*rolls across floor angrily*

I want to write on The Ballad of Blu, Aqua and Black but I HAVE NO IDEA WHERE TO START

Really struggling with this itch to write either a fanfic dealing with Destiny the game Exo's and the rebooting process or writing an origin fic about a loved one is lost to an accident and brought back via science to be slightly different and memory free---and the difficulties it would offer.

Me: Great I've got a kick ass character that peeps are going to drool over, I know his background, his dreams, his skills, his faults

Whisper of doubt: but what's his name?

Me:

I want to write a piece similar to the song 'get back up again.' A girl traversing a dangerous magic filled forest with optimism.

For most of the song, luck helps her out until the 'ahh!' Point where she gets chased by a monster and evades it long enough to catch her breath.

or so she thinks when it shows back up and it ready to strike, suddenly the optimism and happiness is replaced with: "no! I cant think that way, cause I know that im really, really gonna be OK!" She coldly attacks the monster and beats it into running away, no more smiling, no more wonder, she stomps around the forest with a club, ready to fend off the next irratance.

Why Am I Like This...

I’m sitting at my computer, have 3 stories I need to make updates to, some already started, yet all I can do when I look at them is hear the high pitched fin scream in my head. 

Names

sometimes i hate naming Oc's. Really I do cause sometimes when they form in my mins they're fully fleshed out and they have names and desires and flaws but other times I have to pry open steel doors just to find out their eye color, let alone their name. And sometimes I just have to pick something because nothing seems to fit it just right.

Have a vauge glimpse of this character from a scene inspired by the Piano Duet from Tim Burton's The Corpse Bride, but when I try to see his face or find out his name its like slams his study doors in my face and locks me out.

You don't pay no bills to be actin up mister!

Get your ass out here at once!