fairy_drowning

"If you asked me now who I am, the only answer I could give with any certainty would be my name. For the rest: my loves, my hates, down even to my deepest desires, I can no longer say whether these emotions are my own, or stolen from those I once so desperately wished to be."

You get this?? You get why this picture radiates so much comfort and how relaxing this is??

[TEXT ID: some days, / I am free / from the past. / other days, I am drowning / in it. END ID]

Just read that "there's a difference between being happy and being distracted from sadness" and I felt this in my bones.

"Death is terrible, but still more terrible is the feeling that you might live for ever and never die."

"I want to sleep all day and night (i.e., not live but not quite die)."

"I exist.’ In thousands of agonies — I exist. I’m tormented on the rack — but I exist! Though I sit alone in a pillar — I exist! I see the sun, and if I don’t see the sun, I know it’s there. And there’s a whole life in that, in knowing that the sun is there."

Do you guys prefer nighttime or daytime? Personally I love to read or watch enemies to lovers trope. Like they both hate each other but no, not really. I prefer nighttime tho.

Pressed flowers between old pages; a beautiful or a sad story.

"So much working, reading, thinking, living to do. A lifetime is not long enough."

"She smiled at me, and I never forgot it. Or more accurately, I always remembered it."

"How I still think of you, every time I think of home."