally deleted my original post so the fact you reposted literally saved me.

Second, I wanted to pass off Snow as really egocentric and a little paranoid, too. That what he did in the past, which he had convinced himself wasn't his fault, would come back to bite him in the ass.

Also, I added that not even 8 year old Snow would do that is because that's when his family died. He had done it, and he had managed to convince himself that he did not.

And, I tried to justify why Snow was obsessed with Katniss. I think that that was his biggest mistake. He tried to destroy the Mockingjay, in hopes that the rebellion would fall with her. Little did he know that Katniss is much stronger than he could ever see.

And I never even made the connection Lucy Gray killed Snow I just wanted to convey how much these two were connected in his head.

I agree with Snow being egocentric. He probably thought everything that Katniss did was a spit in his face, not out of love, survival, empathy, etc. We saw in Ballad how much his mind spirals and he has a hard time controlling it. Also, him being extremely paranoid, with eventually building a reputation of killing people close to him to tie off lose ends.

Not only is Katniss much stronger than what he gambled for, she was also just the face of the rebellion, made a symbol rather than lead it. And as he said in the end of Mockingjay, he was too busy watching Katniss, and Katniss watching him, that neither of them looked at Coin.

I think you made a great explanation of the original thesis Sutherland made, being that Snow loves Katniss. I loved building up this analysis is with you!!

Yeah, Katniss is just a symbol. Even if she died, Coin would make her into a martyr. She, too wanted to make her a martyr after the Nut fell. The small agenda Snow had for Katniss is just his obsessed self that wants to see her burn because she made a fool of him (in his opinion, in reality she was just thinking about keeping alive herself and the boy she loves).

I also love this analysis we made. And I really can't see that Snow would love Katniss if she didn't connect her a lot with Lucy Gray.

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What is it that Snow loves?

But what he loves is Katniss Everdeen. Oh, he just adores her. [...] So I guess maybe the thing you love the most does destroy you.

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I need someone to write an analysis of this please

@heartforeyes I tried my best. It's not the conventional analysis, it feels more than how I'd write a one shot, but smaller. I couldn't write an analysis exactly, so I analyse his feelings through the one-shot. I hope.

The moment Snow looked at her, he knew she was something else. The moment he heard her name, Katniss, he went back 64 years ago. Lucy Gray. He never really got over her. Even when he married Livia, when he had his only son with Livia, he didn't think of her. But of Lucy Gray. He didn't love Lucy Gray anymore. The only thing he felt about her was resentment and betrayed. Nevertheless, he had always hoped that he'd find a great substitute. Someone that reminded him of her, in some ways, but was different in others.

No, anyone that even remotely reminded him of Lucy Gray Baird, Victor of the 10th Hunger Games, is dangerous. Snow wasn't shocked when he was making these thoughts about a 16 year old. But he was disgusted by thinking about Lucy Gray. Again.

At the interviews, Snow witnessed the first mistake made by her District Partner. Peeta Mellark, even though he was eerily close to his 16 year old self in terms of appearance, did something Coriolanus Snow wasn't stupid enough to do even when he was 8. He gave love a chance. In the Games, love can't have a place. Not when you're trying to kill eachother. Not when she hates you. Snow could see the anger in Katniss' eyes. Just like Lucy Gray, Katniss was a devil in disguise. And only he could see it.

Snow didn't know if he was angry at the boy because the Games weren't supposed like that. Or if he pitied him, because he knew that he was just blind and stupid, to believe that she could love him back. People like Lucy Gray cannot love that way. Only manipulate. And Katniss was definitely a person like Lucy Gray.

However, President Snow had to admit - he could see the attraction.

Let's be real - one think he didn't expect was for Katniss to play up the romance. He didn't expect her to call out his name when the rules changed. But of course, he understood her motive right away - she has an audience to please and a District to return to. She can't actually care for him. She has to play it up. For the sponsors, not to return as a parish to her District. District 12. The worst District out of all of them. The more the Games went on, the harder it was to disconnect the girl, Katniss Everdeen, from his tribute, Lucy Gray Baird. Who also happened to be a traitor. And his first and only love.

What he also didn't expect was for even their songs to be the same. He didn't expect one of Lucy Gray's wongs, "The Valley Song", to be the reason for Peeta's oh-so-familiar mistake.

Snow didn't love Katniss. But he couldn't help but see his actual love in her. So he loved (and hated) what she represented. As the rebellion grew (which Snow knew about, but wanted them to think he did not), the feelings grew into paranoia. He can't have her win. He can't have her win too. When she won, the 74th Hunger Games of course, she thought she was out of the woods. Oh no. Never. He would personally make her life as miserable as possible.

Starting with the Quell. He did suspect that everyone would try to keep Katniss and Peeta alive - although it was much more obvious with the latter. He did suspect that the rebels might try to get them out of the arena before the end. But his goal wasn't to kill her. It was to destroy everything and everyone she cared about. He would start with District 12, and he hoped that with it he would take out some people she cared about. Her family, her "cousin's" family, some friends maybe. He could just hope.

When Peeta hit the forcefield, something snapped in Snow's mind. Cogs where turning in his head. She could love? She could care? Yes, Lucy Gray Baird did care for some people. And Katniss, who by now he believed to be her reincarnation here just to mock him, could too. She (by she he meant Lucy Gray, but in his mind, there was no difference) just used his love for her against him. He could get her back. Katniss had convinced her that her feelings were real.

Unfortunately for Katniss, this revelation would be used against her. And Snow knew exactly how. The rebels were planning to scoop her out of the arena first. But Snow could always get to him.

When he said "It's the things we love most that destroy us." He knew that she'd know. That Lucy Gray- Katniss would be fully aware what was about to come. He wanted to destroy her like she had destroyed him. What's a better way to do that than have her lover kill her?

Or at least try to. He was still okay with the results when he heard that Everdeen was going to District 2. It was, obviously, a suicide mission.

The bombs weren't his, but if he knew that Primrose Everdeen was there waiting to be attacked, they would be. He tried to show her the reality of it all. Truth is, he didn't care about avenging Lucy Gray anymore. She has paid. Now he had to show her that Coin couldn't be trusted. Even he, with his extreme grudges and low-key obsession, knew that the girl in front of him had payed too much for the mistake she made 64 years ago. So he told her what to do. For a better Panem. An actually better Panem. That's shocking, he knew. But it made sense.

When Lucy Gray shot Coin instead of him, he laughed. Not because he had been spared. He knew that no matter what, he wouldn't survive the night. He already felt the blood slowly drowning him. But because he had earned again Lucy Gray Baird's trust. And that was enough for him.

So he didn't resist as the crowd crushed him to death.

I love how you write that Peeta was stupid to give love a chance, and add the detail that not even 8 yr old Coryo would do that.

And even though there was anger in Katniss’s eyes, only Snow related that to being a devil like Lucy Gray.

Oh wow! Peeta also falling for Lucy Gray’s songs (through Katniss), just like Snow.

Now i see what David Sutherland meant when saying Snow loved Katniss. She became Lucy Gray personified.

I love how you stop using Katniss’s name at the end, making Lucy Gray kill Coin. And in a way, Lucy Gray did kill Coin. She was the initial spark, and it doesn’t end till the mockingjay sings.

Thank you for this beautiful explanation!!!

First, I accidentally deleted my original post so the fact you reposted literally saved me.

Second, I wanted to pass off Snow as really egocentric and a little paranoid, too. That what he did in the past, which he had convinced himself wasn't his fault, would come back to bite him in the ass.

Also, I added that not even 8 year old Snow would do that is because that's when his family died. He had done it, and he had managed to convince himself that he did not.

And, I tried to justify why Snow was obsessed with Katniss. I think that that was his biggest mistake. He tried to destroy the Mockingjay, in hopes that the rebellion would fall with her. Little did he know that Katniss is much stronger than he could ever see.

And I never even made the connection Lucy Gray killed Snow I just wanted to convey how much these two were connected in his head.

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yeah I should have seen the hate comments coming on my recent post coming honestly. Come on guys I don't even hate the dude. I made a mistake tagging Gale that I will not make again. But honestly I'm entitled to my own opinion just like you are and by crying about how I am wrong. Let alone that by spamming the comments I'm actually gaining notes which means that my post gets more popular. Neither of us are winning in this situation.

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The reasons I dislike Gale

  1. Most obvious: He invented the bomb that killed Prim. It's not the problem that it was Prim specifically. He couldn't have known. But if it wasn't Prim it'd be hundreds of innocent children.
  2. He was emotionally manipulative to get Katniss to like him. Example: "I knew you'd do that. Because I'm in pain." This is a) true and b) evil. The definition of manipulative.
  3. He only saw the world in black and white. Are you from the Capitol? Evil. Are you a rebel? Good. There is no pure good or pure evil, and you should be able to judge if you're willing to act on the shade of gray you're going to.
  4. He didn't care about human life. This ties with the first point but I want to add something else. One of his first quotes: "You know how to hunt" "animals" "it's no different". Like it should be! You cannot just waste human lives. Killing people means one of two things: a) it messes up with your psyche or b) you have a messed up psyche. Sorry Gale but you might be number 2.
  5. He was blinded by his hatred. I mean yes the Capitol is horrible. As Gale said "We're using the same rulebook Snow used to hijack Peeta." Well that makes you no better than the enemy! Be a bit more humane at least. The rulebook you're using is an immoral one.
  6. He was overly jealous . I mean how dare she not love me back? How dare she kiss another man for survival? Even when I have never ever proposed the idea to her that I love her? Movie fans might say that he realised he loved her during the 74th Hunger Games. This is wrong, he did about 6 months before when Darius tried to pay for some of Katniss' game with a kiss. Apparently, Gale got jealous and he realised then that he cares about her romantically.
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Things I thought after I finished reading the Hunger Games that I'm kinda ashamed of because why not.

  1. Until the rule change, I thought that both tributes could win if they originate from the same district and I thought that people just wanted the win to themselves. Like, they could both win even if the rules didn't change.
  2. I was a victim of the Peeta-is-weak mindset at first (thank god I turned around)
  3. Similarly, up until Johanna killed Cashmere I just somehow missed the whole "she pretended to be weak" and I thought that she was weak
  4. I found Finnick annoying. That's it. Thank God I do not believe that anymore.
  5. I honestly did not understand the end of Catching Fire at all.
  6. For like 95% of Mockingjay I was convinced that Effie died. I had already mourned her

I just want to say I don't believe any of the above anymore.

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I put it off long enough, but I finally read the fanfic @disgurrr recommended, Give You My Wild. So, I did not expect it to span so many years, I expected it to stop at Katniss and Peeta's wedding or something like that. It was really cute, really unique because as I said I never expected it to last so long. I like that it didn't have that much angst. I really love angst, however it's a nice break. I didn't do it last time but TW: Abuse, Child Abuse

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And the award for the most ironic line in a fanfic goes to No More Owed Outtakes by Enna Emerge on ffnet:

"You tell me that you and Katniss aren't involved-" -Mrs. Everdeen

"We aren't." Not that he wouldn't give his left leg to make it happen. -Peeta

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I’ve been reading mockingjay and this is a summary of what I think is happening inside peeta’s head rn:

Peeta: once I manage to undoom you from the narrative the wedding is back on!

They were on Chapter 17 when they reblogged the post so I can now freely say... You can't imagine how much this statement broke me. Oh how I wish you were right, random stranger on the internet.

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