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post tkm andreil makes me so feral. imagine them going on drives at 3am just because they can. neil falling asleep on andrew when they’re laying on the couch. andrew giving neil forehead kisses. neil hugging andrew from behind. andrew buying fruits for neil even though he himself hates them. neil trying to bake sweets for andrew. them holding hands when they’re sitting next to each other. them studying russian together to be able to talk without their friends understanding. them getting cats and referring to each other as “dad” when talking to the cats. andrew buying neil a camera for him to take pictures of their shared life. them staying together and loving each other.

friendly reminder that one day andrew and neil stop asking “yes or no?” because they are sure of the answer being yes

andrew and aaron took “i’d kill for you” a little bit too seriously

is this… andrew and neil?

remember when andrew gave neil armbands because his father’s men ruined his arms with a lighter and a knife and andrew loved neil so much he thought neil didn’t need to be reminded of his past every time he saw his scars?

andrew asking “who fears the monster that knows the taste of a whip?” goes in my top three reasons to cry about every day

something about andrew loving aaron so much that he killed for him. something about andrew doing everything in his power to protect aaron. something about andrew needing aaron’s approval about his relationship with neil. something about aaron trying throughout their sessions with bee. something about aaron not wanting to lose andrew. something about the twinyards.

headcanon that if andrew had social media he’d have so many memes saved and he’d keep using them when he’s texting people. also he’d love the new iphone update he’d be so silly with all of the options in messages

i don’t know about you but it’s just so comical to me that andrew is literally 5ft tall but that doesn’t matter because every single person who meets him is absolutely terrified of him. that’s how big his aura is

can’t wait for jean to get better in the next tsc books. my boy deserves a life where he doesn’t hate himself 24/7, doesn’t think he deserved everything that happened to him, and instead lets people in, accepts help from his supportive friends, actually enjoys exy, smiles more often, goes to pottery classes with jeremy, cooks with laila, throws out his old ruined notebooks, calls betsy every week and starts living.

aftg characters as textposts part 2

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dare i say andreil?

this fucking sucks I’m going to [remembers suicide jokes only worsen my mental health] dedicate my life to exy and have a homosexual relationship with my teammate who hates me

just thinking about the fact that when neil realised his father’s men were about to kidnap him all he could think of was saying “thank you. you were amazing.” to andrew because he wanted him to know that he was important to neil. just thinking.

andreil is not an “i can fix him” situation. they were both like “goddamn he is insane and i want him just like that”

and when neil finally crumbles after everything that’s happened with his dad and riko? when he’s just so mentally exhausted of what he went through in the past years? when he finally feels safe to just break apart under all the pent-up tension and memories of abuse? what then?